Being 16 now helps me to be more mature and change the way I view life. Merely because I've been in this world for 16 years and I've been through a lot of shit. However, when I look back I laugh at the crazy things Ive been through. Sure I've been hurt many times and sure I've recovered and sure I hate to go through the same things repeatedly especially at the beginning of the new year. However I know now more then ever that life is created that way. We must go through all these situations only to help us grow to who we are going to be in the future. I look around at all the problems going around the world and realized my problems are nothing compared to whats happening in the world today. As I turned 16 this passed thursday I realized I have to change. Not because of the fact that now Im 16 and considered a young lady but because I want to be a better person so that maybe someday I can make a difference or atleast help others in the future. I know now to trust my own instincts and try to handle things my way and not give a fuck at what others have to say.
            My birthday was quite not as I expected. My friends and my family were there for me to help me have a good one even if deep inside I was emotionally hurt by causes that Im still understanding myself. I guess that's why I had to release a lil up der ^ and it helps. Thanks to all those who remembered and who were there to give me a smile especially My Baby. My baby made my whole gym class sing to me and invited some of my friends to come to my house. He also got me the I Love You Bear I wanted hehehe. Special thanks to Marielle for the balloons and carnations it was soo sweet of you even if it was annoying cuz by the end of the day I had like 10 ballons grrr LoL. Thanks also to meh and cybs for the words of wisdoms I dunno wat I wud do wifout yous. Well Im out to give propz..Take Carez Muahz
                                          ~CeS~