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I wish I had someone who loves me...

Disorder | Rating
Paranoid: High
Schizoid: Moderate
Schizotypal: High
Antisocial: Moderate
Borderline: Very High
Histrionic: Moderate
Narcissistic: Moderate
Avoidant: Low
Dependent: Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive: High

URL of the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv
URL for more info: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/disorder_information2.html

I hate my father.  He fuckin screams at me for no fuckin reason all the fuckin time and i'm so fuckin tired of it!  He screamed at me yesterday because i didn't take off the closed captioning on the tv in the living room.  He just went crazy.  He blamed me for the new computer not working, claiming that I broke it and he blamed me for my cell phone not working.  Its a fuckin old cell phone that used to be a toy for my 3 year old cousin I was surprised it worked for as long as it did.  I cried myself to sleep once again and woke up with a major migraine so i didn't go to school.  I stood in the bathroom with a razor blade ready to slit my wrists and end my life...stupid thing was dull so it didn't work.  When will all this shit be over already?  I can't eat anything anymore either...i ordered myself some sushi...not too much, and i barfed it all out.  I hate my life I want to just drop off the face of this fucked up earth already.