Currently Listening I Write Sins Not Tragedies By Panic at the Disco see related

This is beyond done

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thats all you need to know.

<3Ky

it's just those little things
that you do, that make me go
crazy in my heart.

I miss my best friend,
cheap cigars,
stupid kids,
& movie stars..

i miss my abby!

yay!!

i'm outta the hospital and i got my baby back!!

teehehehe!!

<3Ky

Currently Listening And We Are Bled of Color By Stutterfly gun in hand see related

you kno what sucks??

not feeling right in your own skin...not feeling comfortable in it....wanting nothing more then to crawl outta my skin...b/c i still feel him in it...all over it...and it kills me...

knowing that the thing that made me finally ok with who i am...it's not there anymore....and i feel like i'm empty...and every smile is fake....

i've never been so tired of crying myself to sleep before....i'm tired of hurting...but i don't wanna let anyone else in...i don't wanna trust anyone else...not even just to alow someone to piece me back together....

i wish he'd pick up all the  broken pieces and put them back together into something he can love enough...b/c he says he loves me still...he says that it might not be forever...but this is killing me now....in a slow sick way...

and the crap he pulled today...kissing me...tellling me he wanted us back...then telling me he has feelings for someone else....and who it is....damn

thats the only thing i can really think to say...

i'm giving up on the male race..or sex...or whatever the fuck they are...

i'm done.

</3Ky