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Friday, August 29, 2008

Fri, 29 Aug 2008 03:09:05 GMT

dont try to fit in
we were born to stand out

Love taught me I could have feelings I never felt
before. Losing taught me to hold on to something
good if I find it. Living taught me to never
regret anything because at that very moment
It seemed right .. <3

just blow the speakers. we can sing like
rock stars && dance like were famous

maybe the best thing is to stop
figuring out where you're going,
& just enjoy where you are

act like a retard, laugh like it's infamous,
dance endlessly and i promise you--you're
living the life you've always wanted to live,
just never had.

i laugh every time i start to
think about him. we set that
summer out in style. well, hes
gone, but he left me with a smile
'cause he was mine for a while.

im the kind of girl that doesnt say much.
sometimes, i dont know what to say at all,
but when i do say something, i mean every word.
i dont want to be like every other teenage girl.
i want to be remembered; & i want my voice
to make a difference in someone elses life.

Do whatever makes you happy
cause in the end, you're the only
one who's guaranteed to be there

maybe the best thing to do is
stop figuring our where youre going,
& just enjoy where youre at.

laugh when you can ;
apologize when you should.
& let go of what you can`t change.

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Wed, 23 Jul 2008 01:54:58 GMT

Celebrate we will
Because life is short
but sweet for certain

Turns out not where
but who you're with
that really matters

Stay up and make some memories

What I want is what I've not got,
and what I need is all around me.

The truth is you dont know what is going to happen tomorrow.
Life is a crazy ride,
and nothing is guaranteed.

Some days you gotta dance.
Live it up when you get the chance.
Cause when the world doesn't make no sense
and you're feeling just a little too tense,
gotta loosen up those chains; and dance.

I think the thing to do
is to enjoy the ride while you're on it.
+Johnny Depp

Life moves pretty fast. If you don't stop and look around once in a while, you could miss it.
:Ferris Bueller's day off:

We’re all bizarre.
Some of us are just better at hiding it, that’s all.
:The Breakfast Club:

I'm selfish, impatient, & a little insecure.
I make mistakes, I'm out of control
and at times I'm hard to handle,
but if you can't handle me at my worst,
then you sure as hell
don't deserve me at my best.
-Marilyn Monroe-

you need to live up life and do crazy things ;
otherwise, it's just a bunch of thursdays strung together.

you do what you love and fuck the rest

Thursday, May 29, 2008

Thu, 29 May 2008 02:02:36 GMT

I know it seems hard sometimes but remember one thing.
Through every dark night, theres a bright day after that.
So no matter how hard it get, stick your chest out, keep ya head up, and handle it

I set goals, take control, drink out my own bottle
I make mistakes but learn from every one
And when it's said and done
I bet this brother be a better one
If I upset you dont stress
Never forget, that God isn't finished with me yet

The way I see it, you should live everyday like its your birthday

The only rule is don't be boring and dress cute wherever you go. Life is too short to blend in

“A guy and a girl can be just friends, but at one point or another, they will fall for each other...Maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late, or maybe forever”

See you and me have a better time than most can dream of, better than the best, so we can pull on through, whatever tears at us, whatever holds us down, and if nothing can be done, we'll make the best of what's around.”

“Celebrate we will for life is short but sweet for certain”

Thursday, May 01, 2008

Thu, 01 May 2008 02:52:18 GMT

Star crossed lovers, we do what we want to. Some learn the hard way, we all learn through consequence. I say, if the futures been drawn out then nobody’s living.

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Tue, 15 Apr 2008 00:10:23 GMT

I like simple songs with pretty words.
I tried poetry, but it's just no good. the pages get lost,
besides I’d much rather sing to you.
I love living life with you by my side
you're a smart kid with a beautiful smile.
and oh god those technicolor eyes.

You got me all wrong,
but you got me.

if it were you & me tonight,
i would tame the stars &
save the brightest one for you.

And there's nothing under these bright stars
That could bring this night to ruin
So hold on tightly to me baby
Because tonight's gonna end too soon

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

Wed, 09 Apr 2008 01:18:15 GMT

MARILYN MONROE

I don't want to make money. I just want to be wonderful.

People respect you because they feel you've survived hard times and endured, and although you've become famous, you haven't become phony.

I love to do the things the censors won't pass.

It's better to be unhappy alone than unhappy with someone.

In Hollywood a girl's virtue is much less important than her hairdo. You're judged by how you look, not by what you are. Hollywood's a place where they'll pay you a thousand dollars for kiss, and fifty cents for your soul. I know, because I turned down the first offer often enough and held out for the fifty.

Sex is part of nature. I go along with nature

It's woman's spirit and mood a man has to stimulate in order to make sex interesting. The real lover is the man who can thrill you by touching your head or smiling into your eyes or just staring into space.

What do I wear in bed? Why, Chanel No. 5, of course.

If you can make a girl laugh - you can make her do anything

the nicest thing for me is sleep, then at least i can dream

I want to grow old without facelifts... I want to have the courage to be loyal to the face I've made. Sometimes I think it would be easier to avoid old age, to die young, but then you'd never complete your life, would you? You'd never wholly know you

If I'd observed all the rules, I'd never have got anywhere

I don't mind living in a man's world as long as I can be a woman in it

It's often just enough to be with someone. I don't need to touch them. Not even talk. A feeling passes between you both. You're not alone

No one ever told me I was pretty when I was a little girl. All little girls should be told they're pretty, even if they aren't

The truth is I've never fooled anyone. I've let people fool themselves. They didn't bother to find out who and what I was. Instead they would invent a character for me. I wouldn't argue with them. They were obviously loving somebody I wasn't.

I have feelings too. I am still human. All I want is to be loved, for myself and for my talent

I knew I belonged to the public and to the world, not because I was talented or even beautiful, but because I had never belonged to anything or anyone else

I used to think as I looked at the Hollywood night, "There must be thousands of girls sitting alone like me, dreaming of becoming a movie star. But I'm not going to worry about them. I'm dreaming the hardest."

Monday, April 07, 2008

Mon, 07 Apr 2008 00:13:36 GMT

Flying off the top is great until you come back down,
Landing is not near as nice when nothing is around
KARMA IS A PROFESSIONAL WRESTLER - VAYDEN

In my daydreams, in my sleep,
infatuation turning into disease.
You could cure me, see all you have to do now
is please try.
Give it your best shot and try.
All I'm asking for is love,
but you never seem to have enough.
ALL OVER YOU - THE SPILL CANVAS

well, it's on my mind-
i'm headin back in time,
and when i think of all the songs we used to play,
and then i think of you and it's all right,
i think of you and it's all right..
well, it's this sort of thing that gets me to lose my mind,
and it's the flash-flashy eyes that make it worth while,
and every time when we'd, we'd get together,
we'd just fall in love again
all in all, it's the perfect scene
and it's not anywhere that i would rather be
and it's now, now or never when we're chasing our dreams
and oh, we're getting close now-
don't turn away
THE PERFECT SCENE - MERCY MERCEDES

Saturday, April 05, 2008

Sat, 05 Apr 2008 20:39:40 GMT

"I'm the one who has to die when it's time for me to die,
so let me live my life the way i want to."

we get high we let go
we've got more than we know
myfriends are a different kind of breed
my friends are everything
--All Time Low

Saturday, March 22, 2008

Sat, 22 Mar 2008 03:29:08 GMT

we cling to music, to poems, to quotes, to writing, to art, because we desperately do not want to be alone. we want to know we aren't going crazy and someone else out there knows exactly how you're feeling. we want someone to explain the things we can't. we love everything tied up neatly, easy, simple, and when we can't do that, it scares the hell out of us. to not know the next step, or where you're headed, kills. being unsure isn't in our plans. but its those moments, the ones where you risk it and step unknowingly into the future that assures us life is larger than we'll ever know talk.

i'm no longer going to look for a guy.
i'm not going to try to talk to him first,
i won't try to get him to put me in his life.
if a guy wants me, then he can find me.
if he wants to talk, then he can talk.
and if he wants me in his life,
he can find a way to put me there

sometimes you feel everything
and nothing all at once.
sometimes you'll find
yourself smiling while missing
someone at the same time.
at times you can absolutely
love a person, all the while
wanting to hate them.
life comes without guarantees,
expect that smiling will
brighten your face.
laughing will enhance your eyes
and falling in love will change your life

i think that's what i find most strange about this world-
nobody ever says how they feel. they hurt, but they don't cry out.
they're happy, but they don't dance or jump around.
and they're angry but they hardly ever scream.
because they feel ashamed. nothing's worse than that.
so we all walk around with our heads looking down
and never look up and see how beautiful the sky is.
--uptown girls.

life kicks you around sometimes.
it scares you and it beats you up.
but there's one day when you realize
you're not just a survivor. you're a fighter.
you're tougher than anything
life throws your way. and you are.

when you're young, your whole life is about the pursuit of fun,

then you grow up and learn to be cautious;

you could break a bone, or a heart.

you look before you leap and sometimes

you don't leap at all because there's not always someone there to catch you.

and in life, there is no safety net.

when did it stop being fun and start being scary?

- sex and the city.

you say you want a revolution;
well, you know, we all want to change the world.

"You can erase someone from your mind, but getting them out of your heart is another story."
- Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind"

she's seventeen years old. she's not perfect; never has been.

probably never will be. she's emotional and she doesn't think about

things before she says them. she'll say some things that will make you

want to strangle her. she'll probably hurt you and make more mistakes

than you can imagine. she doesn't mean to, but she probably will.

however, she'll apologize. she's still learning about everything, even if

she thinks she already knows it. she's been hurt; somethin she feels so

 alone she can't stand it. other times she's so happy she can't belive it.

she's just trying to figure out this twisted time in her life when everything

gets real complicated real fast and everything seems to spin out of

control before she ever begins to understand what's going on. but she

loves, laughs, and does her best and that's all you can ever ask of her.

Sunday, March 16, 2008

Sun, 16 Mar 2008 22:40:30 GMT

im trying but its all that i can do,
im reaching but the rest is up to you
-- jason reeves.

cause the sun don’t shine here everyday
and there’s world out there to see
and so take my hand come with me babe,
you and I got the world at our feet.
Got the world at our feet.
-- joe brooks.