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Name: Janice
Country: United States
State: Florida
Birthday: 11/15/1990
Gender: Female


Interests: Skating,MUSIC,the phone..umm idk
Expertise: bein annoying lol
Occupation: Other
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Member Since: 10/6/2004

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Tuesday, October 12, 2004

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Monday, October 11, 2004

Well i havnt done this thingy in a couple days but umm not much has been going on but umm today my and my sister went for a walk with jessica and we ended up walking all the way to her house and we were there for a little and then James walked with us on the way home,it was really dark and i was soo scared and i kept getting in the way of cars which i thought was pretty funny because my sister and Jessica kept pullin me out of the way everytime i would walk in front of one but umm yeah acually on the way down to Jessicas we stop by Holly n Nicoles house man i havnt seen them in forever but umm yeah anyways we were on our way home and it was very dark out and i was like...What if we all got kidnapped and then we got raped and then we got murded and they threw our bodies into a river one hundred miles away from here and Jessica and Jessica lol and James got mad at me...if you didnt notice my sister and my friends names are the same lol  and my stupid sister broke the flashlight!!but umm yeah we came home and dude James wants to hook up with my sister again but we had to tell him that wont ever happen because my sister has been with Steven for over two years and they plan on getting married but he said he still has a crush on her lmao i found that soo funny because its been three years since ive seen James or Jessica and today was the first day in three years we talked to them and he still likes her lmao and he said were still short but dude ive been short all my life...lol i dont care but umm yeah i talked to Heather YAY! but not for long.. hmm i guess thats it buhbye now!


Friday, October 08, 2004

AHHH LIFE IS SO BORING LOL well ummmmm today i uhh stayed on here and uhh hmm lol i dont know...i talked to Heather for awhile and then i called her n we talked...Ashleigh was suppose to be on today i think or thats what she said but ummm nothing else really went on i still didnt get to go to the mall because no one was home oh well im used to not going anymore but i will next week i have too! well im gonna go now buhbye

R.I.P John Masukevich 2/7/91-10/3/03


   This is a very awesome song...

    Simple Plan- "Welcome To My Life"

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
But deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

No one ever lies straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life


^^One Of My Favorite Songs^^


Hmm i didnt do much today...Dude i got the worste awakening ever,i was sleepin on the couch cause i was taking my nap lol and my freakin sister sat on me lmao and then her n my dad started fightin so he got his things and left...i havnt seen him since oh well i hate him anyways...hmm i tryed to call Ashleigh but uhh she said she couldnt talk...I still cant believe John's gone..OMG no one even told me when or where the funeral was so i didnt go!!!!!! im soo pissed man i couldnt even go to my own friends fucking funeral! thats sooo messed up! And lizz called me YAY! shes sooo fucking awesome i love her to death! lol hmm i guess thats bout it buhbye

R.I.P John Masukevich 2/7/91-10/3/04

And if you were wondering who that picture is up by my name,its John



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