i knew the things you said were lies
but i didnt know you could say them
and look me straight in the eye

you don't know what it does to me
watching you watch her
the way i want you to be watching me

if you love someone who hurt you then you dont love them…you love who you thought they were

You mean so much to me. I just wish I could
tell you now but I would never be able to
find the words without breaking down.
You said you would never hurt me.
You said you would never make me cry.
Well, there’s one thing I can admit.
You tell a perfect lie.

guys are players, that's a fact
don't get mad play them back

she loves him more than he'll ever know
he loves her more than he'll ever show

Without him she is torn apart
& full of pain that no one can see
& at night all she can do is think of what will never be
When she finally falls asleep she dreams of him
his sexy smile and the way he makes her laugh
This is the only time she is ever truly happy
because in her dreams they`re not just friends
he loves her back
She wakes back up and knows she has to face reality
he does not love her, the dream is just a cruel joke
Played by the crushed heart he doesnt even know he broke

Before I met you, my life was fine, you weren’t in my head, destroying my mind. But you came on strong & I wanted more. A feeling that I never felt before. What was I to do? You finally came. I don’t want this ever to end but then you ran away

so c l o s e your eyes & sleep to dream ; i'm
by your side - no words to s p e a k. we'll set
our course & make it through. no matter how
much this hurts, my heart remains with you <3

and i'll smile..
and we'll PRETEND
that it`s okay <\3

LAUGH iT OFF & LET iT GO <3

When i look in the mirror
i image in a pretty girl
and i think, that can`t be me
till i open my eyes
and see the real me
the girl with the big blue eyes
who has makeup smeared on her face
from wipeing away the tears
a girl whos afraid of regret
a girl whos confused
who can`t make up her mind
why must i fight my insecurities
why can`t i just be happy

DERiCK: i guess we`re the leftovers in this world.
LiLY: i think so.. all of my friends have boyfriends and we`re the only two people without any special person in our lives.
DERiCK: yup.. i don`t know what to do.
LiLY: i know! we`ll play a game. DERiCK: what game?
LiLY: i`ll be your girlfriend for 30 daysz & you`ll be my boyfriend.
DERiCK: that`s a great plan. in fact.. i don`t have anything to do much for the following weeks.
DAY 1: they watch their first movie & they`re both touched by the romantic film.
DAY 4: they went to go to the beach & have a picnic. derick and lily have their quality time together.
DAY 12: derick invited lily to a circus and they ride thru a horror house. lily was scared & she thought she touched derick`s hand but she actually touched someone else`s hand. they both laughed.
DAY 15: they saw a fortune teller down the road, & they asked for their future advice. the fortune teller said: my darlings, please don`t waste the time of your life. spend the rest of your time together, happily. then tears flow out from the teller`s eyes.
DAY 20: lily invited derick to go to the hill & they saw a meteor. lily mumbled something.
DAY 28: they sat on the buss.. & because of a bumpy road, lily give her first kiss to derick.. by accident.
DAY 29: 11:37 pm: lily & derick sat in the park where they first decided to play this game.
DERiCK: i`m tired lily.. do youu want anything to drink? i`ll buy youu one.. i`ll just go down the road.
LiLY: an apple juice.. that`s all. thank youu.
DERiCK: ook.. wait for me.
20 MiNUTES LATER A STRANGER APPROACHED LiLY.
STRANGER: are youu a friend of derick?
LiLY: yes, why? what happened?
STRANGER: a reckless driver ran over derick.. he`s in critical condition in the hospital.
11:57 pm: the doctor walked out of the emergency room. he handed lily an apple juice & a letter.
DOCTOR: we found this in derick`s pocket. lily reads the letter & it says: lily, these past few weeks, i realized youu are a really cute girl, and i`m really falling for youu. your cherished smile, your everything. when we played this game.. before this game would end.. i would like youu to be my girlfriend for the rest of my life. i love youu lily. lily crumpled up the paper and shouted: derick! i dont want youu to die. i love youu.. remember that night when we saw a meteor. i mumbled something.. i mumbled that i wish we would be together forever. and that we would never have to end this game. please don`t leave me derick.. i love youu! youu can`t do this to me! then the clock strikes 12.. derick`s heart stopped pumping. iT WAS THE 30th DAY.

if you leave, don't l e a v e now
please don't take my heart away
promise me just one more night
then we'll go our separate ways

she tried to drink her pain away
a little at a time
but she never could get drunk enough
to get him off her mind

if you had my love & i gave you all my trust,
would you comfort me baby? & if somehow
you knew that love would be untrue, would u
lie to me & call me baby?

it's useless to dream because nothing changes <|3
i can't believe you said i love you & i can't
believe i thought it was true but still after all
of this shit ; i still find myself chasing you <3

was it fun for you to watch me fall apart
This time it's over. I'm keeping my heart. I'm gonna be strong & not fall apart. It'll get better, I'll no longer cry. In a couple of weeks, I wont want to die. I won't want to go back, I'll be able to sleep. It won't hurt so bad, & it won't feel so deep

I'm at a point in my life <-- where everything is . .
falling apart and coming - together at the same time

he calls & calls
but she refuses to answer
her phone. tears pour from her eyes
as she sits by it listening to it ring over & over again. but what this eager boy on the other end doesn`t realize is that he`s breaking her heart. because.. the truth is she wants is to pick up
the phone and hear his apologies so bad. but she holds back.
and what she doesn`t realize is that she`s breaking this guys heart.
but the truth is he can`t live without her but she`ll never know.
because it`ll end after this..
he`ll try to talk to her again & it will break her stubborn heart
and she`ll wish she had
picked up the phone & got back what she was so sure
she never wanted again.

i miss him
not enough to want him back
just enough for it to hurt


& all i'll e v e r want
is for you to want me
and not her

i would give anything for you to look
at me the way you look at her

you never know what you've lost
until you stand in a room with that person
not bein able to call them yours

I remember the first day I met you, and the day we said goodbye,
I think of all the sweet things u told me, a lullaby of lies

you held my hand -n- walked me home
you wiped my tears, got rid of my fears
why did y0ou have yo go?

I'll draw you a picture,
I'll draw it with a twist,
I'll draw it with a razorblade,
I'll draw it on my wrist.
And if I draw it correctly,
a red fountain will appear...
to wash away my sorrows,
to chase away my fears

it's kinda hard for me to let you know
i don`t let my feeLings show
how much i will miss you
all the little things that make me weak
your eyes and the way you speak
with0ut you baby – i`m not me

EVery time I`m close to you there`s so much I can`t say. U`ll never understand what you mean to me. You only walk away..

should i smile because where friends or cry because that is all we are going to be

I think the worst thing about life would having to go through it without you
she smiles with all that she has left
yet tears are left undried
and though she's got so much to say
she bottles it up inside
if you look past her broken eyes
to a shadow no one sees
a disguise so you wont recognize
the girl is really me..

you are the only thing that is pulling me through
you are the only constant that's constantly
drawing me, drawing me back to you
i spend every day of my life, trying to
recover from the days i spent with you
Be careful of your thoughts, for your thoughts become your words.
Be careful of your words, for your words become your actions.
Be careful of your actions, for your actions become your habits.
Be careful of your habits, for your habits become your character.
Be careful of your character, for your character becomes your destiny

Just an old song
Just a mention of your name
Makes my heart break.
I guess some things never change.

never give up on somebody youu can`t go a day without thinking about

change is hard. You fight to hold on yet you fight to let go im staring at your photograpgh rembering each moment you made me laugh I never thought this would end this way. That I said I’d still be missing you to this very day

The painful realization that all has gone wrong.
And nobody cares at all
your foolish games are
tearing me [ a p a r t ]

promises where meant to be broken i learned that from you

You were the foolish one... to let go and say goodbye...
so why are you still holding on?

Be sure to make mistakes, a lot of them, because there's no beter way to learn or grow. And then there's love, I want you to love to the tips of your fingers and when you find that love, wherever you find it, whoever you choose, don't run away from it. But you don't have to chase after it either. You just be patient and it'll come to you, I promis and when you least expect it.

im H.0.L.D.I.N.G.on to S.0.M.E.T.H.I.N.G.
that U.S.E.D. to be there H.0.P.E.I.N.G
it will come B.A.C.K. but knowing it W.0.N.T.

Hello means:
H- have you missed me?
E- everything all right?
L- like to see you
L- like to be with you
O- obviously I miss you
juss wanna say hello to you

girls give and forgive - guys get and forget

love feel trust-believe cry scream laugh live make it worth your life

He was the one who made me smile the most. But he was also the one to make me feel like shit the most

He looks at me with his beatiful eyes and he smiles and it makes my day

One more day
Just one more day
It's all I need, just with you

Be more concerned about your
character than your reputation
cuz ur character is who u are
`nd ur reputation is just what
othEr people think of you *.

A promise is a promise..thats what they all say..welcome to reality hunny, their b/r/o/k/e/n/ everyday.

One smilefrom him makes my 5 am wake up - cold shower Nothing to wear - no hair spray left - missed the bus - late for  class / whole day worth while

sometimes i wish he would just walk right up to me
& kiss me without a care in the world.

It's easier to forgive an enemy than to forgive a friend.

it's too late to change the past so don't wait too long to change the present, because tomorrow isn't promised, and yesterday is gone forever.

It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone a lifetime to forget someone.

You give me that feeling * in my stomach like when you drink hot choclate on a cold day and warms every part of your body right to your toes baby you make me toes warm

you know you'll always be that girl who's heart races when you hear his name and that girl who's totally and completely in love with him

don't be afraid of change you may end up losing something good, but you will probably end up gaining something better.

Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for them.

Someday in your life you'll find someone you can be your goofy self with but still be able to pour your heart out to, be able to look your worst and still have him say "babi you're beautiful" he wont be prince charming but he'll be nothing less than p e r f e c t to you he'll break your heart to pieces and make you cry but under all those tissues you'll still find a place in your heart to forgive, he'll be the boy you'll never be able to forget no matter what he does and no matter what he says

maybe i miss you because
you took a part of me away

i spent so many nights thinking about you
my heart spent to many hours missing you
i wasted my time being with you
and now it's time to move on

any  girl  can look  into your eyes a
million times and still  not  once see
all  things  i  do  in  just  one glance

All the l.i.t.t.l.e things that A.N.N.O.Y.E.D you the most are the things you’ll M.I.S.S the most when -He’s Gone-

most girls who wonder  how drama starts...  
are  usually  the  o n e s  who  C A U S E  it <

when youu like a boy.. all youu do is wonder ; " does he like me ? " and when he finally asks youu out.. all youu do is wonder ; " when is he gonna break my heart ?"

throughout a girls life, she'll kiss a lot of guys, and i
promise you she'll forget almost half of them, she'll
remember a few but there will be that one guy, that
one moment that she'll remember for the rest of her
life. you were that guy, that one kiss, that one moment

Everytime I fall in love, I fall for someone new...but I always seem to find myself falling back for you.

Girls are like phones...we liked to be held and talked to, but if you push the wrong buttons, you will be disconnected.

Sometimes it's easier for me to pretend, rather than face my feelings.And sometimes, it's easier to try and make it alone,rather than risk getting hurt again.
Sometimes it's just easier to be numb towards certian people, so i don't let them get too close.And sometimes im just scared.  but when i act numb towards you,
it dosnt mean i (dont care), it means i i care too much

she finally lets qo of her fake smiLe
as she looks in the mirror watchinq
the tears slowLy roLl down her face
and she whispers"i don`t want to be me anymore .."

Hope for the best, expect the worst, take what comes

Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who matter don't mind, and those who mind, dont matter

They say a smile happens in a flash
but its memory that lasts a lifetime

a friend walks in'when the rest of the world walks

a friend shares the good times and helps out by listening during the bad times.

and i've been afraid of c h a n g i n g ..
because i built my life a r o u n d you ..

Better never  to have m e t you in my d r e a m s
than to wake and reach for hands that are not there..

No matter how painful your past love life is, be brave and smile look forward to tomorrow, someone is out there waiting for you.

when you feel like giving up on someone...
remember why you held on for so long.

live for the moments that you can't put into words..

i`m a daughter hiding my depression
I`m a big sis making a good i`mpression
I`m your friend acting like i`m fine
I`m a teenager pushing her tear`z aside
I`m the girl sitting next to you
I`m the 1 asking you to care
I`m your best friend hoping you`ll be there

one day you look at a person and see
more than you did the day before like
a switch was just flicked somewhere
and that person who was just a friend
is suddenly the only person you can
i m a g i n e yourself being with

Girl:do you really love me?
Boy: of course I do.
Girl: I wanna hear u say it.
Boy: I don’t have to
Girl: y?
Boy: because...
Girl: I just want to hear you say it in words
Boy: I can’t.
The girl started to cry softly and said:
then u don’t love me!
The two continued to walk in silence. they
reached the girls home.
Girl: why?
Boy: Do u really want to know?
Girl: (hesitantly) yes.
He hugged her gently, kissed the tip of her nose
and whispered in her ear,
"Because three words are not enough."

i want his fingers to always find spaces in between mine

I m not supposed to love you
i'm not supposed to care
i'm not supposed to live my life
wishing you were here
not supposed to wonder
where you are and what to do
i'm sorry i can't help myself
i'm just so in love with you

its like once you've been hurt, your so
scared to get attached again like you
have this fear that every person you
start to fall for is gonna break your heart..

After all the heartbreaks and the fights and the tears
and the anger, true love will be waiting for you and it
will all be worth it.. </3

The day we met my life changed
the way you make me feel I can't explain
you make me smile in a special way its true
I only think of you each day
You look into my eyes and make it true
theres no one in this world for me but you

you were there for me for so many years, making me laugh when i was in tears, i will never let anyone take your spot, because girl, your the bestest friend i got!!!

once youu enter highschool.. things change. your best friend becomes a BiTCH. your boyfriend becomes a PRiCK. homework goes in the TRASH. cell phones are being used in CLASS. detention becomes SUSPENSiON. soda becomes BEER. gum becomes POT. bikes becomes CARS. lollipops becomes CiGARETTES. lipgloss becomes MAKE UP. french kissing becomes SEX. yeah.. high school does change everybody.

when i see you with her it brings tears to my eyes
i always thought you'd be right here by my side
through thick and  thin,  helping  each other out <3
i thought we were in love, without a doubt . . . . .  
but now that you're gone, i realize it must not be true
because you're with her, and i must be old news

peoplesay you never lose byl o v i n g
you always lose byh o l d i n gback
but thats not true..
i loved and lost everything

the best feelinq in the world is doinq somethinq everyone said y0u c0uldn*t

i ran up the door, closed my stairs, said my pajamas and put on my prayers, turned off my bed and got into my light, all becuz you kissed me good night

True happiness is....when someone you have been crushing on forever, the one who gives you butterflies when he walks by, that someone you dream of every night, that boy you would give absolutely anything to, feels the same way about you.

somebody asked me the other day if i was handed a gun and i had to choose to shoot either my boyfriend or my best friend ; who would i shoot? my answer would be i`d shoot myself because i`d take a bullet and die for all the people that i love.

Sometimes you don't realize how much you care for someone, until they stop caring for you

One day we'll wave Hello and wish we'd never waved Goodbye

don't judge before you see
hear before you listen
talk before you know

all i want is one chance` one kiss `one night..
to show you what you mean to me. one chance
to spend one day with you... to show you how
we`re so alike. one kiss to prove that we're
more than friends. one night to hold you tight

this isn't a perfect world. you smile when all you want to do is cry. you act like your okay when you are reallt falling apart but you move on because there is nothing else to do even though it's slowlt killing you.

When you judge someone, it doesn’t define who they are. It defines who you are.

In your life you meet people. Some you never think about again. Some you wonder what happened to them. There are some that you wonder if they ever think about you. And then there are some you wish you never had to think about again; but you do.

if i reach for your hand will you hold it?
if i hold out mah arms will you huq me?
if i qo for your lips will you kiss me?
if i capture your heart will you love me?

*It takes billions of people to complete this world...but it only took Y-O-U to complete mine.*

if he's the first thing you think of when you wake up
the only thing you think of when you're awake
the last thing you think of before you go to bed
and the only one you dream of when you sleep
then he's truly someone special...

Pain is temporary. Quiting lasts forever

i needa boy to hold me and say its ok..
not a boy to kiss me and walk away

When shit goes down and sides are taken.You find out who was real And who was all along faking.

for once instead of telling me reasons why i shouldn`t cry
actually pay attention to the reasons why i am

your hugs, your kisses, they're like stars
 you light up my life when things get dark

i'm not the girl that runs up to you when i see you & i'm not the girl who jumps at every moment to talk to you... but i am the girl who keeps it all inside & regrets it later.

GR0WiNG UP --`* picnics with your mom in the parkk.. crying alone over a broken heart.. playing at the playground with the neighborhood friends. chillin with the guys and parties that never end. hanging on the corner with the usual lemonade stand. curisin the mall for hotties and liking the coolest bands. a bedroom filled with dolls, dresses, and toys. HiGHSCH00L YRS. --`* filled with makeup, parties, and boys. thinking about how highschool is like a whole new world.. i take a look in the mirror and see a W0MAN.. not a GiRL. childhood goes by quickly faster then you`d think. it seems like i closed my eyes and it was gone in a blinkk. so listen closely to every word that i say. cherish your youth while youu can.. because forever won`t stayy.

the past is done and gone *
i learned its lies that make you weak <3
and the truth that makes you   s t r o n g

Tired of trying Sick of crying Yeah i'm smiling But inside i'm dying

i've been hit where it hurts
in the most sensitive parts
sure guys have balls
but girls have hearts

If I have to say goodbye
And this has to be the end
Give me one last kiss
Before we become friends
I want a kiss so soft
So long and so wet
That it'll be impossible
For me to forget
The way that your lips
Fit perfectly with mine
The shocking sensation
When our tongues intertwine
This last kiss will send me
Right down memory lane
To seeing us soaking wet
Lip locking in the rain
All the times we had
And all the things I'll miss
I'll cherish them all
With this one last kiss

there`s something in your eyes that makes me smile

and i hug'd you goodbye like  it  was nothing
while all i wanted to do  was hold on forever
so dedicated.. Brent Michael <3 *1o.3o.o4* from http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=BeautifulRuins

life is made up of years that mean nothing
and moments that mean everything

A girl you see walking
She has no place to go
She's always by herself
Her feelings she doesn't show
She walks around mysterious
Her identity not a clue
Nobody knows who she is
Not me, not even her, not you
This girl nobody sees
This girls heart is crying out
But too scared to give a shout
She wants to give a scream
But nobody will hear her
She wants you to hear her out
She wants to cry, no doubt
Nobody even sees her
She's crying, screaming silently
The fear, the truth, the pain
This girl she wants you to know
It's the girl deep inside
It's the girl you can relate to
It's the girl you try and hide..

best friends * it's a promise - not a label

sometimes people put up walls ... not to keep people
out but to see who cares enough to break them down

there's a point in every Friendship, where people stop Being Friends, And become Sisters

i keep silent even when i`m screaminq
inside. cause the thinqs that drive me crazy
i have no choice but` to hide

It all began in 6th grade.
The year everything changed.
We hung out, got closer.
We moved on, but still together.
Growing up, make-up, boys & gossip.
That was the regular stuff.
Through the painand sorrow,we remained.
Movies, Mall.. together
Spring, Summer, Winter, Fall.
We stay together no matter the distance.
Best friends in an instant.
Thank you for being there in my time of need and care.
I'll be there whenever u need me.
I love you, you are my best friend

DrEAmS - - > keep you going
ReAliTy - - > brings you down

I miss you like crazy..
yourr everything i think about
even if i try not to
youre my one and only
and i want u back in my life

i could conquer the world with one hand ... as long as you are holding the other

when i look in your eyes
i get confused and scared
cuz i know i love you
but you still don't care

you see her in the hallways smiling and laughing but you will never quess that she goes home and cries herself to sleep everynite

Takes a girl a minute to meet a guy, a day to realize she likes him, a week to realize she loves him, a year to realize he is a fake, and a lifetime to get over him

sometimes
things arent meant to last . .
they just take place in your heart <3
and make you a *little* smarter the next time

of all the guys i've ever met
you're the one i can't forget
it crushes my heart when you call me your friend

when the snow is coming down,
there`s only one place i wanna be in your arms

Life is full of secrets so when you get screwed don’t be surprised

There’s always that one boy that makes you
get up and go to school everyday
no one sees my silent tears
no one hears my seceret fears
i cry alone , & nobody hears
Hope for the best, expect the worst, take what comes
i play it off like i got nothing to lie about
nothing to sigh about
but in my heart i know i have something to cry about

you know hes something special
if you can't fall asleep at night ...
because your thinking of him

life is not measured by the number of breathes we take it's by the moments that take our breath away

explaining my love for you
is like trying to explain colors
to a blind person

I 'm a strong girl who keeps herself in line when i drown myself with tears i still manage to say I m fine

tha best part of my day was that
simple hug from u--tha worst part?
* w a s - l e t t i n q - gO' *


"Friends forever," she said.
"Friends forever," he said.
Eight years old and they made the vow to remain friends forever.
"I need some room," she said.
"I'll back away," he said.
Ten years old and they made the vow to give each other space.
"Does Tommy like me?" she asked.
"I'll find out," he said.
Twelve years old and he made the vow to find out if Tommy liked her.
"He doesn't love me anymore," she said.
"He doesn't deserve you," he said.
Fourteen years old and he made the vow to love her forever.
"Nobody loves me," she said.
"I know someone who does," he said.
Sixteen years old and he made the vow to love her forever.
"I'm getting married," she said.
"I'll be there," he said.
Eighteen years old and he made the vow to forever hold his peace.
"I got divorced yesterday," she said.
"I'm here for you," he said.
Twenty years old and he made the vow to be there for her forever.
"Why doesn't anyone love me?" she asked.
"I have always loved you," he said.
Twenty-two years old and he made the vow to keep on loving her.
"I could never love you," she said.
"I could never stop," he said.
Twenty-four years old and he made the vow to never love again.
"I can never see you again," she said.
"I can never live again," he said.
Twenty-six years old and he made the vow to never live again.
"I'm sorry," she said.
Twenty-eight years old and he made the vow as he lay in an open casket

there will always be that one boy who will
always have ur heart


You know i used to spend every day thinking about you
and dreaming about you, and everytime you walked by i
lost myself, do you know what that feels like?
And you couldnt possibly know what it feels like
to have that person not have the same feelings back.

Look, i'm sorry if you miss the way i looked at you
but i dont miss the way you never looked at me.

Be who you wanna be not what others wanna see

i really wish that everything in my life right now was just a dream so i could wake up now and everything would be better.

some things in life are worth the wait..
ya gatta trust in your heart N believe in
fate

iF sweatpants were sexy
iF monday mornings were as fun as friday mornings
iF junk food never made you fat
iF friends didn't cause drama
iF boys weren't confusing
iF nothing was regretable
aNd if goodbys only meant til tommorrow
..wouldn't life be perfect?

forget the risk and take the fall
if its real love then theres no risk at all

D0NT -- want to be that girl that stares at you while you're not looking. i D0NT -- want to be that girl that crys everynight because she wants something she can't have. but i AM. so i guess that i just have to learn to live with it..

when u hurt me, i still wanted you
when u ignored me, i still smiled at you
when you are with another girl, i m still happy for you
and after all this i still love you

Most people walk in and out of your life, but only friends leave footprints on your heart
you don’t know what you mean to me.youdon’t have a clue you don’t know what it it feels like to love someone who doesn’t love you

live in the moment like there will never be a second chance

never give up if you still wanna try
never wipe your tears if you still wanna cry
never settle for an answer if you still wanna know
never say you dont love him if you cant let him go

Remembering you is easy,
i do it everyday,
missing you is the heartache
that NEVER goes away

In all my years of chasing guys,
I don't think I've ever gotten any of the ones I really wanted.
And so I desperately want you to be the first one.


Goodbye hurts more than anything...especially when deep down you know you’re never going to say hello again

find the one you can be yourself around-- you can say watever you want // you can laugh // you can smile// you can scream// you can hug// you can kiss // you can fught and make up at the very end of the night. but you're still absoluetly crazy about each other.

everytime i hear your name,
see you in the distance,
think about you, talk about you,
even dream about you..
my H E A R T beats faster
and i know that i'm in love

I have seen the bluest skies. Rainbows that would make you cry. I have seen miracles that moved my soul. People that have made me whole. I have seen days that changed my life. I have seen the brightest star shine like a diamond in the night. I have seen all this and more but I've never seen a smile more beautiful than yours
the first person u love..is *the one* u will always love


*10th grade - As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was MINE. But she didn't think of me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and I handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I WANT her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
*11th grade - The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be ALONE, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was MINE. After 1 hour, two Drew Barrymore movies, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I WANT her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
*Senior year - The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she said; "he's not going to go." I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we DID. Prom night, after EVERYTHING was over, I was standing at her front door step! I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she doesn't think of me like that, and I KNOW it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I WANT her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
*Graduation Day - A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be MINE, but she didn't think of me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I WANT her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
*A Few Years Later - Now I SIT in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be MINE, but she didn`t see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "You came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I WANT her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
*Funeral - YEARS passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had WROTE in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was MINE, but he doesn't think of me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to KNOW that I don't want to be just friends, I LOVE him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wished he would tell me he LOVED me! I wish I did too... I thought to MYSELF, and I cried.

in life, you get all caught up in wishing for something that won't happen. youu just gotta move on to the next best thing.

i wish i was pretty when i SMiLE. just like THAT GiRL.

To the world, you maybe one person, but to one person, you maybe the world.

Anyone can make you smile or cry but it takes someone speacial to make you smile when you already have tears in your eyes.

you'd be surprised how often, if only you knew
a joke, a song, a memory, will make me think of you

If you cannot solve it, it's not a problem;its'reality

The shortest word I know is I.
the sweetest word I know is 'LOVE'.
And the person I never forget is 'YOU'.

expect nothing and you'll never be dissappointed

trust no one and you'll never be betrayed

..Sometimes you gotta smile and walk.away
hold your ttears in .and pretend your okay.

Cry Your Hear Out let it go because remember after every tear comes a rainbow

Saying you’ll never fall in love again is like saying you’ll never smile again. As much as you might NOT want to, someone’s just going to come along and make you

If the only place for me to be with u is in my dreams than let me dream forever

 I give in. I breathe out. I want you. There no doubt.

Somewhere there's someone who dreams of your smile, and finds in your presence that life is worthwhile. So thinking of you.

It’s funny how hello is always accompanied with goodbye,
it's funny how good memories can start to make you cry.
It’s funny how forever never seems to really last,
it's funny how much you'd lose if you forgot about your past.
It’s funny how friends can just leave you when you're down,
it's funny how when you need someone they're never around.
It’s funny how people change and think they’re so much better,
it's funny how many lies can be packed in one "love letter".
It’s funny how people forgive even though they can't forget,
it's funny how one night can contain so much regret.
It’s funny how ironic life turns out to be,
but the funniest part of all, none of that's funny to me.

Sometimes you gotta s m i l e like NOTHiNG is wrong,
s i n g like NO ONE is listening,
d a n c e like NO ONE is watching,
l i v e like its HEAVEN on earth,
and pretend it's all a d r e a m ..

Always keep the best part of you hidden that way no one can take it away

You can fall from the sky,
You can fall from a tree.
But the best way to fall,
is in love with me.

everytime i [ hear ] your name,
see you in the distance,
think about you, talk about you,
even dream about you.
myH E A R Tbeats faster
and i know that i'm in love.

 i never knew i could love until i met you

When you feel like g i v i n g up on someone , remember WHY you held on for so long ..

It's okay to kiss a fool.
It's okay to let a fool kiss you.
But never let a kiss fool you.

You never really stop loving someoneYou just learn to. . . live without them

L00K A LiTTLE CL0SER [ BEHiND MY SMiLE ] Y0U'LL SEE A FR0WN
L00K A LiTTLE CL0SER [ 0N MY CHEEKS ] Y0U'LL SEE TRACKS 0F TEARS

In every girls life there will always be guys.
that she L0VES
that she HATES
and that she cant get EN0UGH 0F
but in the end..
... they're all the same guy

Cinderella walked on broken glass, Sleeping Beauty let a whole lifetime pass Belle fell in love with a hideous beast, Pocahontas risked her life for a feast, Jasmine could have had anyone instead she chose a poor man & Arial walked on land all for love & all for life it was all about blood, sweat & tears, love’s about facing your biggest fears

Learn from yesterday
live for tomorrow
hope for tommorrow

Meeting you was fate.
Becoming friends with you was choice.
Falling in love with yout, was out of my c o n t r o l.

It only takes one s m i l e to hide 1000 t e a r s.

Pictures don't change
 the people in them do.

as long as we have memories,
    yesterday remains.
as long as we have hope,
    tomorrow awaits.
as long as we have love,
    today is beautiful

NO ONE is to young to love, because love doesn’t come from your mind which knows your age, but from your heart which knows no age

and after a while..  the jokes arent funny anymore
theres nothing left to smile about.. everyone begins
to look the same.. lovers lose their passion.. friends
become enemies & the life we once knew.. is gone

think of this as our last goodbye...just take this time to look at EVERYTHING weve been through. remember how much i loved you. remember of how i gave my all to you. remember how i put you above everyone else. remember the song that reminds you of me. remember how much you hurt me and how i forgave you. remember me when someone asks you, "you loves you the most?" think of US and what couldve been...baby just REMEMBER and NEVER FORGET from http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=dorkiie_quoteSz

my once upon a time 
didn`t end  happily ever
after

I still miss you, I still care, sometimes I swear you're still here.
Do you miss me?
Do you care?
Does it hurt that I'm not there?

everyone tells me "you`re going
to make some boy really happy
one day" i`m just getting tired of
hearing the one day part

i spent so many nights thinking about you
my heart spent to many hours missing you
i wasted my time being with you
and now it's time to move on

Things are goin crazy and im not sure who to blame.
Everything is changing and I do not feel the same.
I'm slippin through the cracks of floors i thought were strong.
I'm trying to find a place where I feel like i belong.

a girl worth kissing, is not easily kissed

Did he feel the same? Did he get that weird feeling at the sight of me? Did he get chills at a single touch? Did he close his eyes and think of me? Did he stare when i wasnt looking? Did he want like i did? Did he love like i did? Does he? Will he

The best kind of kiss, is the kind when you have to stop
             ....Because you can't help but smile.

i dont have enough middle fingers to show you how i really feel

Life is like a pen-you can cross out the past, but you cant erase it.

Last night i looked up at the stars And matched each one with a reason why i love you...i was doing great, but then i ran out of stars.

Good friends are like stars. You don't always see them, but you know they are always there

Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget

I ran straight upstairs and cried & prayed for it to stop hurting, but I can’t stop longing for your touch, even when you’re taken, I love you so much & now that I know you’re gone. I’m no longer strong, I gotta let go of you now, gotta find someone new somehow. Please don’t call.. I can’t take hearing your voice. Please don’t come by, seeing your face is even worse. But please don’t forget that I loved you, that I’ll never forget your smile. Please don’t forget our moments that lasted for a while. You being taken is my ticket to freedom but somehow I feel locked down.. just let me be, please, let me leave our memories as of now

Every night before I go to bed, I brush my teeth.. turn out the lights and kiss your picture.. because I know it's the *only* way I'll ever get that close to you

if you asked me how many times you crossed my mind today .. i`d just tell you once. why ? because you never left yet

When you were born you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you are smiling and everyone around you is crying.

Today's memories are tomorrow's tears

*Without you, everything means nothing*

i spend too much time thinking about
things that will never happen & dressing
up for a boy that will never care </3

dont judge me by my face
dont judge me by my race
Just look a little deeper
Way down deep inside
And you'll find a girl
that has a lot to hide

With everyday that passes by the more I come to realize you're everything I need

If you see me walking with someone else, it's not because I love him
     It's because you're not brave enough to walk beside me.
If you see me smiling, it's not because I've forgotten you
     It's because I'm tired of crying for you
If you see me living again, it's not because I want to get back at you
     It's because I want to get back what you took from me
                          But most of all
If I fall in love with someone else, it's not because I wanted to
     It's because you were never there to catch me and love me back

HATE iS A F0UR LETTER W0RD -- L0VE iS A F0UR LETTER LiE