| LifeIt's unbelievable that I've had this xanga for so long. I keep thinking about it and it just sends shivers down my spine. I've had it since 8th grade so its been approximately 5 years! Amazing huh? I remember when all my friends in middle school had one but then one by one they all began to delete theirs, but to me this blog is my sanctuary, where I could speak my mind and just release any sort of feeling that pesters me.
Ah, well schools about to start once again ...once again more homework,writing except it's a little different this time
This time I'm a senior and I have to decide where I go in life (it's a scary feeling but i've learned to overcome it) I remember having to solely depend on my parents-- but thats not the case for me anymore unfortunately...I'm gonna miss it though. I'm going to be applying to colleges which major in Fashion Design because that is my kind of interest, so i've been building a portfolio and my essay. I'm really hoping I get into FIT. But thats all up to God. (sigh)
I really do miss being worry-free but that doesn't last forever-- nothing really does in the end.
I thank my parents so much for taking care of me and above all I thank God for guiding me down a righteous path.
and thank you xanga for all these small memories and recollections you've kept all these years for me.
Thank you.
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| Gosh what a month!Mood: More mellow and calmed down.  But 3 weeks ago i had so fun with my Bf, i'm so happy im with him and I always will be no matter what! 
GEN  JESUS 4 EVA! we went everywhere in NYC together gosh i wish i could've taken more pictures-- actually no i wish he could've stayed longer >.<; Honey if you're reading this i want you to know how happy i am to be with such a sweet and caring puppy :3 So now that he's left i've been looking all over the place for a job, its so frikken hard especially here in the CT area it's a bitch!!! Grrrr i've gone through Shoprite, Walmart, Arbies, even Mcdonalds!!! Why is it so fucking hard!??! Right now my last hope is to sign up and become a tutor at Tiny Tots in Milford. I've always had a knack for little kids so hopefully I prayy to God that I can get this job. It'll be so much fun :[ god please help me. Now that you've found me a Soulmate help me find some money too |
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| omgggg HE'S COMING TOMORROW!!!!! YAYAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY >___< HAHAAA I CANT EXPLAIN WHAT IM FEELING RIGHT NOW |
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| Mood: Ecstatic  Yeahh! :D haha what a worthless entry. I really don't know what to write on here anymore. well i'm almost done with my summer homework! YUSS!! and i'm about to start to do community service and possibly find a job >:0 well...er...hopefully. its hard to find part time jobs especially here in West Haven CT |
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| Mood: Happy that im not in school!
I decided to not go to school because I just didn't feel like it my cousins are all over me they are fuckiin annoying
peace!
-gen
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