You know it's not one of those stupid little crushes when you see him and your heart seems to flip.
You babble and make an idiot of yourself.
You bite your lip and study every little part of his body.
You get mad when he even talks to another girl.
Sometimes, you even want to make him jealous.
You can't stop talking about him!
Or staring at him.
And you know it's not one of those stupid little crushes when you just can't stop loving him. And he's still all you ever think about.
it's easy to convince yourself you aren't in love with someone
until you see them in the hallway,
or smell someone with their cologne,
and then you're like, here we go again
so my conclusion is this:
you don't ever stop loving someone
it's more a matter of learning to deal with the pain
of not having them anymore
9th Grade: He saw her, the girl that he loved, with her long, auburn, hair, blown through the wind. She approached him. "I'm having a party, and my new boyfriend will be there! Would you like to come?" He agreed to go, although he knew he'd be hurt seeing them together.
Senior Year: It was the senior prom, and he still loved her so. He had no date, and she had no date, so being the best friends that they were, they agreed to go together as friends if they didn`t get a date. At the end of the prom, she thanked him and briefly kissed him on the cheek.
Her Wedding Day: He still loved her, but he knew it wasn't happening anymore, now that she was getting married. He sat in the pew and watched as they did their wedding vows. At the end of the mass, he greeted her and she thanked him for coming. She hugged him ever so slightly.
Her Funeral: Devestated, he went to her funeral to show respect. She never knew how much I loved her! he thought. As he listened to her eulogy, there was an entry from her diary from the prom in it. It read, "I wish he knew how much I loved him. I wish we could have went as more than just friends." He felt a tear trickle down his cheek as he thought, "Why didn`t I tell her?"
And so, this is what happens when you don`t tell someone how you feel for them. Who knows if they may love you back?
It's hard to wait around for
something that you know
might never happen --
but it's even harder to give
up when you know it's
everything that you want.</3
she's moved on. and i feel sorry for you because she thought you were the most amazing boy ever. if she could have any guy in the world, she would have picked you above the others. she thought you were different. she was wrong. you're just another guy to her now.
"You can't live your life for other people.
You've got to do what's right for you.
Even if it hurts some people you love."
You never thought I could be so strong.
You can see there`s a part of me you cannot beat.
And a part of you will always remember me.
When you look around and you are so alone
we're sad and yeah, we always
want our friends to know, but
whenever they ask that one
question "Are you okay?" we
always lie. " I'm fine" we say. I
just wish someone would look
at my pained eyes and say
" No , you ' re not. " | 
