Bigger Brushes
Bigger brushes with more intense colours
How else can you pain today?
The magic, the memories
Would just spring off the page
Big sweeping strokes
And fine precise lines
Create the image that'll stay in my mind
I'll remember you like a picture
That I'd hang on my wall
And look at each night
So I'd dream sweetly of you
And the memories won't fade, because I used
Bigger brushes with more intense colours

This High
Come join me in the pink clouds
The sun is hanging low
And the moon is already halfway up
It's nice this high above the earth
With everything down below
We are finally free
The world will wait up for us
We can come back down
Whenever we want, there is no rush
So let's stay a while
And soak in this view
Of the fields and cities
And when the sun in finally gone
We can lay back
And count the sparkles
And play connect the dots
Or just stare at the faraway suns
This high up, there are no other lights
You can see every diamond in the sky
And sparkle with them
When you are this high

The Pain That You Caused
No, she will not get rid of her frown
A heart's only two teardrops upside down

Each one of those tears was shed for you
After her heart was broken in two

So will you fix her heart? Let her live her dream?
Or will you leave this mess for someone else to clean?

I bet you don't even know that you caused her such pain
So many tears shed, her pillow is stained

She thought you would love her, she could see it in your eyes
But you turned out to be another guy in disguise

Down her cheek more tears started to cascade
She went to the bathroom and got a razor blade

As she watched blood pour out from her wrist
She thought of the life that she would have missed

She realised that death was not the right way
But when the ambulance arrived it was too late

Once such a great girl, but now she is gone
Do you now see the pain that you caused?

Here
I'm always here for you
To listen to your view
Your outlook in all
Even if something so small
I'm here to wipe away all the tears
I'll be here throughout the next years
Here to see all the times you win
Here to see the sadness within
Here to comfort you through all the pain
And to know what's on your brain
Listening to things I don't want to hear
Watching your old self disappear
I'm here for you when you're mad
I'm here for you to be glad
So when you need to talk
You know where to walk
I'm always volunteer
To help you here
Whenever you're hurt
Whenever you're in the dirt
When you're sad
Of even if you're glad
I'll be waiting...

I found this on a channel, and here it is!
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..._...|..__________ __________, ,
....../ `---a shot at love- __________|]
...../_==o;;;;;;;;__ _____.:/
.....), ---.(_(__) /
....// (..) ), ----"
...//___//
..//___//♥«´¨`•
.¸.•*(¸.•*´♥`*•.¸)`*•.¸

Isn't it awesome?

Okay.. so I've been losing "friends" lately. At least I've still got you guys right? ....Right?
Oh well, I plan to lead a life of loneliness anyway.

[2374]
I'm stuck with a smile that doesn't fit me anymore
Who wants a life if lost adolescence
That's filled with regret and anti-depressants?

[2375]
Don't be so quick to judge me
You only see what I choose to show

[2376]
You have a choice to make
Do you want to be "normal" and over weight
Like the rest of the world
Or do you want to be "unique"
And be that girl every overweight person wants to be?
It's all up to you

[2377]
I know I say that I'm fine
But I hope you still wonder from time to time

[2378]
Raindrops fall
Children cry
Angels call
From the sky
Up she went with the stars
Goodnight sweetie, no more scars

[2379]
What a brave little girl
Instead of adding to the drama like everyone else
She decided to be different and not burden
The rest of the population with her problems
She knows that in this world
She's going to have to save herself

[2380]
I'm missing your smile
When did it break?
And when did your eyes
Begin to look fake?

[2381]
Dolls and wishes
Hugs and kisses
Will not save your little girl

[2382]
I hope you choke
On every word you spoke
When you screamed at me

[2383]
Take this razor
And sign your name across my wrist
So everyone knows
Who left me like this

[2384]
Go to heaven for the climate
And hell for the company

[2385]
I love you like a catholic priest loves boy scouts

[2386]
If you hate your parents, the man, or the establishment
Don't show them up by getting wasted
And wrapping your car around a tree
If you really want to rebel against your parents
Outlearn them, Outlive them and learn more than they do

[2387]
'I'm not in the mood for your teenage bullshit drama!'
Yeah, and I'm not in the mood for your fucking overused lines

[2388]
I want to be the girl who leaves an everlasting impression on someone
I don't want to be the girl that you'll forget in a week
I want to be hard to forget
I want to have the kind of impact on someone
Where they know they'll never find anyone to take my place
I want that

[2389]
Okay, so you stereotype me
By the way I dress, the music I like
How I do my hair, and you automatically assume
I'm that "typical emo girl"
I never gave myself a label, yet you criticise me of being something I'm not?
You are the one who gave me that stamp across my forehead
How can you judge what you don't even know?
Once you are in my shoes, see the pain and tears I hide from everyone
That's the day I dare you to look me in the eyes
And fucking tell me who I am

[2390]
All she really wants is a boy
Who looks past the shyness and awkwardness
And love her for it
I love it when someone insults me
That means I don't have to be nice anymore

[2391]
Sweet tangerine, will you please come back to me?
'Cause I don't think that these feelings are going to leave

[2392]
I'm burning in water
I'm drowning in flame
They say I'm insane
Only because I see hell on earth
And embrace it

[2393]
I'm being charged with being different
I'm serving time for believing in myself
I'm gonna die 'cause I choose not to be like you

[2394]
You laugh at me because I'm different
I laugh at you because you're all the same

[2395]
He's annoying, he's hilarious
He makes me yell, he drives me crazy
He's out of his mind and everything I want

[2396]
If you get a chance, take it
If it changes your life, let it

[2397]
Nobody made you king of the world
And I'm here to dethrone you
So kiss the ring motherfucker
It's my time to shine

[2398]
I don't want to 'fit in'
I want to stand out
I want the world to know I was here
And that I made a difference

[2399]
Our friends would all make fun of us
And we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have ever felt this way

[2400]
Boys frustrate me
I hate all their indirect messages
You either like me or you don't
Just tell me so I can get over you

[2401]
We're all a little weird
And life's a little weird
And when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours
We join up in mutual weirdness and call it love

[2402]
I'm the kinda girl who can get in the shower
And finally realise there are no towels
I'm the kinda girl who you will have crazy memories with
I'm the kinda girl who will burst into tears
From laughing so much, just 'cause I can
I'm the kinda girl who carries her emotions on her back
I'm the kinda girl who will make you remember what we had
Yeah, I'm that kinda girl

[2403]
I'm sorry... if I'm not skinny enough for you
I'm sorry... if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl"
I'm sorry... if I'm not tan enough for you
I'm sorry... if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you
I'm sorry... if I don't have a dream body that turns you on
I'm sorry... if I'm too tall or too short for you
I'm sorry... if I won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me
I'm sorry... if my hair isn't just the way you like it
I'm sorry... if I'm not the "hottest" girl you've ever seen

[2404]
Paint a smile on your lips
Blood red nails on your fingertips
A school boy's dream, you act so shy
Your very first kiss goodbye
You're a loaded gun
There's nowhere to run
No one can save me
The damage is done

[2405]
I ran from you
And I know it
I'm ashamed
And it's just
You were the first man that ever seemed
To be interesting in being around me
It made me scared
It made me believe
I couldn't be good enough
In your eyes
So I ran, I ran away

[2406]
Trying to figure out which way I want this to go
Do I want to be happy or sad or fast or slow?
Trying to work out what it is I feel
Do I wanna rock you, shock you, soothe you or move you?

Okay done! Um... I'll probably only post one or two lots of quotes or poems tomorrow because I gotta go to my aunt's house.. again. But yeah.. I'll be back on Saturday. So... maybe more tonight, and either one or two tomorrow.

[2339]
It's hard when people ask 'What's wrong?'
And you don't have an answer
Because the truth is, you don't know

[2340]
I understand now
I know that I'm always that girl
Never the girl
Just that girl, the one that gets
Used, hurt, lied to, betrayed, confused
The one that boys go to when they need someone to hold onto
The one that's never the girl
I'm always second best
Never have I been the one to make boys fall weak at the knees
Drop everything because they love me so much
Want nothing more than to be with me
Be amazingly happy because they have me
I'm the other girl and I'm getting used to it

[2341]
I'm sick of being dragged through the day
I remember a time in my life
When I used to wish the day would last forever
Now all I want it to do is end
Each day I hate myself a little more
I remember when I was my friend

[2342]
She's a disaster
She loses faith in herself everyday
Her life is a mess and she doesn't even care
No one understands her
And people say things to put her down
And no one even notices she might be breaking inside
Or they never notice that maybe she need a hug from someone
Or someone to sit there with her and listen to her
Maybe that's all she needs

[2343]
She's the kind of girl you forget as soon as you meet
She is the crust on the bread, every face you have ever forgotten
She is the verse to that song on the radio
The one you have to hum to because you can't remember the words
Yep, she's that forgettable
But broken hearts and backstabbing drama couldn't touch her
She's far beyond that

[2344]
Sometimes someone can mean so much to you
Not even the truth can change your mind

[2345]
Finally the day came when his name didn't make her smile

[2346]
And then I sat and cried
It was the worst kind of sobbing
The kind that hurts your chest
And steals your breath
And no one could hear me

[2347]
I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Can't you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move?
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do?
I'm heavily broken
And there's nothing I can do

[2348]
Finally, she let go of her fake smile
As the tears slowly ran down her face
She whispered softly to herself
'I don't wanna be me anymore'
She straightens her hair
Applies her make-up
Smooths out her clothes
And takes one last look in the mirror
Just to see what a failure she is

[2349]
I like to pretend everything's alright
Because when everybody else thinks that you're fine
Sometimes you forget for a while that you're really not

[2350]
I'm tired of dreaming without falling asleep
I am a ghost town and no one's visiting me
I'm on the fast track to never existing at all
It's like riding a plane, only hoping to fall

[2351]
After a while, you get sick of caring
And you're too hurt to fight
Sometimes no matter what you do
Things won't be alright

[2352]
That night she laid in bed and cried
'What did I ever do to deserve this pain?' she thought
There's no way out
Except for my best friend, the razor

[2353]
We are the dead ones
We are the lost cause
We are the bend before the break

[2354]
This is the last night I'm going to hurt like this
After tonight, there will be no more pain
No more me

[2355]
I can hide it to the world
My friends, my loved ones, my family
But I can't hide it from myself
I'm not happy

[2356]
Mystery deep in the royal heart
Crying at night, I want to be apart
Prince, oh prince, are you really sincere?
Bet you, one day you're going to disappear

[2357]
She's the type of girl that can be so hurt
But still look at you and smile

[2358]
So I stand here in the rain
Waiting for it to cleanse me
Waiting for it to wash me away

[2359]
We all need something we consider worth getting up in the morning for
Whether it's real or not
Healthy or destructive
Tangible or false is irrelevant
When you've got nothing to hang on to, deception can seem pretty inviting

[2360]
It's hard to live, laugh and love
When all I want to do is die, cry and hate

[2361]
She was shaking from the pills
And she dialled his number, and screamed out his name
But he never answered and the next day she was dead
Just another beautiful disaster
And he could have saved her
If only he had answered

[2362]
Her friends lie to her
Her parents just don't care
And you wonder why she loves her razor blade so much

[2363]
She skips breakfast
Lies about eating lunch
And throws up her dinner

[2364]
Someone phone the paramedics
The girl's heart has been put to rest
Pump her full of chemicals
And pull out the electric pads
Give her shots of medicine
Do everything you can to save her life
She's barely breathing

[2365]
You're almost dead
You don't have a pulse
And your pillow is red
Your family hates you
Your friends let you bleed
Sleep tight with a knife
'Cause it's all that you need
Rockabye baby
Broken and scarred
You didn't know life would be this hard

[2366]
It's hard, holding back your tears
But the second you start to feel them form in your eyes
You just have to remind yourself
That you promised you'd never let them see you cry

[2367]
And when they say it's all your fault
Hold your head up high and don't let them break you

[2368]
And I've come to realise
That I'm slowly losing everything
It's hard to pretend that nothing has changed
And when you know that deep inside
Everything already had

[2369]
Sometimes all a girl needs is for a boy to hold her
And tell her that everything is going to be okay

[2370]
Eat to live
Don't eat to live

[2371]
Not all scars show
Not all wounds heal
You can't always see
The pain someone feels

[2372]
Anorexic beauty
Feather-weight perfection
Anorexic beauty
Underweight goddess

[2373]
When I am queen
They will all see the patron saint of self injury
The glitter sores will heal themselves
I'll play the part of someone else

Okay... done for now. I'm gonna post some more tonight. Either poems or quotes.. maybe both, depends how much I stay on the computer.