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Wednesday, March 19, 2008

2 recent songs i've written

Stonewalls and Arguments

V2 Speak to me

this silence is heartbreaking

And i can hardly take it

Speak to me

And kiss me

this waiting seems unbearable

and I can barely speak at all

Just kiss me

Chorus:

Lets Stop this fighting

I cant survive it

Let's just put this behind us

We wont let this define us

Lets stop this argument

There is no point to it

We know we'll make it through.

It's always me and You.

V2. Sometimes I know I say the wrong things

Its never quite what I mean

Forgive me

And sometimes you act as if you dont care.

It's more then I could ever bear

Comfort me

Chorus 1x

Bridge

Lets Break these walls between us

Lets warm the cold air in here

Chorus 1x

Grasping the Concept

Chorus:

Heart Stops. I cant breathe. You do this to me.

I'm falling. I cant Get up.

I'm falling in love.

V1. Silence fills the room as I

try and put into words what I

feel inside. I cant describe.

You leave me speechless

and I know why

Maybe it's those whispers.

That leave me stuck in shivers.

Or it could be that long embrace.

It lets me know i'm in the right place.

Chorus 1x.

V2. All these reasons seem shallow.

Baby I wish you could just know

You have changed me

rearranged me in and out

You helped me find my place and

you gave me inspiration.

I dont know where i'd me

without you here with me.

Chrorous 1x

Bridge:

Fingers pounding on these keys

Here I am giving all of me.

Please say it's enough.

Owner of my heart forever.

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Tuesday, January 22, 2008

“I knew that I had come face to face with some one whose mere personality was so fascinating that, if I allowed it to do so, it would absorb my whole nature, my whole soul, my very art itself.” -Oscar Wilde

Wow. Joe and I have been together for about 11 monthes and twelve days. It's incredible to think that it was just a couple years ago when I was anxious out of my mind because I wanted to know who that special boy would be.And then I finally found him. He crept into to my life so suddenly and changed it forever. He was the most interesting boy that I had ever met. We started talking and we couldn't stop. There was so much to him beneath the surface and I found myself wanting to know it all. He became the best friend that I had ever known and I later found myself head over heels in love with him. 11 monthes later, not a thing has changed except for the fact that i'm even more in love with him then I could possibly imagine and it grows and grows everyday.

My life has changed so much in the past year. This boy has helped inspire me and strengthen me more then I could even begin to describe. This year was definetely my biggest growing year and I had to learn a lot of lessons that really made me wise up and mature a lot. I love this boy. So much.

"Surround yourself only with people who are going to lift you higher."

"Truly great friends are hard to find, difficult to leave, and impossible to forget.”

Then there are those Incredible friends of mine. I have a ton but there are those four core friends that really mean the world to me and who have been there through so much. I love those girls.

Stephanie Hawn a.k.a Tepo- This girl is pretty much amazing.She is super talented. She knows how to rock it on stage with her piano, acoustic, or electric guitar. She never involves herself in anyones drama. She never listens to gossip or gossips herslef. She is such a solid person and really knows who she is. I love her to death and she is a super sweet photographer too. That's actually the only reason i'm friends with her. Everything else was just random.

Jennifer Leu a.k.a J.Leu- This girl and I have been super close foreverrrrrrrrr. We have seen each other through some major crap and major crappy decisions. She has helped me out with sooooo many things. She is probably the bravest girl I have ever met and will say things to people that I would never dare to. She is honest...sometimes too honest but never fake. What you see with her is what you get. If she doesn't like you, You WILL know. That's what I love about her. Her and I have some of the craziest and most retarded moments ever. haha I love it

Kimberly Allen a.k.a Kimberlynn- Haha...man...this girl is out of control crazy. She will do and say the most random things and then just walk away leaving you with the thought of "....What?" She is another person that doesnt care about peoples opinions. You can say what you want about her and she isnt even going to give it a second thought. This girl is not just crazy though. Theres definetely more to her then a lot of people see. She's super deep and wise and when you are alone with her you can have incredible conversations. She is also one of the most caring people I know. I love her!

Christina Bishop a.k.a Tia. A.k.a my Love for Life a.k.a L.F.L

So pretty much...she's incredible. She has been there for me in my roughest moments always helping me through and always helping me make the right decisions. Sometimes we fight over stupid things but we're over them two seconds later. She's the friend that I can honestly say feels like a sister to me. I know i'm going to be friends with this girl forever. We met in the 5th grade and hated each other...because I stole her spot on the cheerleading squad. haha Who wouldve thought we'd hit it off 5 years later. She is such an incredible and talented girl. She plays the piano, she's a songwriter, and has one of the most amazing voices I have ever heard. If you want to judge by yourself go to www.myspace.com/christinabishop She has done SO MUCH for me and I dont know if I could ever even begin to repay her. She's such a sweetheart

So i guess thats my update

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Wednesday, October 10, 2007

Breathe On Me Now

.:*Psalm 46:10- Be still and know that I am GOD*:.

BREATHE ON ME NOW
Kathryn Scott

When my soul has cried its tears
And my heart begins to faint
Will You draw near?
Will You meet with me?

When my days are filled with longing
And my spirit groans and waits
Will You draw near?
Will You meet with me?

I'm calling and waiting
Your presence Lord is life to me

Breathe on me now as I bow down
I'm desperate Lord for more of You
Come satisfy until I
Am even more in need of You

When my dreams have been forgotten
And my hope begins to fade
Will You draw near ?
Will You meet with me?

When my days are filled with searching
And my strength has given way
Will You draw near
Will You meet with me

I'm calling and waiting
Your presence Lord is life to me

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Saturday, July 28, 2007

Weekend Craze

mmm wow..so i have to say that so far this weekend is AMAZING! So joanie picked me up to see hairspray yesterday afternoon and we LOVED IT!! We are going to buy it and learn all the motions. And then we went grocery Shopping at ALDYS. That was sweet! Then..we went home and Jen was waiting for us and then us three hung out and we watched An Nsync video i had taped cuz Nsync is frikken amazing! And then Kendra Came over and us four talked and went into my room and then Joe Kogut And Joe Puuri (my Joe )came over and then we tried to play Jr. pictionary but after a while we all realized that we fail at that game. Stuffed Animal!? haha. And then we tried to watch a movie..Grind..that was a uh..interesting experience...And then Joanie Left and Jen, Kendra and I played outside for a while while Joe and Joe talked to my motherr and ThenWe came back in and we ALL talked and that was funnn and then Joe had to leave at like 12:00. But first we had another famous permanent marker fight..haha my arms are covered. So After he left Joe, Kendra and I found a frog and tehhehehe my mother and Jen are afraid of frogs so we spent like 40 minutes chasing them around outside with my little bro..it was interesting. Then we all watched stomp the yard!! yess! That movie rocks! haha and then it was over and then we went upstairs and were all super hyper and then I called Joe at like 2:50 in the morning! And he was like..."You're still up?!?!" And I was like YEAHH KOGUTS STILL HERE!! And joe's like sweet! Im coming back over!! So he came back over and we all talked and Joe and i were being pyscho hyper haha and it was so much fun and then the guys finally left at liek 4:40 a.m and then jen, Kendra, And I all went to bed.

Then in the morning Jen left at nine and then Ben,jessica, Jacob, And dawn came over and then Kendra had to leave and then Laura Swanson, Abby swanson, and gena swanson, and both the Joes came over and like 10 and then we all had breakfast and the jacob and dawn had to leave and then my joe.. and then Joe, Laura,Abby,Jessica, Ben and I all hung out in my room and talked..then jess and ben left and laura and Abby stayed for a while and then It was just Kogut and I and he is actually still here sleeping in my room i think haha i dunno. Anyhow. Today is miss carranzas wedding and im going and then after im going up to Joe's Cottage so yeaaa! This is an amazing weekend!!

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Wednesday, July 18, 2007

SoOoOoOo Saturday was Joe and i's 5 month anniversary!! And we went to Michigan Adventure with Ben and jessica! It was amazing! Joe is amazing! Then Yesterday we hung out with Mike vanhal and his girlfriend Megan and that was fun also. And basically this summer has just been sweet! Whoo hoo! I have seen millions of movies this past month! Or not millions but quite a few. 1408,fantastic four,Evan Almighty, transformers, License to Wed, Harry Potter, Die Hard. Probaly more but i cant think of them. transformers was a ton of fun though cuz it was christina and I with Joe, Evan, Andrew, And Jason. Hmm...summer is going by soo fast! I hate that! gahh! Oh and 2 weeks ago i went tograce Camp again for family camp! And joe came for half the week! And also i saw a hawthorne heights concert with Joe and ummm my family and i spent the night at Joes cottage! Anways thats pretty much all. The end!

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