| hey kiddos..
today was awsome! it was a really good meet. We swam against Central, Berkmar, Shiloh, Norcross, Peachtree Ridge, and i think thats it. We were at the Clouldy Invitational, it was for a guy that used to help Richlads swim team and Collins Hills swim team and he was very involved with all teh swimming, and we knew him pretty well, ad he passed away over the summer. But i dropped 2/10 ths of a seccond on my 50 free style and came in 1st in my heat ((by half the pool! )) in 100 breaststroke. it was awsome. But i didnt get to see or talk to my baby today!! ..maybe i will talk to him later, man i love that kid to death! I have never felt this way about ANYONE before. I kno y'all and Ryan himself thought I was like soo in love with him, but i was for like 2 1/2 days, tops. and i wouldnt call it love either, just a strong likeing. and I kno ppl prolly think i say this about everyone i like or go out with, but i really have never ever in my 15 years of exisitance, felt this way about anyone. Honestly, i didnt think it was possible to feel this way about someone. and no, im not totally obsessed, like Carmen..lol..Jessica, cause hes mine now, but i can honestly say I love you to him and mean it with all my heart. and i truely hope he feels the same way. But last night i was soo happy, he said it directly to my face, which is kinda hard to do compared to sayin it over the phone or somthin. And i kno that sounds soo retarded, but i really think ((hope)) he means it. cause everytime i say it, i mean it.
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