you were the one i loved.

[[1]]
people think that if you love somebody hard enough,
then everything is just gonna work out.
well people are wrong.

[[2]]
this is goodbye. i'm not answering my phone tonight.
i won't let you use me anymore.
i won't let you just string me along anymore.

[[3]]
and it's no big deal,
so i wasn't good enough for you,
i've never been good enough.
not for anything, or anybody
my whole entire life.

[[4]]
ive never missed you this much;
never thought i would.
didn't think you'd feel so far away.

[[5]]
when people walk away from you, let them walk.
don't try to talk another person into staying with you,
loving you, calling you, caring for you, coming to see you,
or staying attached to you. when people walk away, let them walk.
your destiny is never tied to anybody that left.

[[6]]
i'm down on my knees beggin you to stay
there's nowhere to go so just stay with me
cause since you've been gone, i've been beggin you please
to tell me you're not alright and you needed to come home
to tell me you're not okay and you needed me all along.

[[7]]
and if you go anywhere near him?
i'll find all of your boyfriends
and fuck them stupid.
-georgia rule

[[8]]
my pride's spilled on the floor
my hands and knees are bruised
and i'm crawling back to you.

[[9]]
you look good tonight, without her on your arm.
you seem distracted, are you looking for someone?
or are you just looking for a reason not to look at me.
there's something missing without her by your side.
and i wonder, a year later meeting again,
can you still remember when it was me?

[[10]]
and everytime i scratch my nails down
someone elses back; i hope you feel it.

[[11]]
but you're the words that weren't enough.
you remind me of a song i used to love.

[[12]]
i need to come to realize that he's just a guy,
a special one, maybe. but he's not mine.
i don't need to do things to make him love me.
if he wanted to, he would.

[[13]]
there have been lots of cars in my driveway
and lots of boys on my couch. ive toyed with bad boys,
mommas boys and country boys. ive been broken by a few
and broken a few myself. ive never said  i love you,
and ive never had the need. ive been the rebound,
the challenge, the fallback, and the girlfriend.
ive been the mistake, and the correction.
one day someone will love me for what ive been and what i am,
where ive been and where i am. one day. someone will love me.

[[14]]
i trust him as far as i can throw him;
and i dont even think i can lift him up.

[[15]]
sometimes i really want to just cry.
all these memories keep flooding back into my mind.
i just can't make them go away.
and when i finally think they've gone,
your face floats right back into my mind.
clear as the day you ended it.
i can still remember what i was wearing,
how you sounded, what the weather was like,
and exactly how loud my heart sounded when it broke.

1.xx
but when i say let's keep
in touch i really mean
i wish that you'd grow up

2.xx
and it's funny how you only talk
when you want something..
now i regret the day we met
please help me forget your name

3.xx
you're pretty like a portrait
of a garden in full bloom.
but you're tragic like a song
that always seems to end too soona

4.xx
winters cold spring erases
and the calm away by the storm is chasing
everything good needs replacing

5.xx
go ahead and kiss her
make sure you do it
while im looking.

6.xx
and all i could think about was
that time we stayed up all night
talking. you didn't say that i was
wrong or stupid. you didn't laugh
at me when i confessed my wildest
dreams. you just listened, and it
was then that i knew...

7.xx
did you even notice how all those nice guys
who are "right for you"
they never make your stomach flip?

8.xx
it's been awhile.. since ive gone & fucked things up
just like i always do. & it's been awhile;
but all that shit seems to disappear
when i'm with you.

9.xx
you call me strong.
you call me weak.
but still your secrets,
i will keep. you took
forgranted all the times
i never let you down.

10.xx
and maybe....
you arent supposed
to keep denying it.

11.xx
and ill be your distraction;
ill be, ill be yours.

12.xx
despite popular opinion,
beauty isnt everything.

13.xx
ive come to my senses
ive become senseless.

14.xx
you pulled me closer for a kiss
and im so scared to feel like this.

15.xx
and everytime you talk,
i hope you think of me.
and everytime you breathe,
i hope you think of me.
and everytime you think,
..i hope you think of me.

16.xx
pretty eyes, pretty smile
we won't see you for a while
you know where you want to go
lost your head, i would bet
you will take what you can get
if it's where you want to go.

17.xx
i was the one who said things changed,
but you were the one who showed me
exactly how much they really did.

18.xx
i thought about you and realized;
i don't want to think about you anymore.

19.xx
i know you really want me.
i hear your friends talk about me.
so why are you trying to do without me,
when you got me where you want me ?

20.xx
imperfection is beauty;
madness is genius.
and its better to be absolutely ridiculous
than absolutely boring.

some comments would be appreciated<3
and there will be an update lateron hopefully :)

it doesnt matter what  i do, where were at, what you said,
but i'll be layin in my bed, & i know it doesnt matter,
just as long as it was with you.

She looked up at him with wide eyes and said.
"I don't know what i'm getting myself into"
With a smile he simply said
"I love you , Thats what your getting yourself into"

& our friends would all make fun of us
& we'll just laugh along cus we know
that none of them have felt this way

if i could tell you one thing,
i guess it would be that i love hearing your voice.
& that your smile just happens to brighten my entire day
& i just love all of those little things you do
to make me fall a little harder everytime i see you.

love is when you do things.....
that you never thought you would

i started this like forever ago but i fell asleep and now im goin to bed so ill finish tomorrow.....<33

valentines day...<3

366....im so so sorry i havent been updating!! jeeze i feel like really bad...on this post 5 comments will be nice :]]

...Going out in public with you
God you are so embarrassing
You act like no one else is around
So loud, so crazy, so you
& you don't care what they think
I love that about you.

 
(thats me)

when your sixteen, logic & experience
dont matter, all that matters is the way you
feel & the way you felt the first time you
knew it was love..

&& it took me by complete surprise
when my heart got lost in his eyes<3

Everyone has someone
who challenges them, & makes them
shoot for something just beyond their
reach. You're that person for me.

tell me that you live for love
that forever is never enough
that you've waited all your life to see
that you want somebody to believe
tell me that it's not just me.

I love how our personalities match
How we were friends first
How we can talk for hours about everything
How we can sit in silence comfortably
How we can be ourselves 100%
How we don't need to be together every second
But I also love
That when we get the chance
There is no attraction stronger than
That invisible force
That pulls your lips to mine
& neither of us can resist.

I love that look on your face
When I know you are so happy
& I love when I can tell
That you are just crazy about me.

Dream as if you'll live forever,
love as if you'll die today.

I love being with you. I don't have to work hard to impress anyone..you know all my faults. I can cry in front of you, & you'll just hold me until I stop..or I can laugh so hard I cry..& you'll laugh with me until we're both crying. & it's perfect. How sometimes we don't have to say anything. Just being together is enough. Even though we know everything about each other, we still never run out of things to talk about. Your always there for me, either to hold me or laugh with me. you've been with me through everything & I can't imagine not having you in my life. I love having you in my life <3

honestly I didn't believe that love could happen to me, & then..I met you..

without saying a word
you can light up the dark

my tounge is the only muscle in my body
that works harder than my heart <33

When i'm away from you ; i'm still with you
When my eyes are closed ; i still see you
When i'm awake ; i still dream of you
When i have everything ; i still need you
& no matter what ; i'll always love you.

spendin all my time with you
theres nothin else i'd rather do

i dont do
drama.

so pick me, choose me, love me

Fate is a path that controls your mind.
It decides what happens all the time.
It makes you happy & makes you blue
but I love fate cus it gave me you.

Those other girls just don't worry me anymore,
cus at the end of the day, I'm what he comes home to. <3

6 billion people in the world.
6 billion souls. And sometimes,
all you need is one.

this is the story
of you && me.

and he's got this killer smile
i could look at all day long.

its you,
its me,
& its real.

&& for the first time
i didnt feel alone <3

people say you can't have everything you want,
but that's not true, because when I'm with you,
I couldn't ask for more.

i would be nothing..
nothing, without you.

ill be there for you
these five words
i swear to you.

your my getaway,
my runaway...
your my escape.

your hand is the only thing
thats keeping me holding on.

we could leave this town
and run forever <33

A heart is not judged by how much you love,
but by how much you are loved by others.

i just called to say i love you
i just called to say that i care

i still remember when i first fell for you
i havent gotten up since.... <333

missing someone is a part of loving them.
if you're never apart, you'll never realize just
how strong your love is.

because your the kind of guy
who'd laugh at me when i fall,
help me up & then whisper
it's ok cause i love you <3

im not the girl your mother warned you about
her imagination was never this good <333

Over the past year , you have become my everything .
My friend , My hero, My life..I owe so much to you,
I have loved you since the beginning..
&& I will love you till the end.

he said forever
she said okay

my heart knows now
the search..is over<3

yeah, our love is gonna last..
we've made it through a hell
of a past.

ours is like no other love story
....ours has no end <3

i dont like when i miss you
but i like having you to miss.

i used to say i wanted our love to last forever but
then i thought about it and forever isnt long enough

&& when the world is through with us
we've got each others arms <33

oh my life revolves around him
theres nothing like romance<3

i love you in big ways & small ways
i love you this minute & for always