3 british territorial army soldiers died in afghanistan the other day, blown up in a road bomb. they weren't on the front line, they weren't even meant to be near it, and they still died. caleb wants to join the new zealand territorial force, but he dismisses my worries as untrue, illogical and irrational. they're not, they're not, they're not ='(
Lie in this empty bed with this aching head
You left me here this morning, now I can't remember why
I let you in again, to get under my skin
And every time you disappear
I remember
If you’re gonna rip my heart out,
Could you use a knife that’s dull and rust in color?
Once I die there will be no way that you can cover that scar.
It’s hard. I know.
And if I get a little blood on you,
finally the world will know you’re guilty, know you're wrong
of taking everything you’ve gotten from me.
no heart, its hard. I know.
When you’re finished with the surgery
I really hope that you will turn to me
and tell me all about the fun you had
when you were cutting up, you were cutting up.
Everybody here is living life in fear of falling out of line
Tearing lives apart and breaking lots of hearts just to pass the time
And the eyes get red in the back of your head, this place will make you blind
Put it all behind me and I'll be just fine
Another sunny day beneath this cloudless sky
Sometimes I wish that it would rain here
And wash away the west coast dreaming from my eyes
There's nothing real for them to see here
I never wanted us to fade out
Resting on a love that fell apart
Where are you, I need you
You still have, still have my heart
This is the deepest cut I think I have ever felt,
These are the things I think but I will never tell.
I'm trying to walk these bridges,
Burning beneath my feet,
Well I am an echo I am heard but never seen.
These are your hearts,
Like bombs they're coming down,
They're falling on me now.
And this my last try,
Got one thing left to prove,
There's a bomber in me too.
Eyes are feeling heavy but they never seem to close
The fan blades on the ceiling spin but the air is never cold
And even though you're next to me I still feel so alone
I just can't give you anything for you to call your own
And I can feel you breathing
And it's keeping me awake
Can you feel it beating?
My heart's sinking like a weight
Something I've been keeping locked away behind my lips
I can feel it breaking free with each and every kiss
I couldn't bear to hurt you but it's all so different now
Things that I was sure of they have filled me up with doubt
When you hold one chance
And you break your hands
When the secret's safe
And you call my name
Then I am gone
When I look into your eyes, I can see
Life has buried you alive
waiting, wishing, dreaming, drifting from me
And you can't breathe
Heart as big as ocean's wide
waiting, wishing, dreaming, drifting from me
My heart is broke but I have some glue
Help me inhale and mend it with you
We'll float around and hang out on clouds
Then we'll come down
And have a hangover
I said I'm ok but I know how to lie,
You were all that i had,
You were delicate and hard to find,
Got lost in the back of my mind,
And I can never get back, no I never got back
You were not there when I needed to say,
I hit the bottom so fast that my head was spinning 'round for days,
Now I gotta go it alone,
But I will never give up, no I'll never give up
You sat me down beside myself
To show me all the reasons I was wrong for you
Was this for real? It's hard to tell
'Cause it was such a beautiful mess we had got into
I'm gonna overcome this, paper heart can't win this time
And all along, I should've known this wasn't your dream, it was mine
I know you wanted me to give up this life to be everything I was
back when you had the hands my heart was in
I was never good at goodbye
I see your face with every punch I take,
and every bone I break, it's all for you.
And my worst pains are words I cannot say,
still I will always fight on for you.
Here, A little sympathy for you to waste on me
I know you're faking it but that's okay
And I don't want to drag it out
Don't want to bring you down
I never wanted it to end this way
Even if I wanted to
I don't think that I'd get to you
There's nothing I can say to you to make you feel alive again
one day these thoughts will come together,
one day this shit will work out fine.
it's just like they said it, but it seems like forever,
yes i'm a distorted a blur in your mind,
and the ever race you run, it's only with yourself.
overcome the obstacles, you just, you need you,
nobody else
You're making choice to live like this,
And all of the noise, I am silence.
We already know how it ends tonight,
You run in the dark through a firefight.
And I would explode just to save your life,
Yeah I would explode.
Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you.
Let me tell you why,
I would die for you.
And it's still so hard to be who you are,
So you play this part,
And the show goes on.
But you've come this far with a broken heart,
Yeah you've come this far,
And you're broken.
Tear me off a piece of blanket
keep me warm and we can make it
Here's my heart, I'll let you break it
Touched your skin and I can't take it
I'm breathing in your skin tonight
Quiet is my loudest cry
Wouldn't wanna wake the eyes, that make me melt inside
And if it's healthier to leave you be,
May a sickness come and set me free
Kill me while I still believe that you were meant for me...
She calls out the farther that I fly
I love that sound so give me one more line
From the sky she pulled me down tonight
Let her go
Let her go
enjoy.
