omgsh! an update?!?2 months since i said i was gonna do that shit...haha oh well.
im keeping this site.
im too lazy to make a new one
ive been busy hanging out with my gorgeous GIRLFRIEND OF 6 MONTHS :D
&& i just realized that i've never really said anything about my personal life. until now.
but uhhmmm. yeah. so that \/\/ down there is her. Sarah. i love her to death.
  
and that last one is me && her. && now and update.
"omgsh really?"
yes. for real.   
  
We did not change, as we grew older.
We just became more clearly ourselves.
- Andy Warhol 
If I had a world of my own
everything would be nonsense.
Nothing would be what it is
because everything would be what it isn't,
and contrariwise, what it is. It wouldn't be
and what it wouldn't be, it would,
you see?   
  
I am who I am because of you.
you are my every reason, every hope, and every dream I've ever had,
and no matter what happens to us in the future,
every day we are together is the greatest day of my life.
I will always be yours. 
Do you want me to tell you something really subversive?
Love is everything it's cracked up to be.
That's why people are so cynical about it....it really is worth fighting for
Being brave for, risking everything for.
And the trouble is, if you don't risk anything
You risk even more.   
  
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all. 
Here's to the moments
when we didn't think about right or wrong,
where we just lived,
crossed our fingers,
and hoped for the best.   
  
A little jealousy in a relationship is healthy.
It's nice to know that someone's afraid to lose you. 
It's not about being who everyone else wants you to be,
it's about being yourself and finding
someone who loves every bit of it.   
  
wow. im uber tired.
im done for today.
no promises on my next update.
enjoy your lives.
<3
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