okay.. so its defiantly been a loooong ass time since i last wrote in here. wayyy too much to talk about since my last update so ill just start with my weekend. friday. i skipped school and slept. my lover jasmine came over after she had work and we got hyped up for our night. nothing much but it was exciting =D so i did up her hair and makeup and got her a hot outfit while i did the same for myself.. and we went out with some of her co-workers. fun.. for her. lol.. it was someone shes had her eye on so i was like the third wheel but w.e cus i owed it to her for third wheelin' with me and my baby. so yeah anyways. we got back in before my rents came home and we cleaned the house in a swear record time lol. after that. we chilled round in my room and talked to kyle. fun stuff... not really. rents came home and we got tired so finally we went to bed. there my fri. now sat came rolling by. we woke up.. mybad. she woke up at like 7ish and finally i rolled outta bed at like 9ish. and i did her makeup and i curled her hair for her for work.. and then we went downstairs make pancakes for my family and toast and eggs for her. im not that big on breakfast. then she left me and i sat at home all by my lonesome self.. whoop. then my rents were just like oh cant go see josh gracin. its spose to be storming alllllll day.. man do they lie lmao! so we all got ready went to the mall got corey his bday gift then went out to chesapeake. chilled at the andersons till about 6 then it was time to go eat mongolian.. holler.. so we go out to eat.. the sky are looking mighty dark.. still hasnt rained at all that day so im missing out on the concert already. my dads like boy we need to run inside its about to pour any minute now.. so all 9 of us run inside.. boo. we ate bsed and left.. still freaking dry. so now sarahs a bit pissed. she missed her concert and it has yet to rain. mr. weatherman frank being the dumbass he is; is all like.. oh man its about to come down on us any second. everyones spazing.. the parents all head out to the bar while louis and my dad take the kids back to coreys house.. so still no rain.. didnt rain at all.. man dont trust meteorologists in the military. they know ziltch. so im like making funny sounds in the back seat cus i had to pee so damn bad.. after getting lost we get to coreys house lou and my dad leaves and its us 6 kids alone in a big arse house.. FUN STUFF! so we chilled piged out. played DDR.. all that fun stuff.. i tanned and then passed out. woke back up at 4am then passed back out 5 minutes later in someone elses bed. =) sunday. we all woke up. me i eat cake. we chilled around watched some weird ass ICP movie called bowling balls.. wtf. anywhos. then watched thirteen.. best movie of all times! ... then rents left for the travis trigg concert. again 6 kids empty house. so we set the hot tub up.. fill it up. water overflows. big mess.. whoa buddy. we cleaned that up and got in. we chilled in there till we dared each other to jump into the pool fucking ----0 degrees.. crazy. back into the hot tub for  a bit then i got out and ate. we all got showers ate more. then chilled till the rents got home and then i went home. =D so on our way home we get mcdonalds.. get home and me and my mom tried on our new clothes we got from the mall.. big weekend. love yawll =D

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he calls & calls but she refuses to answer her phone. tears pour from her eyes as she sits by it listening to it ring over & over again. but what this eager boy on the other end doesn`t realize is that he`s breaking her heart. because.. the truth is she wants is to pick up the phone and hear his apologies so bad. but she holds back. and what she doesn`t realize is that she`s breaking this guys heart. but the truth is he can`t live without her but she`ll never know. because it`ll end after this.. he`ll try to talk to her again & it will break her stubborn heart and she`ll wish she had picked up the phone & got back what she was so sure she never wanted again.

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     .. well im a wreck. i just really cant explain it.

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                            kiss her when she least expects it..

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2. Try to secretly smell your hair, but you always notice.

3. Stick up for you, but still respects your independence.

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5. Come up behind you and put his arms around you.

6. Play with your hair.

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18. Appreciate you.

19. Help others out.

20. Drive 5 hours just to see you for 1.

21. Always gives you a peck on the cheek when you depart from each others company, even when his friends are watching.

22. Sing, even if he can't.

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24. Stare at you.

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