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| ReaDy FoR a BReaK!I got a new job, which I absolutely positively LoVe! I'm a real estate assistant/everything girl at Help U Sell Realty Values. I work with 5 amazing people, and I find the whole thing really interesting! With Nick & I looking for our own house, I'm trying to absorb in as much information about the market as I can.
So, work is great. School, on the other hand.... not so great. I dearly hate it. Strange, right? Coming from a NHS, Student Council, Senior Most Likely To Succeed, 3.9 GPA high school graduate? I'm almost finished with my second year, so it would be so stupid to quit now. Especially since the only thing I can actually imagine myself spending the rest of my life doing requires that I have a college degree. It'll be so worth it once I FiNaLLy graduate... in December of 2009.... how depressing, right? That's what happens when you change your major a year & 1/2 into college... you graduate a semester behind. It could be worse, though. I figured I'd be farther behind than just one semester.
Besides having to constantly fight the urge to say screw school & just quit, life is great. My birthday is 9 days away... I'll finally be out of the "teens"! As hopeful as I am, I doubt that it will stop people from calling me "kid" or "sweetie." It's not like turning 20 will make me suddenly look older. lol Anyway, this has been one random, long ramble. I guess I'll go study for one of my few tests next week. Ah, who am I kidding. That's what the night before is for! I'll go do some laundry instead. haha... sad, but true.
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| Life in generaLI'm restless.
The dishwasher, washing machine, and dryer are all running. In about 30 minutes, I'll start dinner. Nick should be home around 7:00 from work.
I have a Louisiana History test, Math 250 test, and EDFN Task 2 due allllll on Monday. Wednesday, I have a World Civilization test, and I have NO clue what's going on in that class. I feel just a tad bit stressed.
There are about a thousand different things going on right now, and I wish I could just snap my fingers or wiggle my nose and make it all just go away or be instantly fixed. Nick and I are fine, but it feels like everything else is just falling in around me.
You know, when you're a little kid, you think that being "a grown up" will be so fun. All on your own, no one telling you what to do, a cute house to decorate, etc. I guess you imagine it being like playing house. Wellllll, it's not. I LoVe being married, don't get me wrong. I wouldn't trade it for anything in this world. But I really dislike bills, that constant pile of dirty clothes & dishes (I swear it multiplies on its own), trying to balance homework & study time with Nick & family time, the fact that I haven't seen my family in nearly two weeks, and the way I always have to go to them-- they never come here to see us. I miss my sister : ( It breaks my heart that she's growing up so fast, and I usually only see her for about 5 hours a week- at most. That may seem like a lot, but when you're used to living with a person and always giving them a goodnight kiss & tucking them into bed at night, 5 hours a week is not nearly enough.
I wish I was finished with school. I can't wait for the day that I graduate, get a job teaching somewhere, and I can finally stop worrying about homework and studying. The only grades I will have to think about will be the ones I'm giving to my students, and that will be one of the best feelings in the world.
I'm just so happy that I have my husband... He's amazing. I love him more than life itself. There are definitely days when he's the only person who can make me feel better. He works so hard to provide for the both of us. I <3 him : )
Well, I'm gonna start dinner now. I hope everyone has a great weekend!
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| a very LuCkY girl : )A year or two ago, I never would've imagined that my life would be going so great right now. I've got a wonderful husband who just so happens to be my best friend and biggest fan, a healthy, amazing family, and great friends. Nick has an awesome job... for the first time since I was 16, I'm unemployed! yay : ) I quit my job in November & for now I'm focusing mainly on school. I may get some kinda little on campus job when classes start back, but I'm not going to stress over it. Life is good... we're getting our finances in order so that we can start looking for a house. I should graduate in 2 & 1/2 years, and hopefully I'll be teaching as soon as I finish. The sooner I graduate, the better! Oh I'm soooo sick of school. I mean seriously, I've been in school since I was 4, and in 2 months I'll be 20! But nowadays you really can't get a good job without a college degree. It'll be worth it in the long run, I suppose. Anyway, I guess I'll get on myspace and do some survey things or somethin. I hope everyone has a good weekend! : ) | | |
| I have an English final at 8:00 in the morning, yet, for some crazy, unknown reason, I'm on Xanga at 1:15 in the morning. I've still got a lot of dates to memorize, too... So yea, I think I should probably go do that, considering the test is like 6.5 hours away. After tomorrow, only 1 more final! YaY for me! : ) Goodnight... Goodmorning, whatever. *xoxo* | | |
| Well, I've lost my voice. That means no talking for me, so I figured I may as well write. This is my LaSt week of class for the fall semester! WoO hOo! Next week is finals... I'm not so happy about that. I HAVE to do well on all of them. *crosses fingers* My cell phone broke yesterday, so I had to get a new one. It made me so sad : ( I had a ton of pictures and videos saved on my phone & since I hadn't transferred them to my media card, I lost them all. Oh well, I'll just have to take new pictures & make new videos. I haven't quite figured out how to work this new phone yet, though. I can't wait for Christmas. I've got a few more gifts to buy, but I've pretty much got it all under control. I have about 127630813074172638769372614264384 things I need to be doing right now, so I think I'll try to do a few of them. I hope you all have a great week! | | |
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