omg guysss! i forgot all about this xanga stuff..blahh i dont like it anymore i think myspace has like taken over my life hah

sooo me and vincent almost broke up..it was bad but we're okay now just REALLY trying to fix things cause they got super bad....umm school started and im really glad cause summer sucked soo bad!! it was the worst ever...the accident and then my mom having pneumonia and everything was awful but things are gettin better now..im thinkin im gonna get rid of this thing..i just like myspace a lot better later playasss

- chris

hey ya'll...im doing so much better..i actually started taking this medicine lol i call them my "happy pills" cause they seem to really be helping..i guess its a good thing..today i got my eyes dilated so i didnt go bakc to school..and i got glasses that i really dont like but its ok i only wear them at night when i drive or when i have to read the board or something..hmph owell so i got my toes done the other day and now i have to take off the polish because they dont allow it at splashtown where i work..dumbbb!! but w/e..anywayyys i start work tomorrow which is making me nervous!! i have to remember all this stuff and im sooo scared ill just forget it all...hmph my mom's been buying me clothes lately..i kinda like it..it's only a shirt here and there though but it's really nice of her.  tonight my mom is going to a bachelorette party..haha if u know my mom then ur prolly laughing cause uhh my mom doesnt seem like the type who would be in that kinda atmosphere..haha wow its just kinda funny i think..yeah i hafta babysit my brother and sister tonight for my mom instead of going out with vincent..we were gonna watch the notebook  oh well maybe tomorrow after work..we shall see allright im goin to go now..catch yall later..comment

- Christine

thing's are really tough right now...i find myself crying for no reason, like right now..but there is a reason i just haven't fully discovered. it's hard to say what i want right now...i feel like i am in love with sumone..but i have been there, done that and im not sure if i wanna go there again.  im with vincent as all of u prolly know and i love him to death but sometimes i dont know if it's meant to be...im hurting him and confusing him and i just start to break down inside and i know he's doing the same..i dont want to hurt him or lose him but some things just aren't meant to be..i need God really bad right now..i feel like everything's fine one minute and then when i talk with him it's like i messed up all over again..and im really sensitive to every little thing he says..i hate it so much..i really hate hurting his feelings by some of the things i say..i know i can be harsh and really picky but i just know what i want sometimes and then when i dont i feel so muhc like a bunch of puzzle pieces that don't belong to the right puzzle...it prolly doesnt make sense hearing it but to make it makes perfect sense to me..i want to be with vincent and i dont want him to think otherwise...i need to think about whether i truly love him or not though because i want to either be in a relationship that will last the rest of my life, or not be in one at all...i know he's ready to take that step with me but i dont know if he's the one i am suppose to be with..i wish i could choose but i know who really is the one who has chosen for me..ya'll dont have to comment or even read this but if u do, please pray for me and my thoughts, along with his...it would mean a lot to me..i hope everything ends up the best it can...vincent, i care about you..with all of my heart, i just want to make the right decisions...please bare with me, even if this takes years...please dont leave my side and leave me alone at a time like this one...ur support is a big part of the choices i make...thank u..bye guys

- Christine

SERiES 0NE - Y0U
Birth time: i think 8:42 AM
Last place you traveled: umm my granny's house
Eye Color: hazel/brown/yellow...sumthin
Nail Color: like...no color i needa get them done soooo bad
Height: 5'5 baby
Zodiac Sign: Capricorn
SERiES TW0 - DESCRiBE
Your heritage: hmm indian, italian, french...like a bunch of things

The shoes you wore today: those cute gray etnies slip-ons

Your hair: brown
Your weakness: yeah it's hard to say no under pressure. i five in to things a lot. doing things for ppl when i dun want to but im just trying to be nice.

Your fears: falling in love and getting hurt, bugs (ROACHES) and not being accepted into college
Your perfect pizza: alfredo..mmm had that for lunch!!
One thing you'd like to achieve: get into college

SERiES THREE - WHAT IS..
Your most overused phrase on aim: hmm...lol or haha
Your thoughts first waking up: i dun wanna do anything but sleep..then remember how mad my mom will be if i miss the bus
Your current worry: i dont really have one right now.. 
Your plans tomorrow: go to school for a wonderful Monday!!
Your best physical feature: I want to say my eyes...ya'll be the judge
Your greatest accomplishment: i really can't say that i have one

SERIES F0UR - Y0U PREFER
Sunrise or sunset: SUNSET..so romantic
Gore or horror: Horror! gore is pretty cool too tho..im not like most girls who get all grossed out
Eastsiiii! de or we ssssside: man i dont wanna get shot or anything lol..thas like asking blood or crip? haha....westside cause everything is better to the west and the sign can stand for so many things...woodsedge and woodlands high woop woop haha...wow

Stripes or poki dots: i think i like stripes..cause i like zebras
Money or fame: Umm money...but it depends on what im famous for..sumthing like an imporant speech like martin luther king jr. then i'd rather be famous
Planes or trains: ohh i dun really care but i like looking down on the little cars that look like ants..trains are just flat on the ground
Metal or hardcore:  hmmm i dun care...they're both scary lol crazy devil music like at vincent's house
Boxers or briefs: Boxers baby... all the way!
Your life is: wonderful with Vincent in it
Pools or hot tubs: Um depends... pools during the day w/ a bunch of people.... but hot tubs at night w/ a guy... haha

SERIES FIVE - D0 Y0U
Cuss: i used to...now just when im mad or a slip up from my bad habit
Do you think you've been in love: uh huh
Want to get married: yeah, after college and when im ready FOR SURE
Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: hahahah nooo i took like..typing class or w/e and then i saw the teacher i had last year and she got mad cause i type my own way
Like to take baths: yeah, they're so relaxing and sometimes they make all ur problems go away...for like 30 minutes anyway
Get motion sickness: can't say i do
Like talking on the phone: haha uh huh but only to certain ppl...ppl who call just to sit there bug meee!
Like thunderstorms: absolutely love them!!
Play an instrument: yeah, violin...imma dork
Workout: lol...ask anyone whose see my nasty tummy...but yeah im starting to
Like reading: no way

SERIES SIX - FAVORITES
Kind of fruit: grapes, green apples and strawberries...mmm
Music to fall asleep to: ksbj lol...or sum like classical crap...lol im pretty much saying that what i play in orchestra is crap...haha
Time of the day: 12 pm - 12 am...best stuff happens between those times
Feature in the opposite sex: eyes, personality, tummy and bootayyy lol
Car: honda civic prolly
Number: 18
Thing to do right before bed: Talk on the phone
Thing to say when you're mad: w/e pisses me off about that person, i tell them
Era: 2005
Horror movie: uhh well the scariest was The Others...my favorite would have to be hmmm i really dont know
Colors: pink!

SERIES SEVEN - FUTURE
Age you hope to be married: i think25 or 26 is good
Numbers & Names of Children: i think 2 or 3 children and im not sure about names anymore...i need a baby book
Describe your Dream Wedding: oh oh oh....pink and white flowers everywhere!!! a extremely nice looking guy on my side and everyone i know there...tons of pictures...a WHITE wedding dress  and just BEAUTIFUL
How do you want to die: With no pain
Where you want to go to college: Um aTm, Sam Houston or UT
What do you want to be when you grow up: not sure yet
What country would you most like to visit: AUSTRALIA

hey ya'll....good weekend  i love you vincent...

enough said bye guys!

§ Christine §