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Another one of those really long entries where i blab on and on about the year.. and how much i love that its 2005.. well.. lets see... in the past year ive made many friendships and realtionships but.. lost many also.. hmm where do i begin.. first off losen one of my best friendships with Michelle, dont exactly know what happened there, but Siani and i have .. hmm talked about it? and are styll trying to get over that whole deal.. then there is all of the relationships with ex boyfriends.. -.- which i honestly dont feel like talking about.. but i will feel better if i get it out.. BOYS ARE ASSHOLES.. no question about it.. they confuse u into liking them.. and then ask u out.. u get with them and they act totally different.. while treating u like shyt.. then they break up with you and go out with sum skank that u end up hating.. its the same pattern.. also in this year.. i have been more honest with myself.. referring tooh being bisexual.. and my parents and family finding out.. that was a big POO.. but hey... i got thru it.. and this year with out a doubt there are going to be even more obstacles to go through.. another friendship that i styll have but isnt as strong as i would like it to be.. is with Niani.. haha so many good times and inside jokes hun.. were styll friends.. buh not like before.. its fine tho.. not our fault that we dont hav classes together.. im just glad that i got through the year with the friendships and relationsips that i have.. and they obviously are the ones that matter.. if we got through a year.. some other random things from this year are the fight with ryan.. and bytchen at chrissy lol.. Now im going to say a little something to the few people that matter most..

Jackie- Wow this year has brought us with out a doubt .. closer.. and you know exactly how i feel about u babes.. but i love you .. with all my heart.. and im just so glad that we are together.. ;] 14u6

Siani- yo yo dawg! my bestest buddy.. we have gotten so much closer this year and u noe ur my sister no matter whut.. weve been thru a lot of drama yet had a lot of good times.. so mani inside jokes.. and laf;s lylas hun

Niani- hey hoe! ;] whats there to say?.. ur the k0olest and we have SO MANY DAM INSIDE JOKES lol.. ;] 6th period last year.. english.. the whole fight with ryan.. the jackie shyt.. maken fun of pepo.. carlos.. looken at joshs ass .. talken about the twins.. all those long chats.. i cood go on and on.. ur my favorite hoe! ;P lylas

Chrissy- my dude since 5th grade! we annoy each other all the dam time.. buh were styll kool yo.. ;]

James & Michelle- Damn.. i miss you guys.. so much... we used to talk on the fone 24.7 i duno what happened.. buh i love u no matter whut..

Oscar- haha we gotten real close in the past months.. ;] ur k0ol dude.. nd good luck with shelisa poo

Laura- dude! my rollen down the hill buddy.. we got closer this year.. nd u noe im always goen to make fun of u nd big head.. well good luck nd stay kool

Shelisa- damn i can talk to u about whut ever.. and we hav fun 24.7 talken about pepo lol.. stay koo and dont worry abotu that best looken shyt..

Stacey- even though we havnt ever met.. u noe that u giv me the BEST ADVICE in this world.. and ur the only one that i can relate with about trinidad.. and everything that i go thru.. ur so k0ol.. and i wish u and ur boy good luck.. ;]

Tim- dude!i miss summer so badly.. we dont talk anymore buh its aite..u booger switched outa my classes.. now all we hav is gym.. niani and i miss u dude.. well stay k0o and good luck at good counsel
 

Im sorry if i forgot anyone.. i tried my best not tooh..well loves to everywun.. an dmy auntie is comen on thursday.. so hopefulli my mom will get off my ass and ill beable to stay after .. for my babys game wich is thursday.. and sianis bday is on the 8th!! GET HER SUMTEN BYTCH.. and nianis bday is the 16th.. of april lol.. JUS REMMEBER THAT.. and my bday is on the 6th of march.. ways away.. buh u noe.. better gimme a hug.. hmm well.. i got therapy on tuesday!!.. ;] and sk0o is morrow.. i get to see my boo boooooooooo

I Love You Jackie

Christmas was aite.. Missd my daddy and Jackie a lot.. got sum stuff.. nothing compared to last year but im grateful ;] uhmm.. im wearen reindeer socks that i got.. and monkey pjz!!!!!!! monkeyz are the most adorablest things.. and im huggen my monkey poo ;] ahhh so nyce nd warm..now all i need is jackie and ill be satisfied.. listening to reggae cd ;] jackie has the NICEST a... aite aite lets keep it PG lol..

I miss my babes a lot.. and love her to death

YO YO THIS IS ASHLEYS XANGA.. NOT ASHLEY AND JACKIE LOL.. our xanga is A_0920_J.. THATS ASHLEY AND JACKIE.. please remember that.. cuz ur mixen it up ellen and lynn lol ;p

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i  love t.a.t.u. their lyrics.. are just wow ..

i never write in details about my whole entire day, and im in the mood so here we go:

i got to first period late because my step dad of course woke up late and got to school at like 8.. went to cafeteria and got a pass to henke .. and i wuhs freaken out cuz i thot ashley wuhs goen to get a detention.. buh she didnt cuz we had a sub ;].. the sub wuhs nice and we had to work on our project thing.. i of course wuhs not in the mood and jus ate candy.. and cut out random pictures.. talkd to siani.. and wuhs bored.. then after im walken in the hall and i see my babes ;] wich of course put a smile on my face.. talk abotu the random stuff of course.. get my hug and go to digital art.. well today i wore this tank top that says hot stuff in yellow.. and the shirt is black of course. its so kute.. buh hmm tooh revealing lol.. and ms ashton made tharuna and i go to my locker to get a sweater.. and tahts whut we did.. we walked around nd talkd.. nd bla bla.. got a sweater nd went bac to class.. we watched finding nemo wich wuhs the kutest thing ;].. and nothign realli happened.. then bell rang and i went saw chrissy and we walked upstairs.. then i walked with my babes to peang meth.. and had to RUN to garner.. so i woodnt be late.. cuz if i wuhs late that wood mean detention.. wich is not good.. i ran my faster and got there on time.. wich wuhs good.. we did random stuff.. finished sum math poo.. and then attempted to watch the grinch.. buh of course the liddo spanish pepo talkd so it got turned off.. hmm then left and walked to lunch.. got there and niani gives me a note.. its my first hint/clue as to where my present frum jackie is ;].. so chrissy and i go all around.. frum my locker to jackies locker.. to the bathroom.. then finally to the band room.. chrissy and i look and we dont see her.. and then we turn around and jackie is standing right there ;].. i walk over and wen i look up i see this KUTE picture of two bears huggen.. and a misteltoe on the top.. wich i didnt notice.. untyl my babes pointed it out.. buh it wuhs SO kute.. ;p.. so we hug and i get my two cd;s slow jamz nd reggaeee ;] the three of us walk around talken about random stuff.. go bac to lunch.. steal the daily food frum the dum kids in the back.. and talk to jackie.. then its 4th period timeeee!.. with my shm0okumz [keke] we watched a movie and ate lolipops ;].. it wuhs the best.. it wuhs like the closest thing to cuddling.. ;D one of my fav parts of the day.. then go to gym of course.. play soccer get the SHYT kiked outa my leg.. it wuhs aite.. i guess.. then 6th period.. peang meth we watched the same movie frum science class.. bla bla.. random stuff.. then 7th period.. english wit rious we got to talk the whole class.. and i brought the ring i wuhs gon giv jackie to class.. and showed shelisa lauren nd richilia.. they liked it and gav me ideas.. ;].. we talkd got candy grams.. 4 frum my hunni.. then bell rang.. got my stuff came downstairs and jackie has a speshull "itch" lol.. blabla wont talk about that.. and then i thot my mom wuhs there so i gav jackie big hugs and me nd chrissy looked for the whore.. she wuhsnt there and i had already given chrissy the ring to giv jackie cuz i of course wuhs to nervous.. then jackie comes runnen outside sayen " lauren told on uuu" and of course lauren asked her if she got the ring yet.. lol.. then i go in the gym wit chrissy nd jackie and we giv her it.. ;] she likes it nd bla bla.. lots of warm hugs and randomly looken for my mom.. i decided to go to chrissys house instead of waiten at sk0o for mi madre.. so jackie and i hug of course.. lots of that.. and i wuhs oh so sad man.. eyes getten watery.. wanten to hug forever.. u noe?.. ;[ wuhsnt good CUZ I HAVE TO WAIT SO LONG TOO SEE MY BABES AGAIN 12 FYUCKEN DAYS!!.. anywayz.. bus came.. got last hug.. and went to chrissys.. got in liddo trouble.. went shoppen wit mom a bit.. came home.. ate peice of k0okie dough.. came upstairs and got online.. talkd to the normal pepo..

wow whut a day.. lol and ryte now im listenin to ryan cabrerra.. huggen my monkey.. and thinkn about science class todayyy ;]

I Love Yooh Jackie <3

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;[ i just wanna hide in a corner and.. cry till my eyes fall off.. ;[