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it's been awhile.
i don't plan on anyone reading any of this.
but i just need to get some things outside of my head, make things make sense, to me anyway
i really do have reasons for doing the things i do... or don't do
they may seem stupid or not even there to you
but everything i do has thoughts so complex behind it
i wish you could go inside my head.
just to know what im thinking
just so you would understand why i do the things i do... or don't do
i wish you understood just how much of my heart you take up.
i love you like i've never loved another person. the kind of love that the movies consist of. the kind that is so hard to find. and even harder to forget.
and just how much i would do for you
you mean more than the world to me, more than you could ever understand.
and nothing will ever change that
not time,
or even another person.
and i can only hope the same is true on your side...
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| i've got a girlfriend
she tells me she needs me
and she loves me
we'll probably get married
and everyone will bite their tongues so hard they'll bleed
when my mom hears this song
she'll tell me im crazy
and she'll say to me
"son you're much too young, go have some fun don't waste your youth like i did"
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| it's all about sacrifice. |
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don't worry about it.
we are all going to die soon anyway.
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| LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE
Name: Kelli Katheryn Maynard
Birth date: Oct. 23, 1988
Birth place: Kentucky
Current Location: Dacula, Ga
Eye Color: green
Hair Color: blond
Righty or Lefty: left
Zodiac Sign: scorpio
LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE
Your heritage: german and irish
What Shoes Did You wear today: none
Your weakness: trusting too easily and caring too much
Your fears: the dark, dying
Your perfect pizza: idk..i dont really like pizza. cheeze and pepperoni i guess
Goal you'd like to achieve: do everything i want before i get old and die. (wont happen though)
LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW:
Your most overused phrase: i'll kill you in the face
Your thoughts first waking up: what time is it
Your best physical feature: smile eyes and butt i guess lol
Your bedtime: i dont have one. usually around 11 on school days
Your most missed memory: brittany =(
LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK:
Pepsi or Coke: pepsi
McDonald's or Burger King: mcdonalds
Single or group dates: it depends. i like group alot though.
Adidas or Nike: Nike
Lipton Tea or Nestea: Nestea
Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla
Cappuccino or coffee: cappuccino
LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
Smoke: socially
Cuss: yes
Take a shower: NO NEVER... um yeah lol duh
Have a crush(es): yeah
Think you've been in love: yeah
Like(d) high school: yeah, its pretty okay.
Believe in yourself: not really
Get motion sickness: sometimes
Think you're a health freak: haha noo
Get along with your parents: nope
Like thunderstorms: yes i love them.
LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU?...
Drank alcohol: yeah
Gone on a date: yes
Gone to the mall: yes
Been on stage: yes. teehee
Eaten Sushi: no
Been dumped: no.. i dont think so... ew yeah actually i was hahaha
Gone skating: no
Gone skinny dipping: no
Dyed your hair: no
LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER
Played a game that required removal of clothing: no
Gotten beaten up: no
Changed who you were to fit in: no
LAYER EIGHT: GETTING OLDER
Age you hope to be married by: 20 something
Numbers of Children: 2 or 3
Describe your dream wedding: outside in the country like in that one movie.. i dont remember.. but it was gorgeous.
How do you want to die: idk. something extremely amazing.. like spontaneously combust or something.
What country would you most like to visit: Italy
LAYER NINE: IN A GAL/GUY
Best eye color?: green or blue
Best hair color?: blond. or brown. whatever looks good on them.
Short or long hair: usually long.
Articles of clothing: something pretty
LAYER TEN: IN THE NUMBERS
Number of people i can trust: about 4
Number of CD's I own: alottt
Number of piercings and where: just my ears.
Number of tattoos: none
Number of times been on T.V.: probably 3 times
Number of times my name has appeared in the Newspaper?: once =) lol
Number of scars on my body: quite a few
Number of things in my past that I regret: hmmm... im not sure. i try not to but there are a few.. |
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