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Country: United States
State: Wisconsin
Metro: Hortonville
Birthday: 4/9/1992
Gender: Female


Interests: losing weight**making out**boys** volleyball** basketball** counting calories** picking apart my life and pointing out everything bad (i.e. thats everything)** my friends** weighing myself**planning my meals** music**laguna beach** Real World- Austin**
Expertise: crying**being disgusted by what i eat**hating myself** kissing**flirting**guys**
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Monday, December 12, 2005

I know I haven't updated on here in forever, but I have a new site if anyone wants to read it....its fake_smiles92...I would leave a link instead but I tried putting a link and the link didn't work. Please check it out, and maybe comment or subscribe, I'll subscribe back!!

Love always and Forever,

Carly


Thursday, August 04, 2005

ok everybody who reads my site and leaves mean comments, I have tried many times to stop caring so much, I want sooooooooooooo badly to be normal and be able to eat without crying about the calories. It doesnt work. I still want all of that but everytime I eat a lot afterwards I wanna cry and sometimes do. You do not know me and all the shit I have gone through so if you wanna leave comments please leave nice ones or none at all because this is VERY HARD for me. Most of you do not know me and how bad I want to be normal and eat what my friends eat and not care but its so hard, I have always been afraid of gaining weight even when I was little. So I just cant stop right away, but my mom is making me go to a therapist so yeah. I am trying with all my heart to stop this but it is very hard.

love always,

<3 Carly

P.S. thanx xXKellyisAwesomexX  for helping me see that I need and to do this, & also that I can do this, thank you and everyone else who is supportive!

     


Wednesday, August 03, 2005

look what this girl said to me:

get a hold of urself seriously! u are fucking retarded..actually no u know what? starve urself til u die!!! THEN ILL BE LAUGHIN all because u thought u werent pretty enough that u weighed to much!!! u are fucking stupid the average weight for teenage girls is like 130-145 ok so seriously and most guys dont like skinny bitches! the ones that have nothing to them except bone seriously!! but i just think u are stupid for thinking that u are fat!! one of these days u arent gonna have anything left!

go leave xXKellyisAwesomexX some mean comments!! jk well you can but you dont have to.

Today I feel really sick, with a CONSTANT headache. AND I havent eaten a goddamned thing  all day and I gained about 2 pounds, if thats not complete BULLSHIT i dont know what is!!!!!!  If anybody has a reason as to why I gained 2 motherfucking pounds in 5 hours after not eating anything could you please tell me?

***THINSPO***

  

 

 


Tuesday, August 02, 2005

...:::current weight- 111.6 :::...

...:::As of- 1:10 pm:::...

  

Today im going grocery shopping. But thats good because I need some stuff so I can plan some meals. I'm not planning on eating anything today until my mom makes dinner because shes usually the only reason I eat and then i will have like maybe potatoes (100) and some green beans(70).

Intake:

Breakfast: slept through

Lunch: SF chai tea- 30 calories

Dinner: potatoes- 250 calories

sandwich- 80 calories

pie- 400 calories

Total:760 calories 

Exercise: walking: minus 168 calories

stairs: minus 40 calories

putting groceries away: minus 5 calories

typing: minus 86 calories

total calories burned: 300

total calorie damage:560 calories so far....im gonna exericse more tho

I made a new rule for myself: for every calorie that I eat i have to do that many crunches and/or jumping jacks afterwards. sound good to you girls?

***EDIT***

Burned 107 more calories by doing calistenichs and running up stairs....

Total calorie damage: 353 calories fucking pie, and i only at the crust too because the rest was gross. otherwise it would be like 553 for calorie damage. Well i think i might work out again but im not sure, yeah i need it badly.

And if  take a shower and workout tonight I can burn another 91 calories!!  Thats what ill do I guess.

That will make my

total calorie damage: about 260 calories

***END EDIT***

...:::THINSPO:::...

 

 Much love and Support<3


    

(hope you like those)

INTAKE:

breakfast: SF chai tea- 30 calories

lunch: skipped

dinner (this is where i fucked up): goober-240 calories(OMFG)

potatoes-150 calories

chocolate- 100

bread- 40

hamburger helper- about 200

SF-chai tea

Total- about 800 (holy fucking shit)

EXERCISE:

Total Calories Burned 326

Total damage: 473 calories

...:::CW: 114:::...

...:::pounds lost since yesterday: 4 pounds:::...

Today sucked ass....the end!



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