| Fuck you chulos!!!I was cleaning one of the theaters by myself when I went out to get another trash bag and this group of young early 20's mexican guys with bald heads and white t-shirts were walking in and I said I wasn't finish and that they would have to wait outside and I do it quite often to other ppl but when I started walking to get the trash bag.one of the guy said in spanish blah blah blah bendaho. At the time I didnt know what that meant but the fucken chulo said it in such a harsh tone I knew they were talking shit about me. I turn around and glare at the asshole( it was near 10 and I was almost off so i was tired so I didn't care about being courteous) the group got scared like they knew I heard them so they kept looking at me and walking away.(it was kinda ironic that they would respond to me a short asain girl like that) Later I found out bendaho means stupid bitch. WTFFF!!!! CHULOS!!!!! I stood up for you when people said you were useless scum of society. I defended your kind and said you were misguided ppl who grew up in a bad enviroment. FUCKEN A holes!!! wtf you want huh to sit in trash!! it my job to clean the fucken theater.
and i know they snuck in because they know the ticket taker. Next time if i fucken see your faces I will call security and make some bull shit lies to get your ass kicked and guess what they are going to take my word for it cause unlike you, People don't stereotype me as scum!!! fucken chulo.
or maybe I'll spit in your food.
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| I feel happy again not because I did something extraordinary today and not cause anything special happen. I just feel happy again =). Okay not Bliss but this warm mellow feeling & I'm not in love with anyone.
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| I'm full and kinda of sleepy right now. My heart starting to warm up. I'm being to feel content again. I heart Sabrina teenage witch there so many episodes still engraved in my brain. Like the way a heart works if you like something it will be in a hallway on a pedestal but if you truly love something it will have its own room. lol it was a very cute way to look at life. For a while my heart had long cracks on it and I think it was because I was love deprived. Not from someone else but from myself. Now the cracks are still there but my heart is no longer in the dark and starting to function. I have hope that one day I can be happy and carefree again.
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| I was working in box when a guest ask for a show at 8:20 when It was 5:50 and the next show was at 6:20. So naturally I gave her the 6:20. My first offense. She was upset cause she was about to leave before realizing it. So I exchange the tickets for her, a little while later she returns. She said I sold her an extra child ticket but her kid was one. This is apparently bull shit because I never actually look at the party only how much the customer tells me. Then she got really angry real fast. I tried to appease her and gave her a refund with no delay. She got really angry and yell and wanted to speak to a manger. I didn't feel like calling a manger down so I went on to give her the money back. She started shouting in my face and it was scary never have I met some stranger so mean. The magnitude of her hatred/anger was terrifying. Normally all the workers get scrutinize by mean angry yelling customer all the time but this was definitetly one of the worst in AMC history. I actually started shaking! it came on so suddenly (her anger) and she was shouting in my face. After she left for like 5 mins my nerves where still tingling and had to go to the break room to give my self a break. Looking back now, I think if this happen 6 months before I would actually cry but now I feel that it just a sour cherry. I brushed it off and moved on and I had a good day at work today. Well except for that girl setting me up. I'm cool with all my co-workers except for two girls. One of the girl who admits she a bitch, set me up today. Around 7:30 it was the busiest time and she told me to go on break. So I went on break and when I return from break there was my boss staring at me and my tacobell bag then he started lecturing me on how I should have gone on break after the second set like around 8:20. =( I was hesitant to tell him that girl told me to go to break, but I didn't want it to look like I was using her as an excuse and beside it was my fault for not thinking and having poor judgement. Which is true I should have thought about it first instead of blindly listening to her.The logic behind that was she worked much longer than I have and that bitch is crazy she wouldn't stop from running me over if we met on the streets.
Anyways tomorrow I get to train cute asian guy. Right now or I was doing my us government hw. It weird cause lately or this whole year I haven't been attracted to Asian boys so I was surprise when I had a crush on this Asian boy but ironically it turns out he mixed. I didn't find out until recently.
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| Cinthia would say:I'm not going to give up on something I think about everyday.
I know you were angry and I'm quite sad.
I hope you stop avoiding me.
I wish I could pull myself together & stop being mopey and I wish most of all that I would stop making excuses because I can tell you're getting tired of them.
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