<U>Yesterday was my sister Chelseas bday... so happy 15th!!!</U> i just went and got her something at walmart but i didn't know what to get her b/c she was too busy talking to her b/f on the other line to give me any ideas of what to get her... so i just got her a makeup bag and filled it with stuff.. its really cute...

anyways...

i dont really know about guys anymore... it seems like im attracted to the ones who lie and cheat... i seriously need to find better than alex, mikey, and guys like that...

i kinda like don but i dont know if he likes me or not..im confused on how to tell... but yeah then i like kyle orr too... hes soo awesome and hes not like the other guys i like or have liked or w/e... but yeah he came over today at like 430ish and helped me with my math b/c my tutor never showed up and decided to call at 350 when he was supposed to be here from 3 to 4 and said he wasn't going to be able to make it... i was like oh how thoughtful 10 minutes before you're supposed to be leaving my house... but w/e... i'm glad b/c i had fun with kyle and i learned alot more... so thats always good.... lol

yeah ive been getting these weird feelings towards alex... like stomach turning feelings... kinda like i want to hit him for bein such a faget to where he cant even break up with me to my face or even over the phone but yet he does it over a text message... i guess i just lost all respect for him... why guy breaks up with you through a text? CMON!!! good lord...

yeah i wanted to go to the fair tonight with jacob but he didnt want to go tonight and plus it was raining... gah hes soo awesome i love hanging out with him... lol...

yeah im trying to get my mom to let kristi stay the night over here this weekend b/c her mom is going out of town and theres no way she'd let me stay over there with her mom gone... but yeah then i was going to see if we could go to tulsa and go eat or something fun like that and see if mike and/or jacob wanted to come with or maybe even kyle orr... or maybe don... I DUNNO!!! i may even ask shawn... lol... im not totally sure...

but i love working with mike... on occasion... lol... hes nice to me most of the time and like seriously he is the only guy who sticks up for me and like he was doing that like the 2nd day i knew him and i just think its awesome... he wants to kill mikey for hurting me like he did... and i love it... plus hes just soo freaking cute... lol... but yeah...

i cant wait til Halloween!!! yay!!! it shall be awesome!!!

oh and for those of you who dont know im not getting a new car... im just getting $1000 to put into my car... like get the windows tinted, new tires so i can put the wheels we have on it, a deck my mom had from the acura, new sound system, and new seat covers... but im going to ask for some of that from my dad for christmas... i cant wait!!!! but yeah... anyways.. i think ive written long enough...

i love you guys!!!

comment me!

<3, hayley ((SUPERMAN))

hey guys... gah ive been grounded for like forever now!!! and yeah i finally got ungrounded... but yeah... so i really hope i get to stay the night with kristi or do something with her this weekend cause that would be freaking awesome!!! and yeah i really like don!!! Like ALOT!!! lol but yeah i dont know if he likes me or not... im confused... but yeah... anyways alot has happened lately but i guess if you would like to know just ask b/c i gotta go help chad with his science project talk to you guys later!

hayley

hey... gah... i freaking love web page design... its great im learning all this stuff for designing a web page and so now im using it to fix up my xanga.... so thats dandy! tomorrow nights the BIG GAME!! WOOT! me, cristen, and friends are making posters and i think chad and bobby (*~HOT~*) and michael are going to paint their bodies lol that shall be FREAKIN SWEET!!! *thinkin of bobby w/ his shirt off* lol... anyways... it will be fun... i think aaron is going to meet me up there but not so sure yet...

ANYWHO!!!

yeah i gotta go do chores and get ready to take holly to cheer!

<3 much!,

hayley

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hey guys... gah today was actually an okay day.. seeing as its hollys bday... so yeah shes finally 11... but yeah hopefully not this weekend but the next when i go to my dads me and alexis are SOOO hanging out... NO MATTER WHAT!!! i love her shes soo awesome... anyways... yeah spirit crew is going to be freaking awesome the first game we're going to is friday.... it should be fun...but hopefully chad can get his friend bobby to stay the night and then kristi can stay the night and then we can go do somethin... i dunno like raid walmart or somethin crazy... lol go play in the toy isle late at night lol.... yeah hes freakin hot... but yeah i doubt anything would happen w/ that b/c chads gay and is still pissed b/c of me not lettin him go out w/ manda eventhough she was gonna end back up w/ chris which is the exact reason why i didnt... but yeah... anywho... i guess im gonna go do my bonus work for webpage design! yay!

lol not!

<3/always,

SUPERMAN!!

gah.... so bored... i hate life right now... its all crap... i dunno what i want from it anymore its all gay... and i hate having to smile all the time so my parents and everyone dont ask whats wrong cause i really dont think i could explain... i have like no true friends anymore... like i do but i dont... i dont have one friend that wouldnt ditch me for thier b/f... or someone that likes them... i dunno.. no friends.... no nothin... just good grades i dont even get credit for... i dont know... i hate the feeling of being alone... this is one of those often moments of missing mikey... i dont see why i keep doing it tho its not like im ever gonna be allowed to speak to him again... it makes me want to cry... but why... not like anyone cares anyways... not like when my mom asks whats wrong and i tell her shes gonna be there for me... so why even do it... why even live... why!

anyways...

i hope chad realizes how bad he pissed me off this weekend! especially after he sat there and told me not to be mad at manda that it was his fault and then went and did it again... GOD!.... i hate it!!! GRRR!!!

im thinkin bout just goin solo through school... no friends... dont care just go for the work... then go home and do nothing... all friends do is screw you over for someone else or someone better or their b/f or g/f..... its all sucky crap... im tired of being 2nd i want to be someones 1st.... but that wont happen no one wants me that bad... but w/e... lata

hayley