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| +// i hate mai life
how do i live this way...living mai whole life with someone that dont
trust me...living a whole life with a fake smile....living with someone
that dont love meeh.....it hurts....mai own flesh and blood....how can
i live this way....the thing is... i cant....i reallie cant....
i knoe i need ta be thankful for wat i have...and thankful for all the
privilages that other people cant experiance.....but i would rather be
them....then being here.... i would trade mai life....too be happie.. i
dont even care if im poor.. or n e thing... i wouldnt care..as long i
was happie.....
1 more year......and im out
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| I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YES YOUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!  |
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| +//.."feels like every happy moment onlee last so long..."
i feel like that phrase is mai life.....one moment im happie and peachy..then someting has to happen...that ruins it...ish like a cycle i cant get rid of....
emptyness...
lonelyness...
ish always gonnna be that way
(sorry everyone.....im juss feeling down....dont bother with this..ish juss meeh being stupid...)
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hehe i need to lose weight hehe swimsuit season! hehe
well...humm...lets seee....mai life is pretty ok.....but...im so
confo0sed...like.. i knoe wat i want...but ...it seems like everyday
ish getting harder and harder to get it.....
and ish like..GREAT TIMEING! AHH!!!.. i swear every year...something
comes up....o well..ish juss... i dont knoe n e more. ..
hopefully...faith will help meeh on this one....hehe..wow the year has
gone so fast.... i feel so sad ....thinking of the future....everyone
leaving....
....and im gonna be "LONELY..OH
SO LONELY..I HAVE NO BODY...." lmao ...one more year...then
graduation...dang...so soon.....I DONT WANNA GROW UP! AHH!!!
lmao...getting so old... i remember the good ol days...hehe..lots of
laffing...smile...our lil groups...lmao good times.....ill never forget
n e of them...i juss wish that i can take everyone from highskool...and
take them with meeh to college heheh .that would be so0o0o0o KOOOL!
heheh but...bak to reality....im gonna miss everyone..i knoe ish to
early to be talkin like this..but i juss want everyone to knoe that ill
never forget them...and after highskool if i dont see them...ill see
you guys in our reunion!!! hehehehe..by then i will be skinny 
heheh I MISSS YOU GUYS!!!!!! LUBA YOU GUYS!!!!! 