| So Im in colorado.
Dont know for how long but Justin is with me.
Im so happy. No drama whatsoever here. Thank god NO SHANNON! hahah anyways. Haven't seen my dad. but i will. im kinda scared.
Went To Six Flags. had a fucking blast but the best rides were closed.
ooooh well. I can't wait to see Tiffany And Kasey.
after that i doubt i will want to go to that shit hole we often call florida.
lol
well of to myspace lol. Peace <3 |
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| once againShe did it again.
I dont know why i sit through it and take it.
Why don't I get up and leave?
I need to get out of this place.
Everything is falling apart.
My Life Is Being Sweept out From under me.
What Did I Do to Deserve This?
Nothing. Nothing At All.
She Thinks Im A Bad Person.
She Thinks My Friends Are bad.
They are The Reason I Wake Up.
Good Bye. Im Leaving This Hell Hole You Call A Home |
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| well I'm not working on the Ranch Anymore. 
that was tough work.
but now I have more time for other things.
ooh and I get my tattoo on my birthday. my mom is buying it for me. it is going to be $100
I heard Body Tech Will Do It for 50. if i do it at body tech lizzy and i are going to get them together. that would be kick ass. anywoo.
I most likely going up to Colorado On June 8th And Coming Back A Day Befor My Birthday. So I would Be Up there For My Sisters Birthday.
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| Basically.I'm Miserable. this sucks!
I hate how much i love him.
and he says he feels the same.
He's just afrid to admit it.
im in so much pain. other than that im happy.
being "home schooled" haha
i sit on my ass all day. its amazing.
the only thing i miss is my angela and my RJ.
But im have been upset all day. well from 3-to now. (i woke up at 3)
i really miss him. but i guess theres not much i can do if he doesnt want me then whatever. i hope i will find someone better than him.
i was reading his Xanga entrys. they all say how much i mean to him. i wish they werent all lies. </3 
(what happen to the "true love never dies?!") Ill still be right here waiting |
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| Well this is bullshit!
You say you are in love with me, and want to be with me
but your confused? That doesnt sound fucking confused to me!
this isnt fucking fair Justin!
yeah you fucked me over, Twice, but i still fucking love you with all my heart
and its sad that i want you and feel as if i need you
I wish you felt as strongly for me as i feel for you
People say i should give up on you
and that all your going to do is fuck me over, which seems likely
but i still fucking love you....more than anything! I've never fell so hard for anyone....even the guy i was with for two years!
What is holding you back
when you look into my eyes i see everything, i see you and i together and happy, i see our love growing strong for one another...but most importantly........i see you happy....which is a change, your never happy anymore....and i want that to change!
it hurts me to see you like that I love You Justin Tarallo....more than anything
and i always will
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