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| new xanga..it is still in progess but my name is Spirit_filled_hardcorex, or for you lazy people here is the link.. hah ... http://www.xanga.com/spirit_filled_hardcorex
good bye ol xanga, i shall miss you ;sniffle;
and if you people dont add me, i might..well i wont do anything but ill um..be..sad...yes!..i will be sad! hah, ill show you! right in your face! | | |
| i am going to make a new xanga, time for a change...i will post the new name whenever i make it.
well school is out..thats exciting, but the only thing i cared about it was that i have no more alegrba 2 ...boo
so after school, dad came and picked me up, and we went to meijers to get a present for my grandpa , we got him a glow in the dark lawn gnome...thats really classy i know.. then picked up cards..i got him a spongebob pirate card, it sayed aye aye and matey all that goood stuff and it even came with a sticker hah..good stuff.
Went to SONIC next and ate, bah these teenage boys rolled up with a durango their daddies and mommies bought them with their 3000 dollar sound system i doubt they bought too in it, all you could hear was a thump, not even the music..it was retarded.. then a girl is there in a mustang that her mommy bought for her too..people like that make me sick..spoiled..never learn the value of a earned dollar, not that i know it, because i dont , but im trying, i need a job...but i dont ask my dad to buy me a brand new car bah.
then hung out at gpa nagy..then home
Today i hung out here by myself for most of the day, thinking of a new aim sn...tell me which one you like the best...
1.whispersofxfaith
2.screamingxhearts
3.Ashesxfall
4. BrokexdownWalls
5.BeautyxforxAshes
6. screamingfaithx | | |
| - Well one more day till school school is over, then 6 days summer school starts up..
I cant wait till my Josiah cd gets here...
Started godcore vol3...with such bands as...mortal treason, blindside, demon hunter, josiah (soon), haste the day, mallothi, beloved, and others..should be pretty good. I believe i want the blindside cd when i have money hah,
took all my applications in, just waiting for a call now, hopefully one will come.
going to go do something now, bye bye
Edit--------------- Check out this crazy gif i found.. takes like 5 min to watch
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| 5 days and counting down..yep who isnt excited...oh me..
Im drawing the back cover of the haste the day cd, its pertyful, if I ever get done, ill post it.
Did my speech on why you should have crabs.......... over any other pet, got an A- woo.
I love this haste the day cd, my favorite band indeed. I also can't wait for my Josiah cd to get here..mmhmm.
I have saved Norrath by myself, I am a Champion (hah I sound like a nerd)...wait..I am a nerd. eh what you going to do.
My wisdom teeth are coming in , yeah it hurts, my gums bleeding and all, oh well.
Bah I hate how my mother walks in, turns down my music, and turns my light on, tells me something, then leaves leaving both the music down and light on.
Zach and Alex were just over, me and alex were saving Norrath...and megan and i were discussing the other day..Saving Norrath would be a good band name, don't you agree? I think it does.
This was a long pointless entry..yep, nothing exciting, got applications for jobs, yep....
anndd...THATS IT | | |
| - Ive been doing some major pondering lately..especially when I was riding in my dad's car staring out the window..but I started thinking about how next year I'll be a senior...a SENIOR...I mean that is awesome but...after that? ..You can't say what you will be. You have an idea, but no stone set plan. After next year, I'll have nothing to hang on, starting new. I'll be alone in a school with strangers basically ready to fend for myself. What if I don't accecpted to where I want to go? What if I fail out? I don't want to become like my mother nor my father. Don't get me wrong my dad is a great guy with a good job, but I don't want to be like every guy in this town and work at Chrysler or Delco. Another thing that has really been bothering me is what about me and megan. Next year will just be a sample of what is to come, with her going to the academy. We both still want to be together, but who says we can really do that. I mean I love her dearly, but what if she mets someone, or what I do. We are going to be an hour away from each other, and only allowed to see each other on weekends and holidays. I hope we don't ever lose each other, but it just bugs me. After I get out of school, what is going to happen with her and me? Ill be (if I get accepted and all that) 8 hours away. I might only be able to see her on holidays..?..If I don't have her, I don't know ..it will just be ...weird..but thats not the right word for it. I am just scared, with all that and the new responsibilty I will have, taxes, cars and payments and bills ..just I dont know... The last thing I began pondering is..all the people I have reached and touched and vice versa. Have you ever just thought about that. All the experiences you have been through with them and the memories. I just thank God for all this. I know God will be with me after high school but still it is just a scary thought. Ok enough rambling..
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Answer to pray, today at Church, the sermon was about dreams and not to lose them. To go for your dreams because God will be with you to help you achieve it. That made me happy once I heard the sermon. I thank God for just getting me through that little worry bump I had. | | |
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