thinking

for whole time, even summer too. i was thinking about everything what i had done. well i will tell you more later when i come back from college. anyway let me tell you how is college going. it was pretty fantastic and a lot homeworks and works but good benefits. so yeah, i think i really like college more than high school. but at same time, i really miss my friends. because most of my friends are not going same school such as like cerrtios college, golden west college, long beach college, and.. yeah. i really miss my friends when we always hang out at same spot in back alumni high school. but now when i get at college and i felt a bit different without them. but anyway, i still have some more to tell you so yeah. i just want to expressing but not right now. i will have breakfast and class at 11. so yeah hey people, have a nice day. i need to pray for support more so i will feel calm and everything. so i will talk you guys later.

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21 more days

stupid me

i dont want to go dmv and take written test for permit.

because you know what.

i failed twice

and yup.

what a loser.

yes i am.

because uh i dont know

i just am.

because i said so.

yeah. i talked like stupid right now.

BLAH.

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stress out

yeah today was stress out and i don't know why i am like that. so i think everything are too many stuff in my mind. yeah i guess it was my personal, senior year, and school. i have pain now because of ortho ugh my brace got tight and yeah i feel like i want to sleepy but i will leave to bed soon so yeah. anyway let me finish this. so i will tell you what happened when i was so much stress. yeah i think it was in 3rd period and i dont know why i was like grumpy a bit and stress but i was not show in front of my friends. because they will kill me yeah i know them since i was young. we grow up together and yeah i guess. when i came in the room and i was tired and cant stop yawned. i was on the way on the drawer to get my notebook. blah blah blah so i got sitted and i was like uhh not think of striaght again yeah. when my teacher was done with lectued.. i was kept write on the cover of jorunal with my pen. on all of page and i cant stop idk it was just my hands. i just want to get out of the stress or whatever. most of time i want to scream so bad . . and now im tired of someone who is in big troubled with her emotions and i have a;sfjd;asj stress out today. i hope i need to stop by today so i will be happy by tomorrow because of friday. oh yeah i will have exam for us government. so i dont like it because of amendement too many haha 27 blah.. anyway yeah i need to memorized and stuff. so oh yeah i found out what my grades this month for now.

per.1 marine biology - C :
per. 2 us government - B
per. 3 asl - A
per. 4 english 7-8 - A
per 5 office assisantance - A
per 6 digital film making - B

not bad so i need to catch up before progress report card come out and also i need to keep my grade look good on semester report so yeah.

man i dont know what will i can pick my major for college so i need to meet with someone at cypress college. so i will start with it next week and yeah too much to do on my senior year but that just worth it ! arghs i hope i can get my gold tassel =]

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random

okay i dont know what will i say. because i have headache now and i cant think straight now. haha yeah well let me try think. oh i will tell you what happened yeteresday was funny. so in 5th period and i helped a girl who was in troubled in office. so im workin in office assistance anyway i was just scraped the papers in machine or something whatever. so i looked up because someone was walked into the office. guesss what ? it was my swim cocah michelle. i was like OH CRAP and tried to cover my face. haha but she got me and she was like RACHEL !!! YOU ! i was like what  ? who me ? why ? im sorry im sorry ! haha (reasons why i tried to said sorry because i stopped swim team) haha anyway my cocah kept said where was you and i was like uh classes ? haha she want me to change my schedule to my other 6th period to 5th peirod haha i cant but anyway she is cool with me now. i will try to come swim meet tomorrow and yeah vs cerrtios i think anyway yeah man it was funny. but it was good to see her. anyway they have NICE sweatershirt this year! lucky them and so yeah man im so bored haha because i have no homeworks today finally but i can get bored easy if there are nothing to do. anyway yeah man i played guitar hero 2 almost all day since i got home. anyway yeah it was fun guitar hero 2 ! yay yay haha i love it but it got hard now. so man i hate headache. ugh so yup. i think i will go sleep soon yeah i think ? well i dont know so i will see. so today ... was just okay. not that excited day since monday yeah nothing excited. well i dont mean to feel down just like BLAH you know ? haha yeah. mhmm i hope i can go to LAKEWOOD DANCE CONCERT tomorrow but i dont know if i can go oh yeah and there are also have swim meet at home game. ugh ! i want to go but i have ortho appt at 3pm so yeah. i think i can go but i need to ask a permisssion from my parents. im think of my plan to see if i can go with jessica after ortho so if my papa can drop me off at my friend's house then my friend can take me to school. so my mama dont want me go with my friends who underage but they can drive and plus their parents let them. so i dont know if i can go and anyway when dance concert over so i can get my parents take me home so yeah. i will try to ask them because my friend just can take me ONCE TIME in few miles so not that far from her house. so yeah. i hope i can go but i cant ask till they get home. man it got late so hopefully. anyway yeah. i have alot plans this month and after that man i need to apply and take permit exam soon and blah blah and CAHSEE stupid english i have not pass 3 times. but i have a faith and i need to keep study and everything. so yeah i hope i can do it but thats okay i dont pass so at least i can get waiver. so that what i heard from my IEP. yeah i think i dont have to worry about it. i will get dipolma for sure. anyway i need to stop talking because there are nothing point to write a diary today. im just talkin so RANDOM yeah. because i am bored ! blah so yeah. so i will update it later. see you xanga buddies later.

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