Fatso

Hey  Xanga!!

     It has been a very  long time since an update. and considering no one really reads this anymore i would say that thats the reason for not updating lol. things have been pretty good. the summer went by so fast. it was the begining of a wonderful time and then it seemed to have been one sunset and sunrise  to this very moment.

    Its so amazing how people stay friends through whatever happens to come their way. i mean that a true friend/friends. this summer i have raelly learned a lot about friends. what kinda of friends i want and dont want. i have learned a lot about myself as i will continue to do for the rest of my life; but this summer so far has been very important i think, for multiple i think.

            Summer 2o05 =  aMazIng

                                                                    ^^oh i knew it would be.

     To say the least i guess, im glad that summer is end yet sad at the same time, but with the ending of summer starts a new school year which is i think quit excting. new teachers new people. all in all just something new. change is good. sometimes bad, but what fun would it be if everything was good.

Im not going to go into a detailed entry about how my summer has been thats crazy. if oyu would like to know just ask.   but this is that last entry for a while again. later dudes!

-Melissa*

Playing:   Me and You   by  Kenny Chesney

Hy xanga! havnt' been on here in a while, it has been kind of hard keeping up with , Live Journal and MySpace all at once. i must say, this school year has surely gone by in such a hurry, it seems like i started school yest. i can not believe that i am going to be a junior.

   i am going to Cancun this summer, that will be exciting... i am also going to the beach for 4 days right before that.. and the idea is up in the air but Georgia is on  my list for places to go this year as well. but that is something different.

                Summer   2005    =  Totaly Awsome!!!!  [oh it will be]

MB is starting out again. we will see how this year goes... i cant wait for football to start. i <3 football. it is awsome lol.

in anycase, thats a long enough update for today i guess i am a little bored, thus being the reason for the long entry today otherwise it would not be this legthly. lol.... aright loves, later dudes.

«-Melissa°~

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.... Why Georgia  by:  John Mayer ....

I am driving up 85 in the
Kind of morning that lasts all afternoon
I'm just stuck inside the gloom
4 more exits to my apartment but
I am tempted to keep the car in drive
And leave it all behind

Cause I wonder sometimes
About the outcome
Of a still verdictless life

Am I living right?
Am I living right?
Am I living right?
Why, why, Georgia, why?

I rent a room and I fill the spaces with
Wood in places to make it feel like home
But all I feel's alone
It might be a quarter life crisis
Or just the stirring in my soul

Either way I wonder sometimes
About the outcome
Of a still verdictless life

Am I living right?
Am I living right?
Am I living right?
Why, why, Georgia, why?

So what, so I've got a smile on
But it's hiding the quiet superstitions in my head
Don't believe me
Uh don't you dare believe me
When I say I've got it down

Everybody is just a stranger but
That's the danger in going my own way
I guess it's the price I have to pay
Still "everything happens for a reason"
Is no reason not to ask yourself

If you are living right
Are you living right?
Are you living right?
Are you living right?
Why, tell me why, why, why Georgia, why?

[am i living like im suppose to? am i suppose to do something else right now? what the hell do i do?]