I fealt like writing so i'm posting again....
this confusion is everlasting tho my time with you was short.
I have no memorys to rebound my sences and you are nothing of the sort.
Of this time ive shared with you the past is surly best.
for future holds no spring of confidence and brings nothing but the end.
A reflection is seen in this love of the past regrets
that I am sure we share in memory of the day we met.
Unsure of every consequence but sure it would turn out the same
of every other ending love thats vanished with them to blame.
a selfless cold recolection will spring forward in my mind
an almost played out resulution forms within this shallow time.
But I am scared. I hold back because i am scared. to love to hold to feel any hope for a possitive outcome in any situation. there is no other resort but fear. |