I am not a happy person. I don't like life,
I am always in pain, and I need it to go away.
I wish someone would understand.

What Goddamnit song are you?
Lyrics:
You told me that you want to die
I said I've been there myself more than a few times
And I go back every once in a while
You called me lucky, you.. you called me lucky

You said tonight is a wonderful night to die
I asked you how you could tell
You told me to look at the sky
Look at all those stars
Look at how goddamn ugly the stars are

It's one or another
Between a rope and a bottle
I can tell you're having trouble breathing

'Cause you'll never be okay
You'll never be okay
(You'll always be in pain)
You'll always feel this way
'Cause things they never work out right
(the wrong way the lonely way)
You'll always be in pain

You told me that the daylight burned you
and that the sunrise was enough to kill you
I said maybe you're a vampire
You said it's quite possible I feel truly dead inside

Don't forget to let your life rot you inside out

That is by far the best Alkaline Trio song I've ever heard <3<3<3

Currently Playing Confessions By Usher see related

- Yeah - - - - - -

[Current Mood // ConfuSsed]

God, I love those MTV introguy commercials .. they get me every time. I hate my bus driver with a passion .. I was sleepin' this morning then when we get to school, she turns the lights on and the lights woke me up, and I asked her who the fuck she think she was .. fucking dumbass .. Other then that today was okay .. Errybody in the club gettin' tipsy .. aint that right Brittney? LoL! I ask everyone to fill this out and IM it to AlanaDanielle xo PLZ!     1. I____ Sarah.
2. Sarah is _____.
3. If I were alone in a room with Sarah, I would __________.
4. I think Sarah should ________.
5. Sarah needs ______.
6. I want to ________ Sarah.
7. Sarah reminds me of _______.
8. Without Sarah _______.
9. Memories of Sarah are ________.
10. Sarah can be __________.
11.__________ is how I describe meeting Sarah.
12. Worst thing about Sarah is _________.
13. Best thing about Sarah is _________.
14. I am ________ with Sarah.

Hanna Jordan xo:
1. I love Sarah.
2. Sarah is big pimpin.
3. If I were alone in a room with Sarah, I would laugh.
4. I think Sarah should come 2 wilbur.
5. Sarah needs 2 cum hang out w/ me sumtime
6. I want to get 2 kno Sarah.
7. Sarah reminds me of hyper psychos **.
8. Without Sarah i wuld just .. DIE! =-O.
9. Memories of Sarah are she is cool like tha otha side of tha pillow!.
10. Sarah can be __________.
11. Melody is how I describe meeting Sarah.
12. Worst thing about Sarah is she dun go 2 wilbur.
13. Best thing about Sarah is she helps me wif ANYTHING she can!.
14. I am homies with Sarah.  I love Hanna

LilHottie7515778:
1.love
2.nice
3.get ass raped(lol)
4.go out with grady
5.a man
6. to talk
7.mycuz
8.i would die
9.exciting
10.a bitch
11. fun
12.her clothes
13.we get along
14.good cusions

MADEGirl17:
1. I LoVe Sarah
2. Sarah is awesome
3. If i were alone in a room w. Sarah i would slap her.
4. I think Sarah should quit borrowing money. lol
5. Sarah needs to do the white girl dance.
6. I want to kick Sarah
7. Sarah reminds me of a CareBear
8. w/o Sarah skating wouldn't be so much fun.
9. Memories of Sarah are at me b-day party. Hehehe not saying
10. Sarah can be mean.
11. CraZy is how i describe meeting Sarah.
12. The worst thing about Sarah is that she is too hardcore...riiiight
13. The best thing about Sarah is that She is FUN to be w.
14. I am homies w. Sarah

Currently Playing Start Something By Lostprophets see related

- Last Train Home -

[Current Mood // WonDerfuLL]

I love those lil' peeps you can only get on holidays.

Friday was such a great night .. wasn't it Britt? Gosh we are such pimps! Saturday wasn't so great .. till around 6:00 cause that's when Grady showed up .. gosh that boy is a MF hottie! (^.^) He always cheers me up! But I did get pretty mad today cause my mom wouldn't let me go watch him play hockey .. douch bag. Anyways, great I still have last minute homework to do .. ha .. not gonna happen. I got my cell phone today .. so what if it's a lil' beat up cause it was my uncle's old one .. a cell phone is a cell phone .. and that's all that matters and the fact that it's cute .. heh ..

Sarah -AkA- Alana Danielle <3

Currently Playing Trapt By Trapt see related

- Echo - -

[Current Mood // TiReD]

Neeeeeeeewwwww Layyyyyyoooouuuutttt!!!!! Ya like .. I shhhure do .. gosh I can not wait till tonight! I get to see my -PrEtTyFuL- Breanna -AkA- Brittney Marie and her lovely speed skates I was tired all day .. I about feel asleep in all 6 outta 7 classes .. god I'ma badass .. gosh .. i can not keep my drinks in the glass .. I swear I spill my drinks like 5 times a day .. it's starting to piss me off .. heh .. Myke's right, livejournal is pathitic .. Danni sure seemed perky today. I really don't want to know why .. and on sunday I still have to do Sara's layout and Hanna's layout too .. ehh .. that should be to hard .. I mean it only took my like 30 minutes to do mine .. can't you guys tell I'm jus rambling on and on so I have something to talk about .. LeL .. YeS! I don't have to do last minute homework over the weekend! Sweeeeeet! Ohh, and I final go to puttin' Taking Back Sunday on my xanga like I said I was gonna do like a week or so ago .. LoL. Okay, well kids, I'm gon' go .. don't miss me too much!

Sarah -AkA- Alana Danielle <3

Currently Playing 200 Km/H in the Wrong Lane By T.A.T.U. see related

- Ya Tvoi Vrag -

[Current Mood // HyPeD]

If you asked me how many times my heart has been broken, I'd tell you to look into the sky and count the *stars*

[[EMO]]
-Do you enjoy depressing music? Quite Often
-What makes you sigh? Danni's notes .. LOL Mr. Walters' class!
-How many hours a day, on average, do you spend feeling sorry for yourself? I don't know .. alot though
-Who or what always brings you down? Ugh. Parents/friends/teachers
-Do you wear glasses? Nope, unfortunately ..
-What frightens you? Public Bathrooms .. mostly .. spiders .. snakes .. heights
-Do you wear sweaters all the time? When it's cold.
-What makes you tick? Parents/Friends (friends rarely ever make me pissed tho)
-How many times has your heart been broken? Look into the sky and count the stars
-What do you think of Dashboard Confessional? Hehe..Do you need to ask?

[[PUNK]]
-Tell me about that time you broke that law! Holy Shit dude! I fucking J-Walked .. I am sooooo bad .. you mother fuckers can't touch this!
-What or who pisses you off? Parents/friends ..
-Would you rather date a sissy or a homebody? Uhhh..No comment
-Sex or drugs or breaking stuff? Breaking stuff! Hell yeaa
-The Clash or The Ramones? Ramones baby!
-What do you think about Anarchy? Dont know much anymore..Prochoice
-Tell me about a prank you played! Prank calling wal-mart .. it's quite fun .. you should try it some time
-Do you do things that are "bad for your body"? Haha .. Probably
-How many times have/were you kicked out of that place?! Many times
-Are you in trouble all the time? If im not im gone ..

[[GOTH]]
-Do you want to die? Did you have to ask .. ?
-What do you think about graveyards? A nice quiet place to reguvinate yourself
-Do you write poetry often? Yes.
-How much black clothing do you own? 50% are black .. Mostly shirts though ..
-What type of makeup do you wear? Black Eyeliner sometimes
-Masochism or sadism? sadism
-How do you feel about the rest of the world? a living hell
-Do you cry often? Yes. 
-What do you think about vampires? They're fucking awesome .. Vampires are the shit.

[[METAL]]
-How messy are you in general? HAHA.
-Do you bang your head on things repeatedly? Yes .. lol
-What do you think of mullets? HaHa! MuLlEt .. that's a funny word!
-When did you start drinking alchohol? Since I was eight .. mom lemme have some rum n' coke .. that is the shiet!
-Do you go to concerts often? Hell yes
-What bands rock your pants off like whoa? OrGy BaBy!
-What do you think about violence? Everyday Usage..
-Who or what makes you homicidal? Johnny..haha That was LAME
-Worship Satan or practice black magic? Neither..
-How wild are you in general? Depends on who im with ..

[[GRUNGE]]
-Are you wearing any clean clothes right now? Yeah.
-How often do you do the laundry, anyway? When ever my mom decides to do it ..
-Do you wear flannel shirts a lot? No ..
-When was the last time you showered? This morning
-Do you speak clearly? Not all the time..
-Are you a lazy person? Yes! Who isnt?
-Do you play any instruments? Yeaa..
-Who or what do you rant about a lot? Things going on during the day .. or things that are going to happen .. or things that have already happened ..
-Empathy or Sympathy? How about appathy?
-What do you think about Nirvana? They KICK ASS...<3 Kurt

[[INDIE]]
-What makes you different from the rest of them? Uhhh...?
-Who or what makes you bitter? Parents/friends.
-What was the last big decision you made? Saying yes ..
-Are you a happy-go-lucky type of person? Only when I'm hyper and you can catch that side of me at the skating rink quite often
-What do you think about conformity? Wtf? No clue
-How hard do you work to get what you want? Depends on what I want..
-What do you resent? Holy Shit these Questions suck!
-Why might some people consider you to be an asshole? Because I am an asshole if you piss me off enough..
-Do you trust others? Only some people..
-Are you a loyal friend? Yeaa..

[[RAP]]
-Do you live in the ghetto? No, But my cousin does ..
-Have you ever even held a gun before or been shot with a gun before? Yes and yes .. my parents shot me with a bb gun .. assholes ..
-How much bling do you own? Shiet .. I don't own bling bling .. I own bling blang beyotch!
-Would you rather have your best friend be a wangsta or a wigga? Wangsta .. I can hardly stand wiggers .. cough*bryce*cough
-Would you rather be bustin' caps or rollin' joints? I can roll joints and be bustin' a cap in ya ass at dah same time beyotch!
-Big butts or big boobs? I sho dun' fly dat way yo
-What's your best pickup line? "Can I Holla at chu?" HaHa!
-"Fo' Sho" or "Yeah, son"? Fo' Sho' .. Jonhy D represents Yeah, Son!
-What race are most of your friends? White fo' sho'
-Ever been to prison? No, but I've done some shit that could have gotten me in jail

[[POP]]
-Who or what makes you so excited you piss your pants? Bert! Captain McCracken!
-Prep or Yuppie? Agh Neither ..
-How much money do you spend on bad music? Why the Fuck would u spend money on music if its bad???
-Justin Timberlake or Nick Carter? Niether! The HoRrOr!
-How many of your friends still listen to NKOTB? WTF is that?
-Do you like mainstream music? I'm kinda forced too.
-Do you want to be a pop diva? Hell No.
-How many times, on average, do you say "like" in a sentance? I don't know!
-OMIGOD or OMG? OMIGOD?? all I say is omg if someone does something stupider then shit
-Ditsy or just plain stupid? Just Plain Stupid..haha

Sarah -AkA- Alana Danielle <3

P.S.-Yes, I can speak russian ..