We broke up
Gah I hate life...
some people are so freaken fake these days.... its like nobody really cares anymore... they just pretend they do so they can find out wut happened & go run their mouths to other people about it...i mean Dustin was that 1 and only guy that made me feel sooo special & loved but all of a sudden out of no where he called me Saturday & broke up with me....I cryed my eyes out....& you kno wuts weird? usually im the one thats always trying to be strong (emotionally) for my friends & family...im usually the one that comforts them when they get hurt...but its like it all turned around & im the weak one now...but there are certain people that are REALLY there for me...& they dont just pretend that they care...they really do care....but even with them by my side i still feel like im alone & no one cares about me....but i think thats only cuz i kno Dustin doesnt care anymore...but now im starting to think that it wasnt meant for me to fall in love & actually be loved back & actually be treated right...& now i feel stupid becuz i thought this would be the 1 relationship where i could fall for him & he would catch me...& i thought i wouldnt get my heart broken...but i was so wrong....
SWOLLOW the key to your own heart;
HiDE the emotions your having to cart;
CUT your wrist so you dont fall apart;
come on, baby, you gotta think SMART.
 
Please, come back, I still need you, i still want you and most importantly i still love you <3
If you still loved me, you'd still be here, i wouldn't be crying and everything would still be okay..
All The good Things... They're Gone... Turned And Changed Into Memories... Just Like You.
Before I met you I never knew what it was like to smile for no reason.. now that your gone... i dont smile at all
I am the girl who’s had her heart broken too many times and who’s been through too much shit to care anymore.I am whatever you want me to be, because I’ve been broken too many times to know my real identity.
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