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have you ever?
[x] broken a promise
[x] made a new best friend
[x] fell in love
[  ] fallen out of love
[x] did something you swore never to do
[x] lied
[  ] stole
[  ]went behind your parents back
[x] cried over a broken heart
[ ] dissapointed someone close
[x] hid a secret
[x] pretended to be happy
[  ] got arrested
[  ] kissed in the rain
[  ] slept under the stars
[  ] kept your new years resolution
[x] forgot your new years resolution
[x] met someone who changed your life
[  ] met one of your idols
[x] changed your outlook on life
[x] sat home all day doing nothing
[x] pretended to be sick
[  ] almost died
[x] gave up on someone important to you
[  ] lost something expensive
[  ] learned something new about yourself
[x] tried something you normally wouldnt try and liked it
[x] made a change in your life
[x] found out who your true friends were
[x] made a total fool of yourself
[x] met great people
body: appearance
[  ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[  ] have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[  ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[  ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair.
[  ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses [ i'm supposed to but i dont. ]
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercings.
[  ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[  ] I have freckles.
family/home life
[  ] I've sworn at my parents.
[  ] I've run away from home.
[  ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[  ] My biological parents are together
[  ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[  ] I've had children.
[  ] I've lost a child.
school/work
[x] I'm in school.
[  ] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school. [ ha- kinda ]
[x] I almost always do my homework. eventually
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[  ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[  ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[  ] I've stolen something from my job
[  ] I've been fired.
[  ] I've skipped school.
embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[  ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[  ] I've peed from laughing.
[  ] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[  ] I've glued my hand to something
[  ] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[  ] I've had my pants rip in public.
health
[  ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[x] I've gotten stitches.
[x] I've broken a bone.
[  ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctor's office with a friend.
[  ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[  ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.
traveling
[x] I've rode/driven over 200 miles in one day.
[  ] I've been on a plane.
[  ] I've been to Canada.
[  ] I've been to Mexico.
[  ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[  ] I've been to Las Vegas
[  ] I've been to Japan.
[  ] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[  ] I've been to Europe.
[  ] I've been to Africa.
[  ] I've been to Bermuda
experiences
[  ] I've gotten lost in my city.
[  ] I've seen a shooting star.
[  ] I've wished on a shooting star.
[  ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[  ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[  ] I've stuffed 20 people on a 6-person elevator
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts. [ 8th grade, :) ]
[x] I've been to a casino.
[  ] I've been skydiving.
[  ] I've been an abuse victim.
[  ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[  ] I've played spin the bottle.
[  ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one day.
[  ] I've crashed a car.
[  ] I've been skiing
[  ] I've been in a play.
[  ] I've met someone in person from the internet.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[  ] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[  ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi
[  ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[  ] I've eaten Sushi.
[  ] I've been snowboarding.
relationships
[x] I'm single
[  ] I'm in a relationship
[  ] I'm engaged.
[  ] I'm married.
[x] I've had someone cheat on me.
[  ] I've gone on a blind date.
[x] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[  ] I have a fear of commitment.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[  ] I've cheated in a relationship.
[  ] I've gotten divorced
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[  ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[  ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.
sexuality
[  ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
[  ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[x] I love to flirt.
[  ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[  ] I have kissed a stranger.
Honesty/Crime
[x] I am a terribly HORRIBLE liar. [ depends on who im lying to, ha ]
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[  ] I've snuck out of my house.
[  ] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[  ] I've run a red light.
[x] I've been suspended from school. [ hahaha, if iss counts ]
[  ] I've witnessed a crime.
[x] I've been in a fist fight. [ if my cousin counts, lol ]
[  ] I've been arrested.
[  ] I've shoplifted
drugs/alcohol
[  ] I've consumed alcohol.
[  ] I regularly drink.
[  ] I've passed out from drinking.
[  ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[  ] I've smoked weed
[  ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[  ] I'm a stoner.
[  ] I've snorted cocaine.
[  ] I've eaten shrooms.
[  ] I've popped E/A LITTLE LADY X
[  ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[  ] I've done hard drugs.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick. [fruit breezers- hah! :)]
[x] I can't swallow pills. [ i kinda can, but i have a really hard time ]
[  ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[  ] I take anti-depressants.
[  ] I am or have been anorexic or bulimic
[  ] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose
[  ] I'm addicted to self harm
[  ] I've woken up crying.
[x] I've cried myself to sleep.
[  ] I see a therapist.
[  ] I've seen a shrink
death and suicide
[x] I'm afraid of dying.
[  ] I hate funerals.
[  ] I've seen someone dying.
[  ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[  ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[  ] Ive thought about suicide.
[  ] I've planned my own suicide.
Materialism
[x] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[  ] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[  ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[  ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[  ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[x] I own something from Pac Sun.
[  ] I collect comic books.
[  ] I own something from The Gap
[x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[x] I own something from Abercrombie.
political/social attitudes
[  ] In general, I don't like people.
[x] I'm a feminist.
[x] I'm very outgoing. [ sometimes ]
[  ] I listen to political music.
[  ] I'm Democratic.
[x] I'm Republican.
[  ] I'm liberal.
[  ] I love george bush because hes adorable and sexy
[  ] I don't like Bush with my own reasons to back it up.
[x] I am for Bush.
random
[  ] I can sing well.
[  ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily. [ depends, on the situation, and who it is ]
[x] I watch the news. [ sometimes, if my mom's watching it ]
[  ] I don't kill bugs.
[  ] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[  ] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[  ] I am a morning person.
[x] I paid for my cell phone ring tone. [ some of them, i record the rest, lol ]
[  ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[x] I am a sports fanatic. [ kinda- FOOTBALL! ]
[x] I twirl my hair
[x] I have "x"s in my screen name [ i have one x ]
[x] I love being neat
[  ] I love Spam
[  ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[  ] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[x] I would wear pajamas to school.
[  ] I like Martha Stewart.
[  ] I know how to shoot a gun.
[  ] I am in love with love.
[x] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS. [ only sometimes, lol ]
[  ] I laugh at my own jokes.
[  ] I eat fast food weekly.
[  ] I believe in ghosts.
[  ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[  ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room. [i can't sleep if there is ANY kind of bug in the room]
[x] I am really ticklish.
[  ] I love white chocolate
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games. [ SIMS, baby! ]
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[x] I'm good at remembering names
[x] I'm good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

i got bored,
so i decided to do that. :)

wow, summer has been amazing.
but its slowly coming to an end*

and we have about less then a month left
until we have to go back to school, humff.
not excited for that at all.

i love best friends.<3
they make me smile.

hangout? lets.
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yayyyyyyyy.

P.S. i love mckenzie*

wow, this week has been amazing, i must say,
I Love Mckenzie Carol Long*
& her lesbian dog.

and our sleepovers are thee best,

mmhmm, highlights
- rohit =)
- lesbian dog
- everthing is gay [andy milonakis]
- the andy milonakis show.
- movies
- prank calling
- colored condoms?
- mckenzies obsession with penises, and sex.
- eating a whole box of bunch a crunch in like 2 minutes.
- attempting to stay up till noon with no sleep. [didnt happen]

I LOVE SUMMER.

everyone have fun.
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lets hang outttt.

im starting to like my attitude now, i dont care what anyone thinks of me, go ahead think what you want, and i like the feeling of no regrets, yes i have my mistakes, some in this past week actually but no regrets. i love everything right now, im happy, please dont ruin it. and i knoe im not perfect and that doesnt bother me, perfect means boring and thats not me. at all. im happy with myself right now, and im finally seeing i dont need a boy to make me happy and to be honest i dont want one. im fine by myself right now, i just need to learn more about me now , and learn some things like to have faith in myself and not break down when things are just unbearable im doing alot better with that. and i have thee most amazing friends.

im very honest, sometimes thats bad.
im picky, a picky eater, picky with boys. etc.
i worry alot, even about the small things.
i hate having a guilty concious.
i love being myself, but im sometimes scared to.
i love pink. especially on a guy.
i hate my negativity.
im shy and outgoing at the same time.
i love crowdsurfing.
i hate my atitude when im mad.
i get embarrassed easily.
i wish i was more independent.
im easy to talk to, ill always listen. even if i dont knoe you that well.
I love the little rascals.
im sometimes a drama queen.
i love summer alotalotalot.
im addicted to tanning, like all the time.
i sometimes fake sick to get out of things.
i love all my friends, all of you.
i hate boys , but then again i love em.
im not afraid to speak up when i need to.
i love dancing.
im a sucker for sappy romance movies.
im in love with napoleon dynamite.
ive never gone a day without music.
i would like to be more daring, and outargeous.

that was pretty much pointless.
but i felt like a random entry.

ilovebestfriends..
there amazing.

ill leave you with this - i love this movie.

the little rascals*

P.S. Happy 4th of July*

So, i hate how things are going im spending my summer mostly alone and sad. it shouldnt be like this its summer, but it really doesnt feel this way. i find myself detaching from my friends its sad and i hate it. I feel like im fading with my friends faster then i knoe it and its really sad. sometimes when i say i wanna hang out and dont its just its not a good time for me right now i want to go out and have fun but i dont because i dont wanna ruin the night for everyone else because i wouldnt be happy and i wouldnt be myself because i just cant be happy right now. i need a really good night of talking with someone. Mckenzie, i dont knoe why but i feel i could talk to you most and easiest right now so we should have a night soon. and have one of those late night boy talks as we prank. that would definitely make me happier. Because i dont knoe why but you seem to make me happier when things are just horrible. i mean you were there when i was sad about a certain boy, and you even stayed up all night talkin to him just to get us back together. and that really meant alot to me. because when everyone else was telling me i was stupid and to forget about him you didnt tell me that. you did what a friend would do. thank you so much you dont knoe how much you really mean to me. and i would do the same for you i hope you knoe that. i love so much my dear. your definitely one of my bestfriends. dont ever forget about me. because ill never forget about you.

that was pretty much pointless. but whatever.
i want you, no i need you. <3

BestFriends rock my world..
mmhmmm.

call me-
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lets hang out fo sho.