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Saturday, December 25, 2004

XANGA SHUT DOWN for various reasons.


Thursday, December 16, 2004

i feel.. sad. =[
ugh i hate self-pitying moods.

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[edit]  daniel a. - thanx fer bein the one that`s always there for me even if u aren`t HERE with me. that`s twice this week that u saved my day. =] ur wunderful fer putting up w. my moods.

Bosco6262: remember 3 things
Bosco6262: one.....
Bosco6262: you are smart.........
Bosco6262: two........
Bosco6262: you are beautiful......
Bosco6262: three....... you are loved............
aww! =]

and lastly, thanx to my baby for making me feel a million x`s better. you constantly remind me of all those things jerald mentioned every time you say "i love you." <3


Sunday, December 12, 2004

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY, MIZZ KATRINA CASSANDRA!! =]

***EDITED W/ PIC***
 and the grand prize fer the best mommy award goes to...*drumroll*

HAHA alyssa`s face says it all.

juss wanna say how much i LOVE you to death `cuz ur my best friend/ vietnampinosister/ rolemodel/ lover/ favorite person in this world... all that &MORE. seriously, i duno what i wud do without you in my life, trina. thanx fer everything. YOU COMPLETE ME. <33 haha oh gosh can u believe we`ve been frends fer what.. since 6th grade.. so `bout 6-7 years now? that`s crazyy. hah i feel sorry for you, you`re gonna hafta put up w. me for the REST OF YOUR LIFE. even when we`re both wrinkly old ladies who can barely walk. =P juss remember, nothing will EVER change our frendship, i`m always here fer ya wenever you need me, buddy. i know things havn`t been so great fer you lately but don`t let things get to you.. you`re WONDERFUL, that`s why ur my role model! so neway i wish you a very happy birthday dear. =] hope every single 1 of those 18 candles is a wish come true.

X0X0,maria

PS. your yummy brownies [that i baked FRUM SCRATCH but stupidly fergot to bring to skewl] are on its way tomorrow! u can have the corners too, cuz i know that`s ur favorite part. =]

 


Monday, December 06, 2004

"And they had met at such a young age, their love had come out of thoughtlessness and impulse, she had fallen into loving him long before she knew herself, though it occured to her now that she might never know herself, that perhaps no one ever does, that such a thing might not be possible.."

 

"Who was she to say how she felt? What she felt remained a mystery, she felt a thousand things at once, she could not unravel the thread of her feelings with enough certainty to speak with any accuracy. Her mother was right, silence was better. It was something- one thing- she knew with clarity."

 "She felt a sickness overtake her. Her late-afternoon walks had not concealed her meetings with a boy her mother had long had intuition of. Hatsue knew she had not fooled anybody, she had not fooled herself, as it turned out either, she had never felt completely right."

 

"You're like me,' said Hatsue. 'We've both gotten good at being devious.' 'I don't think it's devious,' said Ishmael. 'It's just what we have to do.'"

 

"'I know you do,' said Hatsue. 'But I'm trying to be realistic about this. It isn't that simple, is what I'm saying. There are all these other things...'

'They don't really matter, said Ishmael. 'None of those other things make a difference. Love is the strongest thing in the world you know. Nothing can touch it. Nothing can come close. If we love each other we're safe from it all. Love is the biggest thing there is.'"

 

"He spoke with such confidence and drama about it that Hatsue allowed herself to be convinced by him that nothing was greater than love. She wanted to believe this, and so she indulged herself and tried to be swept up in it. They began to kiss, but the touch of it felt to her false somehow, an attempt to obliterate the truth of the world and to decieve themselves with their lips."

 

-- David Guterson, Snow Falling On the Cedars

by far, my favorite of the books we hafta read fer AP Eng.


Friday, December 03, 2004

know, i used to get reallie defensive cuz it pissed me off when some of my friends started questioning me about someone that i was reallie close to but THEY didn`t reallie like. i mean, who were they to judge a person they hadn`t even gotten to know well & then dictate who i shud & shudn`t be around. i thought they were juss being narrow-minded, but now i realized that i had been guilty of the same thing. after a conversation with one of my friends about why he had said what he said earlier, it suddenly made a lot more sense to me. at the time, i hadn`t given any of my friends a chance to explain why they felt so negatively about that person, and just dismissed their words as being mean. i guess i just refused to listen to anything bad about the person because if i had turned out to be wrong, it`d reflect badly on my personal judge of character. but i honestly thought i was right about that person, and went with my gut feeling, which i`m glad i did because i still think i`m right. the only difference is that i understand where everyone else was coming from now & that my friends had only been looking out for me. it still doesn`t change my opinion, but i have a wider perspective than i had before. basically, i learned that even your coolest best friends aren`t gonna share the same feelings as you when it comes to a certain person. that’s juss the way it is. but there has to be an understanding that you can choose who you want to befriend and not.i mean no one, especially if they say they’re your friend, can choose who you hang out with. you have your own mind; you can decide for yourself. but just keep an open mind & listen to what they have to say because real friends care about you & will tell it like they see it. sometimes they have a point.



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