Currently Listening Hand of Blood By Bullet For My Valentine Curses see related

No IDEA

Currently Listening Controversy Loves Company By The Audition You've Made Us Conscious see related

Wow it has been forever since I have updatesd, but life has been ok. I did total my car, and if I get time I might post pictures of it, but most likely not. Bunch of concerts are coming to town, within the next few months, should be lots of bad ass-ness...haha i just made up a new word, haha still riding the single boat, hopefully that changes soon, being single fucking sucks, worked alot during spring break, and I get payed today, so this paycheck should be the fucking shit, haha....hmmm nothing else to say, I guess I will talk to you all later,

[[Since the beginning of this year]]

1. Have you had a gf/bf? yes
2. Have you had your birthday? nope
3. Gotten drunk? nope
4. Gotten high? nope
5. Smoked a cig? yeah
6. Cried? yeah
7. Had someone close to you pass away? no
8. Pulled an all nighter? nope
9. Drank starbucks? yes
10. Went shopping? of course
11. Been camping? nope
12. Been to the beach? nope
13. Bought something for over $200? yeah
15. Been out of state? no
16. Visited a family member? yeah
17. Gone snowboarding? no

[[In the past month]]

1. Have you had sex? nope
2. Kissed someone? yes
3. Slept in a friends bed? yeah
4. Snuck someone over? nope
5. Snuck out of your own house? nope
6. Been drunk? nope
7. Lied? yeah
8. Gotten a car? nope but i totalled mine
9. Went over your cell phone bill? no
10. Been called a whore? yeah
11. Drove somewhere? yeah
12. Been away from home for over 2 nights? nope
13. Seen an old friend? yeah

[[In the past week]]

1. Bought something? yep
2. Choked? ..yeah.
3. Watched t.v for over 3 hours straight? no
4. Been to the movie theatre? nope
5. Been to a party? no
6. Gone skydiving? nope
7. Been to the beach? nope
8. Smoked? nope
9. Done drugs? nope
10. Gotten a gift from someone? nope
11. Been out of control? no?
13. Made a CD? yep
14. Called someone? yep
15. Had someone tell you they like you? nope

hmmm havent done one of those in a while, actually havent even updated in such a long time, so im expecting lots of comments, haha just kidding, but seriously.......

later bitches

Holy shit i dont really like xanga anymore, myspace is better

 Hey everyone, damn xanga is starting to suck, well actually it has been sucking, I am just really starting to realize it, myspace is way better if i mus'nt say so... hmmm whats new in this life???nothing really at all, just been hanging out, grounding is really starting to suck ass, but oh well, maybe i should actually do something in school....nah!!

HMMM...one thing thats for sure is that I need to go tanning, damn im turning white, and it sucks ass, 

getting back into country, but im definately not turning away from the hardcore rock stuff yet, but right now im listening to the new hawthorne heights album, and it kicks ass, but "I dont know how I got it" so dont ask,

thinking about buying a new car, but im not positive i will get rid of my old one, so its not for sale, dont ask about that either, maybe an S2000, or RSX, or an 06 Si, not positive but one of those im going to get something, and not positive when either, might be for graduation

and now I have nothing to say, i need lots of comments, if i done get enough, im shutting down the xanga, everyone needs a myspace anyways, haha jk, but seriously start commenting now

later bitches

Currently Listening If These Streets Could Talk By Just Surrender Our Work Of Art see related

Hmm nothing really new in life, I did quit that dance thing, but its for good reasons, i hate people that yell at you for reasons that they have no clue what is going on, and not just one person, like four different people yelled at me, but, I hadnt planned on quitting till people kept pissing me off, I bought some new clothes, like usual though, nothing new there, I got asked the other day to make a CD with my ten most favorite songs, and that is not even possible, maybe top 20, but even then, that is not doing enough justice,

I love the song, Our work of art by Just Surrender, that band has some of the most powerful lyrics i have ever heard,

Our Work Of Art
      By Just Surrender
Blood stained sheets,
What have I gotten myself into this time?
I close my eyes and I believe you.
If I should die I'll never leave you.

I wish that I could walk away
guilt rests in my hands
I know that it is for the better
I never said that i'd comprimise
between fact or fiction
there's so much better out there
than you and me
I could end this in seconds
I know it but I don't dare

Another sentence this all could be over
Your words are like weapons why can't you protect me

Blood stained sheets,
What have I gotten myself into this time?
I close my eyes and I believe you.
If I should die I'll never leave you.

I wish that you would walk away
red still lines your hands
I know that it's still for the better
I never said that i'd stand aside
between you and the door
there's nothing better out there
than you and me
I could end this in seconds
I know it but I don't dare

Another sentence this all could be over
Your words are like weapons why can't you protect me

Blood stained sheets,
What have I gotten myself into this time?
I close my eyes and I believe you.
If I should die I'll never leave you.

Blood stained sheets.
It didn't matter when I was calling out your name
I felt the wound grow ever slowly
closer than you'd ever hold me

Its a work of art
the way this fell apart
was the design too faded from the start
or was the artist just too blinded by this
no its common sense I lack the confidence
still i'll confess all these things to you

take a look at yourself
and tell me what do you see
I'd take a bullet for you
you'd put a bullet through me
and as I lay on the floor
with this hole in my chest
how will you walk from the truth
with all that blood on your dress

And everything that you want
is everything that I need
I would have gave it to you
but you'd have take it from me
and every word that you said
it brought me closer to sin
I close my eyes and pretend its all fading

Another sentence this all could be over
Your words are like weapons why can't you protect me

Blood stained sheets,
What have I gotten myself into this time?
I close my eyes and I believe you.
If I should die I'll never leave you.

Blood stained sheets. (Its a work of art)
It didn't matter when I was calling out your name (the way this fell apart)
I felt the wound grow ever slowly (was the design too faded from the start)
closer than you'd ever hold me (from the start)

So why wait for this to go your way...

Class for intro to criminal justice is really weird, because the class material os really boring, but somehow the teacher does an awesome job keeping it fun and almost interesting, tomorrow, should be awesome, work, thats going to suck,  but i get payed, and i worked 34 hours last week, should be an awesome paycheck,

Saturday i dont have any plans, and no work, except I have to work on a physics project, but that is in the morning, hmmm who knows, but I dont have anything else to say, so I will talk to you all later,

later bitches

Currently Listening If These Streets Could Talk By Just Surrender I Can Barely Breathe see related

Hey everyone, well it has been a few days since I have updated, so I guess that I will let you all know what has been going on in my life, it seems to be getting better, which is definately good, seems like everyday it is getting better, so thats a plus,

Damn I have bought a lot of clothing lately, mostly all Abercrombie and Fitch, tuesday had to go pay my ticket, that sucked, two hundred dollars towards nothing at all, but taxes are hear, and im positive that i am getting a return, so that is awesome, decided to join the boy/girl dance routine for the poms, that shall be interesting, my dance partner is someone that I have never met before, till today, Jessica Harper???i think that was her name, and I also decided that for sure when I turn 18, im piercing my nipples, and getting a four leaf clover tattoo, this summer i am swapping in an integra gsr motor,

Intro to criminal justice, that class is going to be a breeze, and going to be way easy, but very boring i can already tell, haha, last night I got asked to come in and work the fuel center, and of course i said yes, and while I was out there, I got so bored that I wrote down lyrics to some of my favorite songs, and decided that the first person to guess the name of the song, and the band that sings it, I will give them $5, and im not joking about that, so at the end of this post try to get them all right,

And in all honesty I really am enjoying my senior year, love all my classes, have awesome people in all of my classes, thinking this is going to be one of the best years, could have been lots better, but thats a whole different subject, and lets not go there,

OK for the lyrics thing,

1) They're trying, to pry into, my brain, but I'm gone.....
2) I stand outside, my pretty house, I light a match, to watch the fire....
3) When I'm lying in your bed, your eulogy's been read, you know it fitting....
4) I hope you watch as I'm falling down, because you were the reason that I'd hit the ground
5) If i can be anything....
6) Tie me up with sheets, and hang me from your trees....
7) You can't hold yourself together, why should I hold you now?
8) So let's take this knife, and run it down your chest. Does this feel like love?
9) Your lungs have failed, but they wont stop breathing...
10) Stretch me out across the table, and turn my insides out...
11) I've built these walls come get to me....
12) My hands around your throat, and I think I hate you....
13) A porcelein kiss, rests in his hands.....
14) Shes the blade, and your just paper.....
15) So cut my wrists and black my eyes....

OK so go for it now, there are quite a few there that almost everyone should be able to get, so go for it and win the grand prize, five bucks, ok

later bitches