Hey pplz!!! Its been like forever since I've updated this thing.  I just been so buzy with my summer hw I finally got it done with it last nite all I need to do now is buy some ink and print it.  During my absence from xanga I had a pool party some ppl didnt come but I found replacements for them.  After Kaylee came we started to have some fun, when her lil brother Jaden jumped in we realized that he couldn't swim. I tried to save him but he grabbed on to my neck and pushed me down so my Dad had to jump him and pull him off me.  After we all got outta the pool we played Twister and watched a movie Carmina brought "Sleepy Hollow" the night ended with another movie and sum pizza and popcorn. 

Two weeks later I went camping with TN it started of really bad a first we had to sit on the sing and learn songs for an hour.  This was the first time that I went camping with out Duc in my group instead I was set to have Son in our group, but he was switched to group six >.< At camp Linh tried to get me to talk to him alas it never happend just small talk no real conversation.  However when we went to mass at camp I sat next to him and during Our Father he held our hand YAY!!! When we gave peace was I started to hug everyone in hopes to hug him, when I got to him I chickened out and shook his hand.  After we cooked our own food I hung around Linh and she took me to Son and she sat between us but Duc made Linh move and told me to scoot closer over to Son he could sit and then told Viet to sit next to him so I was basically rubbing knees with Son, Linh took a picture and Anh Tung wanted to take a pic and put a heart around it.  On the bus ride home I promise Linh that I would sit next to him.  I went in first and picked  spot in the middle and left a spot for Son but he just passed by me and sat in the very back and An took his place.  I looked back at him and gave him a lil nod, outta no where he motioned his hand for me to move next to him.  Of course I remembered my promise to Linh and headed for the back on the way I stepped on Levi's foot so I got embarrassed and sat across from Son.  I tried once again to have him sit next to me by leaving a great space for him but he just fell asleep and so did I.  The bus stopped at the church and I awoke to the slap of his hand.  I was so tired that fell asleep again face forward on the seat this time he rubbed my head >.< 

I can't belive that the summer is ending, and I didnt even go to the beach to surf or Disneyland schools going to start and all the drama will follow, at least I dont have to do PE, I have tennis now and my I dont have those dinky PE baskets I actually have a full sized locker!!  I wonder if I'm going to get a bf this year last year I was really buzy HAHA  This year Imma take my time and find a really good one.  Das all for today I gots nothing more to say.

Hey pplz!!! Ish like 11:30 and I'm still so freaking tired I didn't go to sleep till like 2 in the morning cuz my cuzins Peter and Khanh were at my house and my uncle was drunk. My younger cuzin Chirstopher was all hyper and made us play with him.  Then he asked me why I didn't take him to Knotts and made me promise to take him next time I go.  Then Khanh got mad cuz my uncle was drunk.  That was the first time that I saw him mad it was almost like a silent scream. 

When we all went to Knotts had a lil less fun than I expected.  This year my group was Carmina Correa, Thomas Van, Teresa Nguyen, Loc Do and my two cuzins.  We went on Ghostrider and durning the twists and turns Thomas was all like SHAKE MY HAND!!! SHAKE MY HAND!!! Afterwards we went on Big Foot Rapids I got completely wet from head to toe.  Then I went on sum more rides.  For lunch we went to McDonalds me and Carmina went and played our signature game House of the Dead.  Khanh and Peter kept baggin on my games saying I was really bad and all I don't usually play games I'm not a so called *GAMER* the only thing that interests me is books lots and lots of books.  By the end of the day it got really really boring I just wanted to leave the group and head out on my own.  At six me, Carmina and my cuzins took off.  Me and Carmina went line dancing while Peter and Khanh just watched. I had sum Saspirilla and a huge ass pickle at 10 me and my cuzins went home we didn't even go on that new ride Silver Bullet I wanted to go so freakin bad but, oh well u never get want.

Lately I been feeling a sense of loss and yesterday made it clear I was lost.  I used to think I know who I was, the group I went to Knotts with was really nice, but for some reason I couldn't be my true self I had to put make myself something I'm not I guess Teresa and Carmina are gonna think differently of me from now on.  The fact is I was so sure that I knew who I was but ever since yesterday I became unsure. I have lost my sense of love and become cold. I guess u could say I have became insecure I gotta find that one person who would understand whut I'm going though.

Hey pplz!!! The summer has offically begun but I'm still really busy with school stuff and TNTT stuff.  I have sum summer homework but I'm not in summer school ish just to get in Honors English, I have to choose a book that's on the list, I picked Alice In Wonderland. Even though it may seem childish the subtle jokes are quite amusing and often hard to understand I have to read some of the chapters like four times.  Then I have to do like a book report on it or sumin' like dat.  The second part of the homework is that I have to make a Greek and Roman Mythology Dictonary containing at least nintey pages one page for each person or thingy.  All the homework may seem boring but actually it keeps me from going insane not that I already am.

I also made the Junior Varsity Tennis Team of Western High School *kewl title huh?*  They had tryouts on June 23rd since I made it I have summer practices now the coaches encrouge me to go to the JV practices as well as the Varsity practices so I have twice the amount of tennis.  I also play to practice on Saturdays too so if u wanna come play with me gimme a call alite?  The High Schoolers are much nicer than I expected I think I'm going to like this year, I still can't belive that I'm a Freshman in High School lets just hope I don't have to have to go through that High School Drama and ppl labeling or sum SH** like dat.  Im also starting to get a faboulous tan, I dont look like a freak n e more just really hot gurl.

About two weeks ago me and Phi went out to Hurrican Harbor just as friends it was so awsome the sun was warm and the water was cool so everything evened out.  But when I went into the wave pool it got bad, I was wearing my new two piece bathing suit and it looked pretty hot on me, first of all Phi draged me all the way out to 6ft then when the waves started it smashed me against the walls outta nowhere my top fell off sum mexicans saw and made a big deal outta it I was haging on the rails and holding up my bathing suit, my hands slipped of and I sank to the very bottom, there I tied up my bathing suit.  Amazingly Phi still didn't notice that I had almost drowned until I floated bak to the top and started yelling at him for almost killing me.  Besides that everything couldn't have gone better come to think of it I REALLY looked hot the in bathing suit HAHAHA.  A week later on da 4th of July I invited Phi to the Block Party at my house we had like about $500 worth of fireworks and were shooting em off till about 2am.   

I invited Son as well but he had to go play tennis and he invited me but I denied cuz of da party.  And today I invited him to play tennis with the my friends but he couldn't go unless I gave him a ride and we all noe how iffy my parents are about picking up guys that are two years older than me and leaving us at the tennis courts without supervision HAHAHA.  I seem to attract every guy except for him DAMN.  Well I usually get what I want no matter whut *Wink*

Hey pplz!!! OMG I actually got to write in my xanga again I'm so freaking sorry I just been extra busy because of the end of the year and the teachers are piling up the homework.  Lately even my test grades are going down like into the C's and D's.  The good thing is that I still have A's, yup I still gots my charms.  Som much happend while I was away I almost feel sorry that you all missed it  I finally in a hundred years got my ears pierced surprisingly it didn't hurt at all it was more of a shock then a shot. I been taking really good care of it with antiseptic but I still managed to screw it up I always hit my earing whilte taking of my clothes of or brushing my hair away.  So now why dont my buddies go out and by me sum pretty earings!  I still can't take out the studz until 6 weeks and then I have to were earrings continuously for 6 months. I just hope that my ears dont get infected and fall off.

My school handed out yearbooks last week and everyone got yearbook signing crazy eveyone wants to sign a year book and i at least had to sign 60 years books some of the messages sound the same but I find kewl ways of writing it.  My gosh I'm going to miss my posse and all the joy they have brought me.  Yesterday we  had our 8th grade promotion dance it was so fun no whiny 7th graders.  So much more room to dance and there were lil tables on the side and the theme of the whole dance was Paris there was also a huge Eiffel Tower rite in the middle of the gym.  My date was David Miranda we slow danced and I slow danced with my friend Christian Sanyago, he was so freaking tall and I was so freaking short with freaking heals!!! My and the posse took pictures with a Poloroid camera and i took pictures with some of my outside buddies.  I actually smiled in the pictures and I look pretty good.  The reason I never simled in pictures was my mom sed  I look chinky in my pictures when I smiled but she was wrong I look pretty damn HOT and I'll show u pictures when I get da chance.   This week I get to go camping with TNTT.  I'll talk about that later. Bai Bai pretty pplz!!!

Hey pplz!! I noe I havent been writing in my xanga lately I'm just really buzy with skewl.  Nothing really interesting happend on the days.  All that happend was that my cat had kittenz and if u want them let me noe and me and Kevin are tight now learned a lil stuff about him and he learned a lil stuff about me.  Tesa came over to my house to look at the kittenz so did Carmina.  Went to the dentist yesterday got my teeth clean no cavities, in a couple of weeks gonna get my teeth bleached ish gonna super white.  Also me gots my grade report today straight A's so me gonna get about forty bucks but now I failed a test in Tech lab now my grade ish a B in that class GRRR...  I made the track and field team I'm a 220 meter runner, a high jumper, and a reallay runner *sorry dont noe how to spell*  Funny thing I'm the shortest person in the whole team.  Wish me luck on all of the track meets!!!

On Thursday I went over the my friends Justin's house with some other friends and watched a boot-legged version of Kung-Fu Hustle.  We were all cracking up Phouc went on the internet to listen to sum V-Pop in the end we were singing a duet it was so freaking cute HAHAHA. After the movie half of us went out side and started playing basketball.  Everyone was so freaking tall everytime I tried to shoot they would like take the ball away from me.  In the end the only thing I could do was pantes them they wore so many layers so they didnt the full punishment. Luckily I made a couple of shots, but we never won.  It was getting dark so I decided to go to Carmina's house we watched sum TV ate and chatted online.

Enough of the cheerful, happy news on to the heartbreaking ones. Today is a sad day for most Viets.  April 30th ish the day when the North Vietnam took over the South many lost their lives.  My people lost they homes and loved ones.  Even though my pain doesn't even measure up to theirs I still feel a sense of lost.  My dear Da Shizzle has broken up with me. I dont noe why, but I'll still love him like the day we met.  At church today he seemed like his old self but later when I got home he broke it to me over the fone that he wants to see other ppl.  At first it seemed like a joke then I realized that he was serious.  It was such a shock that I didnt noe whut to say but okay now I feel like Cupid has shot a lead arrow into my heart * Lead arrows break ppl up gold brings them together* I really thought Da Shizzle was the one but I was wrong. I doubt that I'll ever find the right guy this love was too good to be true.  February 14 to April 30 sadly I'm not ready to let him go yet he has forgotten about me.  Goodbye sweet Henry I still love u till the end.  *Better to love and lost love then not love at all*