Ok so this is life..I know I havent been around for a while,
but I'm back for this moment.
I have this amazing guy who you would have never guessed
would be able to make me as happy as I am,
I made him wait 2 years befor I finally gave him the chance he
deserves.
This is life...I'm 16 with 42 days left to be a child and have fun,
42 days left to have my own room, my own life, my own name..
In 42 days I'll have to grow up and actually work,
In 42 days I'll no longer just be me...but be someone elses me too.

Normality will never be real,
but the real I have right now is my Normality.                            

I still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch in my dreams.
Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why.
Without you it's hard to survive.

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
I need you by my side.
Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so.
I can't let you go.
I want you in my life.

Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry.
The good and the bad times, we've been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall.

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
I need you by my side.
Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so
I can't let you go.
I want you in my life.

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss, I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast.
I want this to last.
I need you by my side.

I <3 VELVETA!!!

I

<3

Shrooms

NeW Boy!!!

Hopes are

HIGH AS HELL!!

JUST LIKE ME

4/20

Currently Listening I Write Sins Not Tragedies By Panic at the Disco see related

The past is the past right?
So then why is it repeating its-self?
Same charecters same roles....but diffrent charecteristics and diffrent personalities....
Could theis slight alterations in the dress of "repeat" change the way it lookes?
Could people find out my secret....
Are those secret stares, not so secret as we think?
Do too many people know? Maybe just 2 many...

Should I really take this Left....or maby the right way is the way to go?
So many questions, but which one is labled ....?
Is confusion my only true father?
Is passion of the skin the only true love I feel?
Why is it that I'm allergic to every one but ...?
What does every one else have in their skin pigmentation that .....doesnt? Is it compassion or may be their just lacking the familairity....
Its not love....Its not lust....WHAT IS IT?

Every time you start a "Relationship" their is always an ending to it, weither it be breaking up or dying. Will.... ending be the same as the last or will the time diffrence make it diffrent?