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Tuesday, May 20, 2008

  • Ack.Sorry.Ack

    I haven't been on here in so long.

    I'm up to 126 however, I recently started birth control and my boobs grew so yay.  um.....I've done a LOT of binging.  I've been doing a lot of drugs lately.  I've been smoking (oddly enough) green tea and it has some of the same effects as weed (except no munchies), I've been snorting ritalin, I've been taking diet pills, and today I tried snorting an anti-anxiety medication.....soo.....yeah.......

     

    Um.

     

    880 today.

     

    Which is a lot better than most other days.

    I ate a muffin, banana, apple, veggie delite sub, some turkey, and oatmeal.

Monday, April 28, 2008

Sunday, April 27, 2008

  • Cell Phone Troubles

    So I was doing laundry and I couldn't find my cell phone.....then I remembered the last place they were was in my jean pocket....I went into my room to see if it was still there...but then I realized I'd put those jeans in the wash!  So I've lost over 50 people's phone numbers and 50 pictures...My parents are so pissed off at me right now it's not cool...Plus tomorrow I have my driver's test....eck...

  • Not that bad.

    Current Weight:  122

    B-diet lipton green tea:  0

    L-water:  0

    D-Subway 6" veggie delite no cheese or dressings: 230
    orange:  70

    Total:  300

    Exercise: 30 minutes on the elliptical at the YMCA:  310

    Total Calories-Exercise=10

    Wow.  My mom flipped out on me today.  I refused to eat the steak she made for dinner and instead went out for subway and she was so pissed.  I hate steak.  I always have and always will.  Plus it has a ton of calories.  Why eat something I hate that has a ton of calories???

    I thought for sure I was going to faint at the gym.  I was sweating so bad and I was dizzy and my chest hurt so bad.  But my boyfriend was next to me and he seemed all fine so I pushed myself harder and made it through the 30 minute session we signed up for.

Saturday, April 26, 2008

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    • Name: x_dyingtobe_thin
    • Birthday: 6/24/1991
    • Gender: Female
    • Member Since: 4/24/2008

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  • I guess I better tell you right off the bat...it's called bulimia... It's because I'm not good enough to be anorexic. And I'm not "pro-ana" or into the whole "think thin" scene...I just want to be good enough and have some support while I'm at it...

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