| | Man..i might as well just delete this thing or something.. i never write in it anymore i dunno i am goin to make this short and sweet this whole week i have hung out with cassie brittany and doug tim justin and jacki<<sp?? i have cried all week wanted to kill myself all week well whats new?? its the same thing every week wanting to die hateing my life i hate these stupid drugs they make me even more depressed than usual all i want it someone to understand me and no one does every one thinks i am crazy and i promise im not even thought i have crazy ass mood swings talk to my self andcry over nothing and just get all bitchy to people sometimes does not mean i am crazy.. i dunno i have stopped the cuttin my sel fin hidden places i think thats totally done with for now i have stop the burnin myself in hidden places i have stoped the suicide notes to my parents i have stopped the crazy stories i write down in my note book at home i have stopped think stuffed animals talk to me i have tried to stop the voices that tell me mean things but it just hasn't left all the way yet i still think of really mean and hurt ful things to do to people when they make me mad i am just afraid that i am going to end up doing it to them people one day.. i just pray i am not goin to end up like them crazy people on tv :-/ ...thats about and I REALY DONT CARE WHAT YOU FUCKIN PEOPLE THINK OF ME :) |
| | Posted 2/3/2005 9:46 PM - 2 views - 1 comments
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