new site www.xanga.com/sword_of_thought    decided i didnt like this name anymore so I just got a whole new site.....check it out

theres a pretty interesting post on there if you care to look

ok ok I'm updating

umm I'm pretty sure I'm talking to someone...kinda...maybe....ok yeah I am. It was just a weird way of starting to talk. Lets just say we've already had our first kiss....?! that was prolly not an appropriate thing to divulge on xanga. I'm a dirty whore I know. but whateva, I wont stress out about any stupid boy ever again. They're pretty retarded, and a new one comes with the every tide.

Mike Paulson stripped at Ashlyn's bday party. I gave him a dollar. Then I slapped his naked ass. I live a life of sin.

Actually lately I have been realizing I'm not the same person I used to be. In some ways I'm better but in some ways I'm way worse. I think I've decided to calm down a little bit. Just being a senior is getting to me and making me realize its the last year I can be an idiot, but thats no excuse for being one. I just need to take it easy...read a book...play some cards. I'm proud of myself though, I didnt drink all weekend when everyone else was, I was the D.D. and I didnt even care. I kinda dont like alcahol anymore, its old news, and I just feel dumb the next morning. I think I'm gonna try to keep staying away from it for awhile. I feel better about myself when I do.

Currently Listening A Rush of Blood to the Head By Coldplay Green Eyes see related

its sad...but I dont know very many smart people...

so yeah I'm dropping out of highschool, cuz its too stressful, and joining the military. I'd rather have an Iraqi shooting at me then have Ms. Hoop yelling at me telling me how much I suck...MS HOOP, YOU SUCK, AND SCHOOL SUCKS! AND I'm gonna go cry now....lol

jk I never cry...and I never lie...

~we're the talk of the town~

and until I decide to take my watch, I'll still believe

                                         that we were just  

              a matter of time,getting older everyday,

                          shout for shout sake

Currently Listening A Writer's Reference By Halifax Sydney see related

hey people, I know it doesnt seem like I have feelings, but I do, so please dont step all over them. hey thaaaaaanks!

Life's a prostitute and I hope she gets aids.