01:09 - Well times have been tragic, and life has been beautiful. Not really. But I really can not deal with this site nemore. Xanga is REALLY pissing me off since they are continually changing there codes, and now my layouts are just ridiculous of what they could possibly look like. No this is not a joke, but I can almost gaurantee you I am not comming back..  I can continue to give you some help, but I really can`t stand much of xanga nemore. I rarely update my personal site ne more. Well if you have ne trouble at all, let me know on the screen name, thank you all for your support, I love you all..-- screen name .. [[Tragdy Kinda Grl]] .. IM me there for help, I`m usually always on, love .. Colleen.

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                        -- Thank You, Colleen

Can't find a song? Need help looking for one? In this section you can request for songs that you do not know.  This doesn`t garauntee that I will be able to find it, but majority of the time I will be able to.  REQUEST AWAY! .. Every month there will be a band of the month, this month is Brand New.UPDATED - October 23rd!!

Brand New-
&&   Tautou
&&   Sic Transit Gloria .. Glory Fades
&&   I Will Play My Game Beneath The Spin Light
&&   Okay I Believe You, But My Tommy Gun Don`t
&&   The Quiet Things That No One Ever Knows
&&   The Boy Who Blocked His Own Shot
&&   Jaws Theme Swimming
&&   Me vs. Maradona vs. Elvis
&&   Guernica
&&   Good To Know If I Need Attention All I Need To Do Is Die
&&   Play Crack The Sky

UPDATED

  = a new layout
  = a requested layout
  = a personal favorite
[x] - Really HOTT design!
[x] - In With A Bullet Out With Hearts
[x] - Drag Me On The Ground..  
[x] - Lets Flip A Coin *Fixed*  
[x] - Everytime You Look At Me 
[x] - A World Of Grey *super cute*
[x] - Pain Is.. -Corset Piercing *viewer discretion*
[x] - Hold on to the night
[x] - All I can say is that my life is ..
[x] - && I`m on fire when your near me
[x] - In Love ... yet so broken.
[x] - Don`t make me fall for you if you dont...
[x] - Pink [Cute] Layout
[x] - Everytime I Turn Around, I Find Myself In Pieces
[x] - LaughterGiggles in Blue
[x] - Sexy Gurl In Black and White
[x] - I Love You In Purple
[x] - Playboy Bunnie
[x] - Bestfriends In Pink and Grey
[x] - I`m Not Gonna Apoligize For It
[x] - I Painted On A Smile in Black and White
[x] - Every Night I Lie Awake Thinking Of You
[x] - && I Carved Your Name Into A Bullet...

This section is devoted all to quotes, I had a previous quotes site, but decided to combine my layouts site and quotes site into an everything site .. here is my previous site [[Click]], these quotes will be added to and updated every so often so keep checking .. UPDATED - October 23rd!!

Inside my heart is breaking
Outside my makeup’s flaking
But my smile stays on ;;
The show must go on...

DREAMS «-- with out them, we are nothhing.
what causes them is unknown. but they ARE what
makes us get up in the morning and hope that one
day they will come true.

why don`t we hit [ restart ] and
pause at our favorite partss ?

what you don't know is that after
everything that happened i still go to
bed with tears in my eyes
You grab my attention when you walk into view.
It could be past midnight but I'm still thinking of you.
I can't control the feelings you got me going through.
I want to be your baby...but that's all up to you.

Even when i pour my heart
out to you, I'm not sure it shows
that i love you more than you'll
ever know..

Lets get the b e g g i n i n g over with..
And never see the e n d..<3
because a l l the best things...
<3 happen in the m i d d l e...

People are going to want you, need you, exceed you, take you, beat you, love you, hate you, play you, rate you, save you, and break you...but that's not what makes you.

her voice became his passion
his love became her obsession
it was sweet, yet dangerous.
just how she wanted it * <3

when i first laid eyes on you,
i knew you were different than the rest
we hung out everyday & i was f a l l i n g for you
you made me feel so special
& i never want that feeling to go away
& i hope that its safe to say, you feel the same way

so here's to late nights on the phone +
sneaking kisses in the hallways + dancing
in the rain + and the sound of my heart
breaking when you tell me this is g-o-o-d-b-y-e.

Boy i feel S0RRY for you..
there was this girl that would have done
ANYTHiNG for you.. she may not be the
PRETTiEST or SMARTEST girl alive..
but i can GUARANTEE she would've
given you the world..<|3

when i first layed eyes on you,
i knew you were different than the rest
we hung out everyday & i was falling for you
you made me feel so special
& i never want that feeling to go away
& i hope that its safe to say, you feel the same way.

& if i could tell you one thing, i guess it would
be that i love hearing your voice and that your
smile just happens to brighten my entire day, &
those little things you do without even knowing it

Want to know something?
I wouldnt trade you for the world.

the way i feel about you
i just can`t [ explain ]
its the way my heart beats
when i hear your name <3

you are the one who is always in my head.
you`re the one i dream of.  you`re the one
i think of as i lay in bed. you`re the one i *
love. & there`s nobody else in this   world
that i`d rather be with.. but you. 

Do you realize what you are to me?
What you're always going to be?
You are the love of my life.. everyone
else will always be the second best.
There will never be another you <3

It's Y0U. You mean everything to me..
you are the first into my head in the morning
when i wake up, my last thought before i go to bed,
you smile at me in my dreams, when you're sad
i feel sad & when i see your true smile,
i feel incredible like there is no other thing
around & all i can see is you.. <3

he leaned over && kissed me
&& i kissed him back;;
&& then our eyes met, & it was like be both knew
so we smiled, & kissed again;
it was perfect<3

i'm tugging at my hair.. i'm pulling at my
clothes.. i'm trying to keep my cool i know 
it shows.. i'm staring at my feet, my cheeks
are turning red.. i'm searching for the words
inside my head `cause i'm feeling nervous
trying to be so perfect `cause i know you're
worth it, you're worth it


he could have a prettier girl than me
he could have a smarter girl than me
he could have a perfected girl than me
..but instead he wants me
because he loves me for what I am
not who I’m not

you know when you're in love when..he hugs you 10 times during the school day. calls you 9 times just to keep you up on his life. IM's you 8 times just to say he loves you. attempts 7 times to be with you every second of the day. takes 6 minutes to get ready for a date. spends 5 dollars on notebooks so he can write your name on them. has 4 dogs & he names them after you. changes his route 3 times just to walk with you. takes 2 seconds to make you happy. & 1 kiss to last a lifetime.

when you can't stop smiling after you talk
to him and you still get butterflies in your
stomach, & that huge smile across your face
everytime you see him , that lets you know he
will always mean something to you .


sometimes you have to forgive and forget
The 2 F's that are just to hard to do*

sometimes you feel like
only your dreams last forever

you know everythings okay
when he calls to say "im on my way"

When you feel the temptation the passion and more
dont you dare let anyone push you out the door.

The sweets of life are always the opposite
of the sweets on your mind.

When you think everythings wrong
keep your head high because everything is meant for a reason.

Dont wait for him to stop by if u never think he will
go to him and show him the way it should be done.

when the sun goes down
dont forget about the person who made your day

when i thought you loved me
you seemed so lost
and in a split second it was all gone

what happened to our love
how did it all fall apart
i still question that and
wonder if it was my fault

the first time i saw you
i knew i loved you
second time i saw you
i knew it was meant to be
third time i saw you
you had a ((girlfriend))
and could care less about me
</3

friends are like stars
you never know when they could
dissapear and enter into someone else's
sky

i told him i liked him
but i dont think he relizes how much i like him

kiss me im contagious
<3

last week i loved you
this week your just a ((memory))
in the back of my mind

Why love if losing hurts so much?
We love to know that we are not ((alone))

All love that has not friendship for its base,
Is like a mansion built upon the sand.

Love doesn't make the world go round;
love is what makes the ride worthwhile

Love is a promise, love is a souvenir,
once given never forgotten,
never let it ((disappear))

Better to have loved and lost,
than to have never loved at all

We know what we are,
but know not what we may be

Death is not the biggest fear we have;
our biggest fear is taking the risk to be alive --
the risk to be alive and express what we really are
it's hard enough when the one you love
doesn't love you back .. but it is even harder
to watch him love someone else. <\3

She felt far from okay
but sometimes the biggest
lies slip out easier than the
truth.. <|3

there are days that i love you, and days that i dont. days i'd like to be friends.and days that i wont. days i'll pick up the phone and give you a call. days im so sad i dont want to talk to you at all . days i look back at all the things that we shared. days i question myself if you really even care. theres so many things i wish i could say, but im scared it will all come out in the wrong way. no matter how much time goes by, i'll always be by your side, cause i couldnt stop loving you .. even if i tried

Waking up is hard to do when no one loves you..

In life you have two loves: one who changes the way you see yourself and the world and the other who puts you back together after you’ve lost the first.

As time goes by, & my feelings grow stronger,
to be in your arms, i can't wait any longer..
look in my eyes & you'll see it's true..
day & night my thoughts are of only you

and in the end, peter pan stole tinkerbell`s
wings ;;* so she`d never leave him.

I'm not a little girl anymore.
I've learned who to trust & who to ignore
some girls don't know a thing and
a suit case full of drama is about all they bring.

;;It's just past 8 and im feeling young & reckless
the ribbon on my wrist says "Do not open before Christmas"
were only liars but were the best
were only good for the latest trend
were only good cause you can have almost famous friends
besides, we've got such good fashion sense
--FALLOUTBOY

theres gonna be times in life where
you just keep falling. dont waste your
energy trying to climb back up.
chances are you wont get very far
before you fall down again--so just make
the best out of it and build a castle right
where you are.

You tripped me. You tripped her. I fell.
She fell. You caught her. I'm still falling...

&& so what if your friends think im crazy...
 i wasn't trying to impress them anyway

You are the greatest murderer.
Using love as a weapon.
And leaving broken hearts for evidence

& it's those days you wish you had a boyfriend, to
cuddle with. hold hands. kiss. tell him everything.
or, just by looking at him and knowing you mean the
world to him and he loves you with all his heart. It’s
those days you have to wish for a fantasy to become
reality. i just want to be loved by someone.<|3

so, I love this boy. he`s my world. but he doesn`t care
he`s off with some girl. she`s probably prettier than me;
she`s probably nicer and smarter too. but no matter how
great she is ..she`ll never love him like I do. it`s not fair
how she can just show up one day. I know I never had him,
but it`s like she took him away. doesn`t he get it? all I want
to do is hear him say to me… "i love you"

i think that inbetween all the bad things
that i said about you
all the times that i critisized you
i realized that i still love and care for you.

i'll always be the dreamer and you'll always be the dream

& i cant let you
let me down a g a i n

Welcome to the world
where being you
is just never enough

dont you hate that feeling
that if you were prettier
life would be easier ?

TURN 0UR MUSiC D0WN & WE WHiSPER
TELL ME WHAT Y0UR THiNKiN RiGHT N0W
TELL ME WHAT Y0U TH0UGHT AB0UT WHEN
Y0U WERE G0NE & S0 AL0NE ; THE W0RST
iS 0VER, Y0U CAN HAVE THE BEST 0F ME..

its rained everyday since you`ve been away
the clouds are crying – and i`m surviving <|3

Sometimes you never realize
how much you care about someone
until they stop caring about you . </3*

and when she breaks down, of course she'll make a sound, but you'll never hear her.

..&& thier soo much pain inside
that i cant even explain </3

Truth is.
I wanna be over you.
But whenver I see you,
it doesnt work.

because for me, it's always been you. always. and i've tried to fight it, & i've tried to deny it. but i can't -- you're undeniable

To let true love remain unspoken is the quickest route to a heavy heart.

It happens sometimes a moment settled and hovered and remained for much more than a moment. And sound stopped and movement stopped for much, much more than a moment. And then the moment was gone.

GiViNG ADViCE, S0LUTi0NS, 0R CURES, HAVE
CH0SEN RATHER T0 SHARE 0UR PAiN & T0UCH
0UR W0UNDS WiTH A WARM TENDER HAND. THE
FRiEND WH0 CAN BE SiLENT WiTH US iN A M0MENT
0F DESPAiR 0R C0NFUSi0N, WH0 CAN STAY WiTH
US iN AN H0UR 0F GRiEF & BEREAVEMENT, WH0
CAN T0LERATE N0T KN0WiNG, N0T CURiNG, N0T
HEALiNG & FACE US WiTH THE REALiTY 0F 0UR
P0WERLESSNESS, THAT iS A FRiEND WH0 CARES.

Tell her you think she's amazing. Tell her why you think she's so amazing. Pick her up and pretend you're going to throw her in the pool; she'll scream and fight, but secretly she loves it. Hold her hand and run. Just hold her hand. Just walk around with her. Throw pebbles at her window at night. Let her fall asleep in your arms. Sing to her, no matter how awful it sounds. Get her mad at you, then kiss her. Give her piggy back rides. Push her on swings. Tell her she looks pretty. Write her little notes. When she's sad, stay on the phone with her, even if she's not saying anything. Let her take all the pictures of you she wants. Look into her eyes. Kiss her in the rain. And when you fall in love with her, tell her.

[ everyone ] whos broken my
heart' they were like northern
stars pointing me straight into
your loving arms ` this much ii
know is true [ god bless ] the
broken road that led me straight
to    your     heart________<33

`Ox* Having someone break up with you saying "we can still be friends", is like having your dog die and your mom saying "well you can still keep it". <|3

«*:·.I'm going to write down every time you told
    .·:* me you loved me..'nd with those 5oo pages
    *:·. `I'm going to shove them down your throat s0o
     .·:* you'll have enough "I.love.you's" to tell the next girl
    *:·. who thinks she's your *  w.o.r.l.d *

&& now ii 've f a  l   l    e    n * - ' d  e  e  p  e  r *`'
cause now; we'rre closer.: and `' ii've   never *felt <3
sooo '`h a r d c o r e  just' liike that time we laid in
b e d  a n d  w a t c h e d  t h i s  w h o l e ________' 
f  u  c  k  i  n  g ' world   just '    f a  d   e      * away

Break the rules,
and stand apart,
Ignore ur head
and follow your
Heart <3

Bury me standing under your'
window with this cinder block
in hand... Yeah cause no one
will  ever`feel   like  this  again
And if I could_ move I'm sure it
would-- only be to crawl back:
__________to__you____xOx

don't make me fall for you
if you dont plan on catching me <|3

He makes me melt like a popsicle on the 4th of July...*

"lie to me" she whispered
"i love you" he said

life  is too  short  to  take it all so seriously
take  risks.  take chances.  l i v e  l i f e

yea im okay. |[in a everythings fucked up kinda way]|

there's nothing scarier than getting what you
want because that's when you really have   `
something to lose_______________ x3        

suck in my stomach.
pinch my waist.
spend hours touching up my ugly face.
all these things i fucking do..
don`t make a difference.
i`m not perfect enough for youu. <3

if i wasn`t so afraid of what would happen after..
[i would grab youu] [take you in my arms] [and kiss youu]

when a guy tells youu that you`re hot ;;
he`s looking at your body.
when a guy tells youu that you`re pretty ;;
he`s looking at your face.
when a guy tells youu that you`re beautiful ;;
he`s looking at your heart.

love hurts..
so we all cry.
tears dropping from my eyes.
the pain;; i can`t explain.
all i know is, love is pain.

not even make up could make her look beautiful;;
because real beauty is loving yourself && that`s something
that she could never do.

WANTED:
1 boy who will make my dreams come true.
1 boy who will love me no matter what i do.
someone that i can hug;; who won`t break //my// heart.
who will know how to treat me riight from the start.
if youu can fulfill my wishes, please-- let me know.

&& she playsz the song over & over again
just because it reminds her of him.

sumtimes the feeling`s we start t0 have
      again are the feelings that never really;
                                        went away *

      sometimes i get emotional.
      sometimes i do stupid things.
      sometimes i say what i should just keep inside.
      sometimes i`m sad about everything.
      sometimes i`m mad and break some things..

if tears made you pretty - -  *
than i'd be fucking   gorgeous.

your name is easy to write backwards
with a heart in the front <3
but you don`t even know
I don`t think you would care

every night you`ll call me
telling me how special she is
then later on
I`ll hear your bro/ken voice
saying how she bro/ke you
and your now in pieces
tell me who then picks you up
who puts you back together?

your blind if you can`t see
that your breaking my heart
       ... how your breaking my soul

i want you to love me
more than you ever love ANY OF THEM

and i need more than a best friend
i need more than a goodbye hug
i need the kiss on your lips
the warmth of being in your arms

why those other girls
what do they have
that i lack
why not me
wont you love me?

        my tears fall
d
o
w
n______ because i realize
you will never love me

she looks down at her arms..
all cut up and red. each time
she looks at them, she see`s
what used to be and wishes
she was dead - - and as she
touches and looks at each scar
she remembers his game .. and
that nead each scar mad a
letter that spelt out his name

remember when you held my hand
&& wiped my tears?
remember when you held me close
&& chased away my fears?
&& how you`d go out of your way..
just to see me smile? and calling me
at 3 in the morning just to talk awhile

&& i sit here`   wondering
do you ever think of me
the « - -  way i think of you

i said i dont need you.
but im a lier. i swear i do.

cut my wrists and
w a t c h  m e  b l e e d.
look on my arms,
you`ll see your name

i`d rather have bad times with y o u
then good times with someone else
i`d rather be next to you in a storm
then be safe and warm by myself
i`d rather have hard times together
t h e n  e a s y  t i m e s  a p a r t
[id] [rather] [just] [have] [you]

boy just tell me how you feel
cause i can handle being 'just friends'
but i cant handle you leading me on

</3 theres no such thing as fairy tales..

i know its so stupid to feel bro/ken hearted,
i wonder if you know j u s t  h o w  i  h u r t.

its funny how i dont wanna share someone ..
who isnt even mine </3

(   I will be right here |[waiting]| for you  )       

                         Well I can hardly wait.
Until I get the sun and your lips both pressing on my skin
                         Well I can hardly wait.
Until I feel that thrill in my heart that starts inside your eyes

&& never will I give up trying____*
because you`re everything to me

          I`m missin` you
&& nobody knows it but me.

you're not my friend; friends don't look at each other like we do...

you don't need to be "together" to get your heartbroken.

you look. he looks. you walk away
   wondering if your look had the same
      affect on him that his did on you.

++ just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. && just because they don't argue, doesn't mean they do love each other.

Don`t worry about the world coming to an end today.
It`s already |[tomorrow]| in Australia. « - - - - -chocolate_is_better_in_color, gave me this quote

. . . . what's meant to be will find a way

loved you then
L0VE you still
...always have
& always WiLL

{ + When I saw you, I was afraid to talk to you.
      When I talked to you, I was afraid to kiss you.
      When I kissed you, I was afraid to love you.
      Now that I love you, I'm afraid to lose you. + }

you don't get to choose who you have feelings for, but you do get to choose how you act on those feelings.

--------------you are everything
i never knew i always wanted

you don't know what you do to me // you don't have a clue // you don't know what it's like to be me looking at you

>> a life with love may have some thorns,
     but a life without love has no roses.<<

you don't fail if you fall
you fail if you don't try to get up...

"if you have nothing to die for what is there to live for?"

HE TAUGHT ME H0W T0 L0VE, BUT N0T H0W T0 ST0P...

never say goodbye when you still want to try
  never give up when you still feel you can take it
    never say you don't love a person when you can't let go

>>>> give me a kiss, give me the world, give me your love and i'll be your girl. give me a smile, give me your time, give me your heart and i'll give you mine.

I believe in angels,
the Kind that heaven sends 
      ...I'm surrounded
By angels, but I call
Them my best friends...

Im not myself lately Im foolish I dont do this
Ive been playing myself baby I dont care
Cause your loves got the best of me
And baby youre making a fool of me
You got me sprung and I dont care who sees
C a u s e  b a b y  y o u  g o t  m e__`
Y o u  g o t  m e  s o  c r a z y  b a b y

sometimes people just don't know '
what they are and what to follow . <3

|[somewhere far away dreams do come true]|

&& ii can`t keep my eyes off you.

life with you makes perfect sence
          « - - - you're my bestfriend

&& the truth is .. i'm still in love with you.

there are many ways of going forward !
but only ---» [ one way ] of standing still

just take this empty heart, and make it ( whole) <3

a friend is someone who knows the song in your heart    
&& will sing it back to you when you've forgotten the words.

the wilted flowers that I gave
not as nice as your bouquet '
all the lyrics -- that I wrote.  
           not as smart as       
x`          the words you spoke

|| -- || you shouldn't have to sacrifice who you are
just because somebody else has a problem with it*

I want to be remembered as the girl who always smiled
E v e n  w h e n  h e r  h e a r t  w a s  b r o k e n.
&& the one that could always brighten up your day
Even if I couldn't brighten up mi own.

So take everything and leave me scrambling.
Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place
I  t a k e  b a c k  e v e r y t h i n g  i ` v e  s a i d
You would; those words on your lips
As if they meant anything anyway..

I can forgive ; but I can't forget
and I hope you know you've lost my
R      E      S      P      E      C      T

i'm sitting here
trying to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
but the more i think
the l_e_s_s i believe it
&& the more i want you
            \\.. here with me

           it`s going to be really hard.
we're going to have to work at this everyday
             [[but i want to do that]]
                 because i want you
                   i want all of you
                    f o r e v e r . . .
                     you && me

But you don't want to talk about it
And you think you can find
Someone to fill my shoes
And you ask yourself why
That she can`t do the things i do
And you can't deny
That everywhere you go
You see my face
Hear my name
And it eats you up inside

Could you whisper in my ear
The things you wanna feel

i guess im a fool for thinking that you're thinking of me...

From Now On When You Think Of Me Just Remember
i COULD HAVE BEEN THE BEST THiNG YOU EVER HAD

SoMeTiMeS i LiE aWaKe LoOKiN aT tHe SkY
sEeiN tHe StArS aS bRiGhT aS yOuR eYeS
wAiTiN iMpAtiEnTLy tO hEaR yOuR vOiCe
iF iT wAs Up tO Me ThErE wOuLd Be No ChOiCe
LyiN bESiDe yOu iS wHeRe i WoULd Be
JuSt tO bE iN yOuR aRmS iS aLL i NeEd

I wrote our names a thousand times...
j  u  s  t    t  o    s  e  e
yours sitting NEXT to mine

Falling in love reminds you
that nothing else matters

I just want a different ending
to the same old story

It’s easy to smile when it’s you I’m smiling about

I want to be the one you can’t stop talking about.
I want to be the one who makes your day worthwhile.
I want to be the last one on your mind before you fall asleep at night.
I want to be the one to receive your love,
hold you tight, and tell you that "I love you"

Just when you least expect it,
you start thinking about how he makes you laugh
and how you feel when you’re around him
and then you realize that after all this time
you still c  a  r  e about him,
a lot more than you thought you did

We were standing there hugging
happy just to be in each other’s arms again.
I swear that hug could have last forever
& & t h e n  y o u  k i s s e d  m e .
I have never been so glad to be with somebody

When you think about him, you start to cry.
When he gets online, your tummy gets that feeling
and your heart beats t e n t i m e s f a s t e r.
When you see him, you smile without even knowing it.
That means there’s something that won’t let you give up

It isn't a sign of weakness to need love;
it takes far more strength to open your heart than to close it

do you ever feel the feeling
where you dont want to do anything,
a n d y o u d o n ' t w a n t t o s m i l e
and you dont want to fake to be happy
but at the same time you dont kno

exactly the thing that is bothering you

i can`t talk to you anymore.
it`s not that i`m mad at you.
it`s just that when i talk to you
i realize how much i love you.
and when i realize how much i love you
i realize i can`t have you.
and that just makes me love you even more

one of the toughest parts of life is deciding
when to give up or when to try harder on't be made useless
I won't be idled with despair
I will gather myself around my faith
For the light does the darkness most fear

And how high can you fly with broken wings?

& after a while the jokes arent funny
anymore, theres nothing left to smiile
about ; everyone begins to look the -
same ; lovers'  lose their passion <\3
friiendsz become enimiiesz & the life
we once knew   - »    '|[  iisz gone ]|'

it felt as if the whole sky was « - - falling  apart on me

it is a curious thought,
but it is only when you see people
looking ridiculous that you
realize just how much you love them

friends are the [[most important]] part of your life.
treasure the tears, treasure the laughter ;; `'
but most of all treasure the m e m o r i e s <3

its only a chapter in a guys life
`but in a girls * [ its the whole book ]

There are places I remember
All my life, though some have changed
Some forever not for better
Some have gone and some remain
All these places had their moments
With lovers and friends
I still can recall
Some are dead and some are living
In my life I've loved them all

I believe in memories, they look so, so pretty when I sleep
And when I wake up, you look so pretty sleeping next to me
But there is not enough time
And there is no, no song I could sing
And there is no combination of words I could say
But I will still tell you one thing
We're better together.

Loved isn't a word.
There is no past tense of love.
If you love someone,
you will always love them no matter what
All I hear is raindrops
Falling on the rooftop
Oh baby tell me why¡¯d you have to go
Cause this pain I feel
It wont go away
And today I¡¯m officially missing you

Catching your tears,
When you cry.
Pulling you through when the tide is high.

You know you are in love
when you see  the world in her eyes,
&& her eyes everywhere in the world

He whispered softly,
his words like music to her ears,
"I Love You,"
and her response the same,
heard like the gentle breeze,
"And I, love you, forever."

i'll never hurt you. i'll never lie. i'll never be untrue. i'll never give you reason to cry. i'd be unhappy if you were blue because i love you <3

tonight is a story of love and two broken hearts set by one. and all she wants is a sign of how he's making his mind <3

who knows what could happen, just do what you do and keep on laughing. one things true. theres always a brand new day. - LAGUNA BEACH <3

how does love get so off course? all i wanted was a brave knight with a good heart, soft touch, & a fast horse. ride me off into the sunset baby, i'm forever yours <3

One more sunset, maybe I'd be satisfied
But then again
I know what it would do
Leave me wishing still, for one more day with you ...

If these walls came crumbling down
Fell so hard to make us lose our faith
From whats left you'd figure it out
Still make lemonade taste like a summer day

&& if you through a party
invited everyone you ever knew
You would see the biggest gift would be from me 
&& the card attached would say
thank you for being a friend.

He doesn't make sense,
i don't make sense.. but
together we make sense.

BEST FRiENDSz F0REVER*
that`s how we`ll remain
through the drama & problems
& all sorts of pain.
through hardships & troubles
& all we`ve been through.
I know for sure, we`ll always
stay true. i`ll risk everything
I have. i`ll fight till I bleed.
give youu my own life
..if that`s what youu need.

 
I am a girl who’s had her heart broken too many times, and who’s been through too much shit to care anymore. I am whatever you want me to be, because I've been broken too many times to know my real identity.

here i go again..
thinking about all the things
    i could have done
    should have done
    would have done

I just wanted to see you smile, I just wanted you to be fine, I just wanted you to be satisfied with me and all my many imperfections, I just wanted you to be mine.  

just because i dont talk to you, or look at you, doesnt mean i dont love u... it means that im just afraid that you dont feel the same way as i do.

I should be saying that your not anyone special to me, your just a guy..
So don't lead me on, especially if it’s a lie.
So leave me alone like you’ve always done;
because you have hurt me too much
to be the right one… <//3

 
Well, I lied to you too... when I said I didn't want to be like you, because I am like you. Everything good in me I have from you.
-Armageddon

 
I'm beautiful, right?
I mean in everyone else's eyes I am.
But I'll never be beautiful in his eyes, and that kills me.
 

broken, bruised, forgotten, & sore
just too fucked up to care anymore.

& just the scent of you is enough
to make me sick to my stomach.

look at me now
tell me what you see
it’s a whole new game now
im not the girl i used to be

 
Im tired of being what you want me to be, why can’t you just love me for me?
 

I'M N0T G0ING T0 DENY IT
I'VE G0T TEARS IN MY EYES CUS 0F Y0U
& I'M CURLED 0N MY BED IN A M0UNTAIN 0F SHEETS
..I WANNA BE TAKEN AWAY..

youu were there for me so many years
making me laugh when i was in tears
i will never let anyone take your spot
because girl you`re the BEST FRiEND i got
youu laugh at my stupid jokes
put up with my worst moods
go along with my crazzy ideas
& still manage to see the
*BEST iN ME

Girls.Ladies.Sisters
This is to the ones who
have always been there
when the world shut me out.
This is to the ones who cared.
Memories.Tears.Phone Calls
Nonone can replace the times we've had.
and what we have been through.
I Love you.Best Friends.Forever<3


Everyone asks me why I like a guy like you who ignores me, rejects me, confuses me. I wish I could answer them but I don’t know why. I just do.


I am insane. & you`re my INSANiTY


When something unexpected comes,
you just have to pick it up and run with it.


HARSH WORDS HURT FEELiNGS BUT
SiLENCE BREAKS HEARTS <33


a best friend is someone who
can make you have the BEST
day of your LiFE - even if you
are having the [ woRst ] <333

so close your eyes & sleep to dream ; i`m by your side
no words to speak. we`ll set our course & make it thru
no matter how much this hurts, my heart remains with u..

for some fucked up reason
your still in my heart _ <3

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