| shake it.so who felt that earthquake today? shit was pretty intense.. LOL. i was half awake registering for classes then my whole room starts shaking left and right haha. pretty cool haha. so tomorrow is the last day of schoool and my final and i am so hyped for summer to FINALLY begin. i cant wait to go on that cruise to alaska. thats giong to be a well needed getaway from this whole place. i hope i dont get too fucked up and fall off the boat. hahaha. but its okay i can swim! but anyways just thought id write something in here. hahah. its 5 am and i have a final tmw :)
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| tears dont fallso lately ive been thinking alot.. alot about my future and what the fuck to do. haha. when dont i do this honestly right? i bet if i read my blogs half of them is about me thinking.. what can i say my mind likes to go bezerks sometimes. all i can say is lately life has been going well but theres something missing. i dont know what it is but its not there. i checked.... i honestly think nowadays alot of people take things for granted. all the luxuries that came into their life is so conviently there for them while others have to work their asses off just to make a living. its weird when u think about when people get whatever the fuck they want. its like hey check out my bitchin hundred thousand dollar car that my parents bought me at the age of 18. ugh. not that i hate those people but some people arent so humble about their parents being rich lol. its like hey cool now what have u done so far? i know that i have alot of luxeries in my life but i never take anything for granted. i know that one day its going to be me doing the same thing to my kids in the future.
i really need to get my ass up and start diong better in school. if my school was a graph, itd start on the semi top where i started school and now... well the weathers definately not better down here.. lol. school is alot of things that people do not understand that even tho it is not the funnest thing in the world, it is a necessity. without it where the fuck do u go? unless u are unbearably hot like vannessa hudgens i mean what can i say. for the average joe school is a somewhat guarentee that you will not be living in poverty as another statistic. i know that hopefully when i get out of mt sac i will be able to 100 percent support myself. thats going to be something im going to work on but hopefully i will be able to grind it out haha.
btw any of u guys want to recommend me a good book to read? im out.. LOL. okay so anyways.. not to go off on a tangent here.. SUMMER SCHOOL is ALMOST OVER!! yes. thank god for that but before its over i still have 2 major tests :( after that im off to the cruise to alaska! holla!! thats something im really looking forward to. if ure reading this.. lets go to vegas before summers over. i dont care who u are lets go! even tho 5 people use xanga but thats another 5 people that can go! sounds good? too fucking bad u already read it so that means ure coming :) later on .
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| dont you hate it when..youre stuck between two options and u can never make up ure mind. damn that sucks LOL.
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| everything that happened in the past, fuck it. it already happened. you cant go back to change it. and forget about tomorrow because tomorrow never comes. live for today because it is the only thing that is actuallity. the past is a memory and the future is an image.
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| i think people should write something meaningful.in their xanga entries. and here it is.... LOL
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