S0, !T`S BEEN A L0NG WH!LE S!NCE ii`VE WR!TTEN !N HERE YEAH ?? BUT TH!S BL0G, !T`S G0NNA BE S0METH!N` NEW. DETERM!NAT!0N !S A HARD TH!NG T0 D0. WE S0MET!MES HES!TATE WHEN !T C0MES T0 MAK!N` DEC!S!0NS R!GHT ?? DEC!S!0NS THAT CAN BE Y0UR FUTURE. 0R MAYBE EVEN Y0UR CAREER ? M!NE WAS HARD. & TH!S BL0G !S ALL `B0UT TAEKW0ND0.

S0 CURRENTLY. ii` L00K BACK AT H0W ii` USE T0 ACT. H0W MUCH TR0UBLES ii` W0ULD CAUSE & H0W MUCH PA!N ii`D MAKE MAH M0M G0 THR0UGH. LACK 0F C0NF!DENCE. BEL!EV!N` !N MAHSELF. L0W SELF ESTEEEM. ALL 0F THAT. ii` TH0UGHT H0W MUCH ii`VE CHANGED N0W. EVER S!NCE TAEKW0ND0 BECAME S0METH!N` APART 0F ME. TH!NGS ARE S00 MUCH D!FFERENT. ii` BECAME THE G!RL WH0 WAS A TR0UBLEMAKER; SM0KER; L0W SELF ESTEEM; LACK C0NF!DENCE; A G!RL WH0 D!DN`T G!VE A FCUK `B0UT ANYTH!N` AT ALL. !T`S TRUE THAT MANY PPLS HAVE T0LD ME ii`MA G00D F!GHTER. ii` HAVE TALENT & P0TENT!AL BUT ii` NEVER HAD THAT K!ND 0F C0NF!DENCE !N ME AT ALL. ii` NEVER TR!ED T0 SEE MAHSELF H!GHER THAN ANYB0DY ELSE. MANY T!MES MASTER MUN TR!ES T0 HELP ME UNDERSTAND THE TH!NGS HE`S TRY!N` T0 D0 F0` ME. L!KE HELP ME. L!KE TELL1N` ME T0 CLEAN THE STUD!0; HELP ASS!ST THE BLACK BELTS WH1CH !S D!EG0 & K!RK. TALK T0 THE CUST0MERS; & M0V!N` T0 M0RGAN H!LL. !T`S BCUS HE WANTED ME T0 START 0FF AS A SEED. THEN AS T!ME PASSES BY ii` CAN GR0W T0 BEC0ME A TALL & STR0NG TREE. F0` THE F!RST T!ME !N MAH L!FE ii`M ACTUALLY MAK!N` A DEC!S!0N 0N MAH 0WN. & WHEN MASTER MUN W0ULD ASK ME " D0 Y0U WANNA BEC0ME NUMBER 1 ? " ii` WAS HES!TAT!N` T0 EVEN ANSWER H!M THAT QUEST!0N. BUT N0W ii` KN0W. ii` D0 WANNA BEC0ME THE VERY BEST. WE ALL KN0W THAT !N AS!AN C0UNTR!ES G!RLS AREN`T AS !MP0RTANT AS THE GUYS YEAH ?? WELL GUESS WHA` ? ii`MA BE APART 0F THE FEMALES THAT`S MADE !T T0 THE 0LYMP!CS. THE W0RLD CUP. ii`M G0NNA PR0VE THAT FEMALES CAN BE JUST AS G00D AS THE GUYS 0R EVEN BETTER. S0 ALL 0F Y0U FEMALES F!GHTER 0UT THERE. ii` W!SH ALL 0F Y0U LAYDEES BEST 0F LUCK ! & ii`M L00K!N` F0RWARD 0N C0MPET!N` AGA!NST THE BEST 0UT THERE !! ii`M DEF!N!TELY N0T THE SAME TEENUH AS ii` WAS BACK THEN ANYM0RE. TAEKW0ND0!ST !S WH0 ii` AM & ii` W!LL L!VE BY THE RULES & REGULAT!0NS 0F !T. TH!S DEC!S!0N WASN`T EASY. CUS ii` KN0W TRA!N!N` W!LL BE HELL. BUT ii`M READY F0` !T. ii`M READY F0` WHATEVERS C0M!N` T0WARDS ME. ii` W0N`T BE AFRA!D & ii`LL LEAD THE L!L 0NES LETT!N` THEM KN0W THAT G!RLS CAN BE BETTER ;] ii` W!LL BE AS SW!FT AS THE C0URS!NG R!VER; W!TH ALL THE F0RCE 0F THE GREAT TYPH00N; W!TH ALL THE STRENGTH 0F A RAG!N F!RE.

" S!GH " S0 ii` TH!NK ii`VE WR!TTEN EN0UGH. ii` JUST WANNA THANK THESE PE0PLE THAT HAS BEEN HERE & THERE F0` ME WHEN ii` WAS WEAK. WH0 WAS THE M0ST SUPP0RT!VE <3 SEESTERNGA; MASTER MUN; EM TRAiiTALEY; B!GBR0CHR!S; HERMAN0GRANDED!EG0; B!GBR0K!RK; M0MMYKERY; B!GS!SCH!0; D0RKELT0N; & CALV!N :] THANK Y0U ALL 0H S0 MUCH F0` THE TH!NGS Y0U`VE D0NE & HELPED ME. THERE`S JUST N0 WAY ii` CAN REPAY Y0U GUYS BUT ii` CAN PR0M!SE Y0U ii`LL REPAY S0MEH0W..iiL0VEY0U ALL<33

ii` WENT 0N A VACAT!0N W!TH S0ME 0F MAH FR!ENDS. ii`0N0 WHERE WE WENT BUT AS ii` WAS WALK!N` BY MAHSELF THERE WAS TH!S GR0UP W!TH 40UR GUYS. THEY WERE S!NG!N` & 1NE GUY WALKED `R0UND T0 P!CK A G!RL F0` THE S0NG & HAPPEN T0 N0T!CE ME H!D!N` WH!LE WATCH!N` `EM S!NG!N`. HE PULLED ME !NT0 THE CR0WD & HAD ME SAT NEXT T0 TH!S VERY KY00TE GUY. !F ii` REMEMBER C0RRECTLY H!S NAME WAS THANH D!NH ??? !T C0ULD BE H!S NAME F0` THE GR0UP. WH0 KN0WS ?? THEY SANG & ii` KEPT STARR!N` !NT0 THANH`S EYES. ii` GUESS Y0U CAN SAY ii` HAD A CRUSH 0N H!M THERE & THEN. BUT SADLY, THE GUY THAT OULLED ME !NT0 THE CR0WD G0T HEATED. THANH T00K ME T0 H!S H0USE & WHEN HE WALKED 1NT0 H!S R00M HE !MMED!ATELY CAME 0UT & T0LD ME T0 WA!T F0` H1M. ii` T00K A L00K `R0UND THE H0USE THEN F!NALLY H!S R00M. ii` N0T!CED A SMALL N0TE 0N H!S BED. !T SA!D " MEET ME AT MY PLACE, Y0U`LL BE S0RRY Y0U`VE EVER MET HER " - THANH. QU!CKLY ii` RAN T0 H!S PLACE ( ii`0N0 H0W ii` KN0W ) & SAW THANH C0VERED !N BL00D YET ST!LL F!GHT!N`. ii` SAW A GUN & ii` SH0T T0 THE SKY. ii` SA!D " LET THANH G0 0R ii`LLL SH00T MAHSELF " " ii`VE DEC!DED WH0 T0 CH00SE & THAT`S THANH " THE 0THER GUY WAS SH0CKED & LET THANH G0. ii` C0VERED H!M !N MAH JACKET & STARTED WALK!N`. 0NE 0F MAH FR!END SAW US & HELPED. " ARE Y0U CRAZY ?! WHY D!D Y0U D0 TH!S T0 Y0URSELF F0` ME ?! " - ME. " BECAUSE ii` HAD T0 HAVE Y0U & ii`M N0T LETT!N` H!M GET Y0U " - THANH. THEN WE HUGGED EACH0THER REALLY T!GHT.

!T`S STRANGE H0W Y0U`RE HAV!N` SUCHA W0NDERFUL DREAM & YET, WAKE UP FR0M !T.