wow spring break went by hella fast...even though what i did everyday was the EXACT SAME THING: wake up, hospital, lunch, hospital, gym, dinner, hospital, home, sleep. but good to know that my mom's surgery went well..she did get an infection from it so she was in the hospital for 10 days but now shes home recovering =) yay! so yeah this spring break was pretty much a bummer although some quality family time was spent daily- which is always a good thing. =) today i finally got to go out and do something- so i hung out with jestina haha good times. then i came home and watched super-size me. i swear i will never eat fast food again!  eww (of course in n out doesnt count haha..but i have that rarely.) starting monday i begin my all raw-fruit and vegetable diet for one week. shouldnt be bad since i love fruit so much my mom thinks i might develop diabetes cuz i have too much fruit- silly lady =P anyways i hope everyone's spring break went well. 2 more months to go and we're out!! its gonna go by sooo quickly...so much stuff going on- next weekend- serra fashion show, then the week after that...is the infamous AQUACADES!!! (WhoOoOo GO PYTHONS '05!!)...then the week after that...Prom 05- Red Carpet Affair....oh man and the week after that..is AP exams...=/ ew.

update later. xoxo.

-emm

Age is a funny thing...

do you realize that the only time in our lives when we like to get old is when we're kids? if you're less than 10 years old, you are so excited about aging that you think in fractions. how old are you?..i'm 4 and a half!...you are never 36 and a half...but you are 4 and a half...going on 5!!

you get into your teens, now they can't hold you back. you jump to the next number. how old are you? I'm going to be 16. and then the greatest day of your life happens...you become 21. But you see, even the words sound like a ceremony...you BECOME 21!! YESS!!!!

but then...you turn 30...oooh what happened there? makes you sound like bad milk...she TURNED, we had to throw her out. there's no fun now, oh god its all slipping away...

whats wrong?? what changed?? you BECOME 21, you TURN 31, then you're PUSHING 40...you REACH 50 and then you MAKE IT to 60. whew!! by then you've built up so much speed...you HIT 70!!!

after that...its a day by day thing...when you get into your 80's you wont buy green bananas for fear they wont ripen in time. you settle for "hitting lunch" or "making bedtime"!

and it doesnt end there. Into your 90's, you start going backwaqrds. I was JUST 92. Then a strange thing happens, if you make it over a 100, you become a little kid again..."I'm 100 and a half"!!!

isnt age a funny thing?? =)

what a week. well short week..we got thursday and friday off...monday i didnt go to school till like 1- really no point- i know...but i had to go in to work on a project. then yesterday..a day i will never forget.

i lost someone i hold dearly in my heart. it was so shocking to hear it so randomly in middle of english class and right away tears flooded. you never really know what u are missing until its gone. and it is so unfortunate that her life ended so quickly- at least she is now at peace with herself and is in the hands of God. i love you stacy...i miss you so much...such a sweet girl with an amazing spirit- i will never forget you. rest in peace...

wow havent updated in a looonnnggg time..kinda forgot bout xanga after myspace started =P hehe. well not much has been goin on. mark came back VN to visit for about a week with his newly wed. shes really nice =) so we went shopping a lot haha. hmm oooh couple weeks ago kath, me, shan, and amanda went to the SAP open in san jo! it was so much fun!! we got hella good seats too! 8th row! hmm i got mardy fish's autograph..and we think hes startin to get cuter and cuter- another tennis pro cutie to add to the list. but nothin tops andy!! =D haha. so i went to vegas last weekend with parents and bro. and my uncle, his wife, and my other uncle, and my grandma went too. it was cool got to chill and relax a lil bit- take a break from the hectic school life. although i did spend two nights doing calculus homework in the hotel room- how fun. so yeah schools been alright. and my personal goals are slowly being achieved so i hope things work out well.

friday night was kristina's cotillion. it was fun =) it was at the embassy suites in burlingame in the ball room. lots of people. its always fun to dress up (i got to wear my bcbg dress!! ahhhh too badd thats probably my only time i get to wear it ) and hang out with ur buds. party it up alll niiiighhht...actually it wasnt much partying..but it was still fun. i think the best part of the night was when the guy i was paired up with to present the candle and flower to kristina...he asked me to stoop down a lil bit because he felt short standing next to me.. HAHAHHAHA omg that was so great..that was the first time ive ever heard that. EVER. someone feeling short...next to me?!?! classic. ANOTHER good part was watching kristina dance with her dad...it was like a wedding...brought a tear to my eye..so sweet. hehe...ooh and another good part that just made my day...thiele told me i was doin better in ap calc! haha "relax. now the question is...are u gonna get a 4 or a 5?" wow that just boosted my confidence =] sigh of relief.

what else...OH! i got my hair cut! again!....i got it fixed by my regular hair stylist..the other lady i went to "wanted to try something new"...and it turn out like crap..so now it looks better! and i also invested in a pricey hair straightener...yes..another hair straightener...but she guaranteed me that its worth it and it will last me a looooonnnnggg time. and by the looks and feel of it...i think it will. its trusted.

starting to go back to the gym...and it feeel gRrReAT to be workin out again. muscles kinda turned into flab after tennis ended..but its time to get back into shape! =] my parents have RESTRICTED me to only 90 minutes MAX at the gym...thats not that bad...but i still dont like the idea of restriction. arg..but at least they let me go now...so thats a good thing...

anyways this entry is getting quite lengthy. so im gonna stop. bye!!

-emm