| Tomorrow is a new day.
Tomorrow I can be a new me, I can be anything,
And today won't mean a thing.
Tomorrow I can start over,
And chart a whole new course.
Tomorrow I leave this life behind,
I cut the ropes, but leave the knots.
I'll put down this baggage,
It will not weigh on me any longer.
In all my future endeavors,
I will be rid of my past,
And look solely to the future.
Tomorrow is a new day,
And today is just a dream. |
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| I'm far from vulnerable.
I'm inches from apathetic.
I'm moments from forgotten.
I'm miles from conformity.
I'm on the edge of release.
I'm no where near escape.
I'm too close to bitterness.
I'm much too far from understanding.
I'm an arms length from grace.
I'm years away from maturing.
I'm meeting growth.
I'm latching onto hope.
I'm walking away from strength.
I'm running right back into it.
I'm crossing the line into forgiven.
And I'm turning my back on afraid. |
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| I want to share all my secrets with you
I want to watch fireworks in the grass
I want to see the sun reflected in your eyes
I want to hold your hand in the mall
I want to see my favorite band with you
And listen to John Mayer in your car
I want to walk through the park
And stay outside past dark
I want to drink starbucks with you
I want to eat at your favorite restaurant
I want to watch your favorite movie
Then make you watch One Tree Hill
I want to play tennis with you
And basketball and baseball and football too
I want to buy you things for no reason at all
I want to make mix CDs for you
And I want you to play me songs
I want to listen to your guitar
And sing along to it all night
I want to stay with you under the stars
I want to forget what home is
I want home to be wherever you are
I want you to make my parents laugh
And I want to go shopping with your mom
Then watch the big game with your dad
I want to build lego houses with you
I want to ask you to prom
I want to light candles and sit in silence
I want you to know everything about me
And I want to know you like I know me
I want to drive till we hit the ocean
And play in the waves with you
I want to write with you and draw with you
I want to read with you and paint with you
I want to create with you
And I want to destroy with you
I want to pray with you and for you
I want to go on adventures with you
I want to lay with you for hours on end
I want you to be there when all my dreams come true. I dont know who you are,
But I do know that someday,
I will love you with all that I am.
So until then, I'm waiting for you.
You don't have to sweep me off my feet,
Or come riding in a big, white horse.
But however you get here,
Please make it soon. |
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| 2. | without liveliness or spirit; dull or tedious: a vapid party; vapid conversation. |
Usually it makes me nauseous, the way you wear your heart on your sleeve,
but its time like these when it makes me sick to my stomach with jealousy. Life's like an hour glass. Over time, everything falls to the ground.
But if you just wait, eventually someone will turn it all upside. |
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| I am everything that I hate.
Lies slip easily from my tongue.
My pride could fill a room.
I despise the wanted,
And yet envy them all at once.
I fight the evils of the world,
Yet cannot tame the demons raging inside of me.
I long to be loved,
Yet flee from the needy.
I run from all forms of committment,
But hate everyone that walked away.
My closet overflows with skeletons.
I'm weighed down with worries of tomorrow.
I decieve the world around me,
Not with words but with my actions.
People believe me to be strong,
But my stomach churns with weakness.
People believe me to be honest,
But I hide my fears and failures.
People believe me to be worthy,
But I'm nothing.
I am nothing to no one.
Don't mistake me for anything more.
I speak of saving,
When I cannot even save myself.
I am everything that I hate.
And then some. |
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