OH my gosh.. graduation is on June 5th. I took my last final today.. high school is over. Everybody else is really happy, why am I so sad? I came home from school today and cried. I left so many memories with that school. State football championship, meeting sooo many new people, failing tests, passing tests, the drama.. I don't know, i'm going to miss everything. Good and bad. I don't think I'm ready for the real world but I guess I have no choice. It's just gonna be a hard transition for me.

And I guess I was sort of denying the fact that high school was eventually going to end. Everything was gonna have to change eventually, but at the time I was having so much fun I didn't realize, or care enough, which I guess is a good thing. At least I didn't hate school. I can look back on high school and see it as, seriously, the best years of my life.

 I graduate in a little over a month. A MONTH. It's going to feel like a week. This year has gone by in a blur. Graduation is going to be tough. I grew up with alot of these people.. I've known some of them since kindergarten. But I'm honestly ready to move on.  I've grown out of high school most definitely. I want to be away from the drama and meet people who don't act so fake all the time. 

I have the best boyfriend. I never thought I would find somebody who treats me this good and makes me this happy.

My mom is finally getting over my dad, thanks to her support groups. I'm not, what he did was beyond horrible, but my mom is happy and that's what counts. 

Things are just overall good right now.

How are you?

I really hate it when the power goes out. "There's nothing to do. I'll get on Myspace..... ohhh wait..."

YEAH.

LAME.

So, the Bothell Cougars (my high school) lost the State Football Championship to Oak Harbor. It was so upsetting. I didn't go to the game, but I watched it on tv. It was 20-14. They just had a better quarterback than us.

At Taco Time today, I saw one of the Bothell football players, with a few friends. When they got up and were about to leave, the guy started crying. And all his friends were hugging him.

The game was such a big deal. It was the first time we'd ever made it to state. I know it's just football, but Bothell is a small town, so everybody was really excited and pumped up for it.

Blehh. At least we made it this far?

: )