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Tuesday, June 28, 2005

Tue, 28 Jun 2005 20:47:27 GMT

As the rain began to fall

The lonely girl slowly began to cry

For when her love said i love you

It was all just a silly lie.

He played it like a game

Though her heart was always true

She never played with that love

That was something she couldn't do.

Then to hear him say those words

Those words of unworldly hate

Took her back to when times where happy

Where he believed their love was fate.

She thought back through all of this

As she walked home in a daze

He had told her of his dreams of them together,

Now those dreams are just a haze.

Soon she wiped the tears away,

No longer seeing the need to cry,

He was the one who messed up

As she thought of this she then asked herself why

Why had she loved him so much?

Why had she fallen so fast?

She didn't have the answer

But decided to leave it in the past.

Then as the weeks past

She saw him more and more

Deep inside something began to erupt

It was loves desire knocking at the door.

She keep telling it to go away

She couldn't love him anymore

But what she didn't quite know was

She had never felt true love before.

They were okay until one day

He started the hate again

She thought she knew him

Thought she could call him a friend.

Now its all over,

Never to surface again,

For she learned her lesson

Their road has come to an end.

Friday, June 17, 2005

Fri, 17 Jun 2005 11:09:06 GMT

"Once upon a time"

The beginning of every fairy-tale

Where a poor girl's dream comes true

The same old plot never seems to fail.

The perfect story of true love

The story of a life thats fake

Not like real lifes love

Where everything can be put up for stake.

And sometimes that Prince Charming

Is nothing but that toad

Where no magic potion for love

Can make him charming or can be sold.

You have to take the chances

Nothing in life is set in stone

For if it was...........

no one would be left alone.

In reality there is not one person

Who can rescue her

From the life shes lived in pain

It never ends with a "Happily Ever After."

Friday, June 17, 2005

Fri, 17 Jun 2005 11:05:32 GMT

The relationship is over

This i know

But i still love you

This feeling just won't go.

The memory of you

Lingers in my head

Your touch...smell....kiss

All of the things you said.

You made up silly excuses

To all of my questions of why

But i heard everything

From the truth to every single lie.

You made me feel special

Like you really needed me

You saw something inside

No one else could ever see.

Reality though has set in

I know we aren't together

There may not be an "Us"

But it doesn't mean i don't care.

Thursday, June 16, 2005

Thu, 16 Jun 2005 14:20:42 GMT

My heart is aching...
From all of your lies...
The shattered me...
Cries tears from saddened eyes.
Its not working...
Your still there..
In my mind...
Just everywhere...
Why must you
haunt me so?
Or is it me
who just can't let go?
You love just poofed..
Into thinning air...
Leaving me feeling lonely..
Nothing to spare....
To you it was just three words
"I love you!"
You said it as if..
Those words where true.
You did many things..
Silly excuses are what you said..
Now those words......
Float through my head.
The memories of you..
Your touch..your kiss..
Still linger on inside..
Are the things i miss.

wrote this just this morning.........i have a long one kinda like a story i shall post later.......