[oo1]
"are you in or are you out? you can't win either way." he said. "but the fall will be fantastic and what's left is nothing less than perfection."

[oo2]
It's freezing,
but it's the desert.
What to do?
Maybe we'll see a body.
Maybe we'll see a few,
I shook,
did you?

[oo3]
Is there something I should know
Or have I just seen to much?

[oo4]
We were once together, now I'm just surrounded

[oo5]
They were perfect.
They were beautiful.
They met in the middle of nowhere,
in the middle of nothing,
and kissed where everyone could see.
No words.
No before.
No after.
They kissed and it was perfect.
It was beautiful.
It was everything.
It was nothing.

[oo6]
The power went out.
I turned on the radio.
... I heard a voice.

[oo7]
I saw you in the picture you took with them
when you were with him
and I took you from it
and kept you for myself.

[oo8]
we're all pretenders.

your best friend hates your guts

and the mailman's a mass murderer.

[oo9]
I'm your next door neighbor. I'm your daughter. I'm your best friend. I'm the girl planning her suicide during math class. I'm the girl with the big smile that hides so much pain. I'm the girl who hides in the bathroom stall with a sharp object and digs it into her flesh, while you are peeing in the stall next to me. I am the girl crying herself to sleep when you are dreaming. I am the girl starving herself, or throwing up in the bathroom while you're enjoying your lunch. I'm the girl who is lost and can't find herself.

[o1o]
I'm poison. Not worth your god damn time.
You keep your distance and I'll never keep mine.
I have no fucking boundaries and I won't start today

[o11]
As we grow older, it becomes more difficult to
just believe. It's not that we don't want to,
but too much has happened and we just can't.

[o12]
I'm not ready to make nice. I'm not ready to back down. I'm still mad as hell and I don't have time to go round and round. It's too late to make it right, I probably wouldn't if I could cause I'm mad as hell. Can't bring myself to do what it is you think I should.

[o13]
People can't concieve of a virtue in someone else that they can't concieve in themselves. Instead of believing you're stronger, it's so much easier to imagine you're weaker. You're addicted to self-abuse. You're a liar. People are always ready to believe the opposite of what you tell them

[o14]
courage is not the absence of fear
but rather the judgment that something is more important

[o15]
All of my worst habits, they all are
Proof that we're both capable of the most terrible things
Don't test me

[o16]
One day you're gonna want that girl. That girl that knew she wasn't perfect, but tried to be perfect for you. The girl that believed the scraps of you she was given were worth it, because something was better than nothing. That girl who wanted nothing more than to be there for you, and loving you was the only way she could. The girl who sees your flaws, but values them as much as your strengths. That girl who still can't bring herself to hate you, even though sometimes you probably deserve it. That girl who saw past your pretty eyes and treasured parts of you that no one else has ever appreciated. The girl who realizes she may never have your heart, but will carry the image of you in hers forever. The girl that sees this and still loves you. The girl that should have you, but doesn't.. Even though she deserves it.

[o17]
Does this darkness have a name? This cruelty, this hatred,
how did it find us? Did it steal into our lives or did we seek it out and
embrace it? What happened to us? That we now send our children into a
world where we send young men to a war hoping for their safe return, but knowing
that some.. will be lost along the way. When did we lose our way? Consumed by the shadows swallowing us whole in the darkness, does this darkness have a name? Is it your name?

[o18]
Dry your eyes. Clear your mind.
You just gotta take it one day at a time.
Dust off your heart. Take it off the shelf.
You gotta remember to love yourself.

[o19]
Just because you hate someone doesn't mean they'll go away.
Just because you love someone doesn't mean they'll stay.
Just because you've got open arms doesn't mean you'll get a hug.
Just because you don't want to die lonely doesn't meant that you'll be loved.
Just because I love you doesn't mean you'll love me back.
So just because you love someone doesn't mean you'll see it through.
Just because you're dying for them doesn't mean they're dying for you.
But just because you want to give up doesn't mean that you should.
'Cause the second you walk away from them, you walk away for good...

[o2o]
I believe in living each day as if it's my last . That's why my room's not clean, my bed's not made, and the dishes are still dirty, because, lets face it, who wants to do chores on their last day alive?

[o21]
so much for the streetlights,
they're never gonna guide you home

[o22]
Bridges will break
Should I go to foward or backwards
Night turns to to day
& I still get no sleep.

[o23]
I asked you to stay beside me all through the years.
The death of this mess finally came around with no relief this year.
Congratulations; you just fucking disappeared.

[o24]
The Texas sky is the biggest one I've seen
But it still ain't big enough for you and me
All the things that make you mad
And all the baggage in your path
Don't leave much room for a girl like me to be
So I'll fill her up with hope and worn-out dreams
And I'll grab the wheel, and I'll point it west
Pack the good and leave the rest
I'll drive until I find the missing piece
You said I wouldn't get too far
On a tank 'a gas and an empty heart
But I got everything I'll ever need
I got this old guitar and a brand new set of strings

[o25]
Am I not pretty enough, is my heart too broken? Do I cry too much, am I too outspoken?

[o26]
Miss DROP-DEAD-GORGEOUS,
please drop dead

[o27]
Feelings I Used To Have Aren't There..
And For the First Time
in So Long
I Really Don't Care

[o28]
P.S. I never changed...
I just got tired of pretending to be happy...

[o29]
they said we stood a little too close,
stared a little too long,
they probably thought we were in love

[o3o]
ever since I met him, I always thought,
"I hope I don't mess this up" cause that's
what I do. I mess stuff up. But you know
what I never thought? I never thought..
I hope this doesn't mess me up

[o31]
Let's call this the quiet city:
Where screams are felt as a wave of stoplights
Drive through the streets as gunshots punctuate the night

[o32]
There she goes again
Another masquerade in false circumstance
She'll fuck you just for the taste

[o32]
There's an opposite of deja vu.
They call it jamais vu.
It's when you meet the same people or visit
places, again and again, but each time is the first.
 Everybody is always a stranger.
Nothing is ever familiar.

[o33]
can't stand those
fake, conceited, & dramatic
people who always
count on others for support

[o35]
I'm completely unconnected.
Constantly rejected.
Like everything I've ever loved is coming down.
I'm drowning in emotion.
In the middle of the ocean.
Never knowing when it's over and I'm going down.
That's how I feel.
Then you see me.
Say you don't even know me.

[o36]
we were chilling out on the sofa
digging how the guitar goes
in a song that no one knows

[o37]
You're a thief and a witch, but I love you to death
You steal my heart and curse under your breath
But the one thing that I can most willingly prove
That when you are gone I'll be fine without you

[o38]
The shotgun under your bed has
Started breathing
You shot it, you shot it

[o39]
I hope there's room in your stomach
for the words I'll be shoving with my fist
right down your coughing throat
and I hope you choke
because sometimes the best of us fall

[o4o]
Gary is getting drunk to forget Sarah.
Sarah is stealing money from her parents.
Aaron is lying straight to Jon.
About Megan and the things that went on.
Jessica is a gossip, Laura is a slut.
Derrick hits Bridget and Ben deals drugs.
Seth spends all his money gambling.
Joey stopped praying.
It's all the same.
We are all the same people.
With sinning hearts that make us equal.
--Emery

[o41]
Somehow I began to crave pain;
Everything that hurts was heaven,
And I'd strive for perfection.

[o42]
They tell her she's beautiful,
but she doesn't understand,
how could someone so imperfect be pretty?
she convinces herself
that they're all telling her lies.

[o43]
She's looking for a change;
somewhere far from here,
where no one knows her name.

[o44]
One last dance is all she asks;
One more chance to live her life;
& soon she'll be in a pool of her own blood;
just as soon as this song is done

[o45]
the music blasts louder in her headphones,
pretending that his words never exsisted.
pretending that her friends were there for her.
knowing that the only comforting thing she has
is the music.
the one thing that WON'T let her down

[o46]
You've labeled your whole lifestyle.
And changed the way you dress.
Now take a good look in the mirror.
And tell me who you're trying to impress.

[o47]
if i was drop dead gorgeous,
perfect, & all, and if i had one choice
to choose any guy in the world;
id still pick you

[o48]
You're soft on the lips
but rough on my heart
You pull me together
and tear me apart

[o49]
An addiction.
Do you know what its like
To feel an addiction?
When the hours feel like days?
And the days feel like weeks?
When the blade isn't sharp enough,
The drugs arent strong enough,
The medication stops working,
And the world stops listening?

[o50]
soon all the joy that pours from everything ;
makes fountains of your eyes.
because you finally understand,
the movement of a hand waving you goodbye.

Sorry for not updating.

I have an exam tomorrow. I'll update after that :)

Heres a picture though.. I thought I was very.. interesting o.O

I destroy homes, I tear families apart,
I take your children, and that's just the start.
I'm more costly than diamonds, more precious than gold,
The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold.
If you need me, remember I'm easily found,
I live all around you - in schools and in town
I live with the rich, I live with the poor,
I live down the street, and maybe next door.
I'm made in a lab, but not like you think,
I can be made under the kitchen sink.
In your child's closet, and even in the woods,
If this scares you to death, well it certainly should.
I have many names, but there's one you know best,
I'm sure you've heard of me, my name is crystal meth.
My power is awesome, try me you'll see,
But if you do, you may never break free.
Just try me once and I might let you go,
But try me twice, and I'll own your soul.
When I possess you, you'll steal and you'll lie,
You do what you have to -- just to get high.
The crimes you'll commit for my narcotic charms
Will be worth the pleasure you'll feel in your arms.
You'll lie
to your mother, you'll steal from your dad,
When you see their tears, you should feel sad.
But you'll forget your morals and how you were raised,
I'll be your conscience, I'll teach you my ways.
I take kids from parents, and parents from kids,
I turn people from God, and separate friends.
I'll take everything from
you, your looks and your pride,
I'll be with you always -- right by your side.
You'll give up everything - your family, your home,
Your friends, your money, then you'll be alone.
I'll take and take, till you have nothing more to give,
When I'm finished with you, you'll be lucky to live.
If you try me be warned - this is no game,
If given the chance, I'll drive you insane.
I'll ravish your body, I'll control your mind,
I'll own you completely, your soul will be mine.
The nightmares I'll give you while lying in bed,
The voices you'll hear, from inside your head.
The sweats, the shakes, the visions you'll see,
I want you to know, these are all gifts from me.
But then it's too late, and you'll know in your heart,
That you are mine, and we shall not part.
You'll regret that you tried me, they always do,
But you came to me, not I to you.
You knew this would happen, many times you were told,
But you challenged my power, and chose to be bold.
You could have said no, and just walked away,
If you could live that day over, now what would you say?
I'll be your master, you will be my slave,
I'll even go with
you, when you go to your grave.
Now that you have met me, what will you do?
Will you try me or not? It's all up to you.
I can bring you more misery than words can tell,
Come take my hand, let me lead you to hell.

I'm so sorry! Here's an extra big update 

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[oo1]
I'm going to buy you 11 roses,
so when you look in the mirror
you will see the 12 most beautiful
things in the world

[oo2]
lets get drunk, you can drive us to the harbor
wish upon a star but
do you know what stars are?
balls of fire, burning up the black space
falling from the landscape,
exploding in the face of God

[oo3]
At this moment,
there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world.
Some are running scared.
Some are coming home.
Some tell lies to make it through the day.
Others are just now facing the truth.
Some are evil men, that war with good.
And some are good, struggling with evil.
6 billion people in the world. 6 billion souls.
And sometimes, all you need is one.

[oo4]
"It is ridiculous claiming that video games influence children. For instance, if Pac-man affected kids born in the eighties, we should by now have a bunch of teenagers who run around in darkened rooms and eat pills while listening to monotonous electronic music."

[oo5]
i wanted to walk through the empty streets
and feel something constant under my feet

[oo6]
this is the only lonely picture
waiting on my floor, littering my shore
this is the last true burning letter
given to a girl, written by a boy
living in a world created to destroy

[oo7]
It's hard keeping up with people
telling and asking; people asking why.
People telling me what I should've done.
People telling me another way of it; it's too late.
But it wasn't easy for me either;
ya'll need to keep in mind that he's moved on.

[oo8]
If you're upset, call me.
I won't guarentee I'll make you laugh
but I can cry with you.
If you ever feel like you need to run away, call me.
I won't guarentee I'll persuade you to stay
but I can run with you.
But, if one day you call and there's no answer....
I might need you.

[oo9]
Cause these are the nights that you know when youre there
You couldnt have planned it much better I swear and you hope
That your senses arent failing you now
And you think to yourself now I could be wrong,
But I might have just stolen this scene from a song and you know

[o1o]
the boys got skills, the girls got notion.
smart enough, but he lacks devotion.
your reasons ramble and your rhymes keep
scheming, but it's not enough.
so just keep on dreaming

[o11]
i don't know why i always sabotage
everything. we may be perfect,
but that don't mean a thing.

[o12]
Call homicide. Take the case to court.
Her lips taste like a loaded gun
and I'm her number one chalk outline on the floor.

[o13]
here's the truth about the truth.
it hurts, so we lie

[o14]
it's so cute
the way she acts like
nothings bothering her
when really / / everything is

[o15]
I learned that small towns seem to burn a little slower

[o16]
Just remember, the same as a spectacular Vogue magazine, remember that no matter how close you follow the jumps: Continued on page whatever. No matter how careful you are, there's going to be the sense you missed something, the collapsed feeling under your skin that you didn't experience it all. There's that fallen heart feeling that you rushed right through the moments where you should've been paying attention. Well, get used to that feeling. That's how your whole life will feel some day. This is all practice. None of this matters. We're just warming up.

[o17]
If death meant just leaving the stage long enough
to change costume and come back as a new character...
Would you slow down?
Or speed up?

[o18]
Maybe werent not supposed to be happy.
Maybe graditude as nothing to do with joy.  Maybe being grateful means reconizing what you have for what it is.  Appericating small victories.  Admiring the stuggle it takes simply to be human.  Maybe were thankful for the fimiliar things we know. & maybe were thankful for the things we will never know. At the end of the day, the fact that we will have the courage to still be standing is enough reason to celebrate.

[o19]
I'm not as comfortable around myself as I am with you, and I'm holding onto this hopeing that it's true. I never thought it'd be like this, in a million years. you seem to keep away all of my fears. As you lean into my kiss, I tend to bite my lip, as in fear that my words of how I feel will rush out and ruin this. What we've started noone can even begin to compare. because I love the way you can just sit and stare, but still make me smile. I know this could never go out of style. I'd forget the world and everyone just to be in your arms. We could make them all jealous with the way we shine. This will never be like the rest. This will only be the best.

[o2o]
you're such a violent scheme. you say I looked beautiful on my knees. I say I looked better on my back, only in the backseat of your car. looking out through the skylight at the blanket of stars. That night was a whirlwind, that just flew by. You're the only one in the world who knew I sinned, a sin that made me cry. Do you ever think that we'd be different, if our paths had never crossed. What if we could go back and do it all again, do you think we'd do it different? I wouldn't, I wouldn't change a thing. What if you never broke my heart. or I never let you back in. but I'd always let you back for more, I always would. because you said I looked beautiful on my knees, you said I looked beautiful.

[o21]
You think you're gonna take her away
With your money and your cocaine
Keep thinkin that mind is gonna change
But I know everything is okay
She's gonna listen to her heart
It's gonna tell her what to do
She might need a lot of loving
But she don't need you

[o22]
i survived the crash survived the burn
 survived the worst.. yeah baby but i learned...
survived the lies survived the blues
 it almost killed me but i survived the truth
 and when you wrote me off like i was doomed... i survived you

[o23]
why do we fall in love, knowing in the end we cry?
why do we live our lives, knowing in the end we die?
why do we jump up, knowing in the end we fall?
why do we stare at the phone, knowing in the end you won't call?
why do we do these things, knowing they won't last?
why do we look into the future, before we have forgotten the past?
its cause nothing is for certain, the impossible can occur,
& while the future may look dark, we never know for sure.

[o24]
Near to the door
he paused to stand
as he took his class ring
off her hand
all who were watching
did not speak as a silent tear
ran down his cheek
and through his mind
the memories ran
of the moments they walked
and ran in the sand hand and hand
but now her eyes were so terrible cold
for he would never again
have her to hold
they watched in silence
as he bent near
and whispered the words..
"I LOVE YOU" in her ear
he touched her face and started to cry
as he put on his ring and wanted to die
and just then the wind began to blow
as they lowered her casket
into the snow....

[o25]
"They say what doesn't kill you..." She started.
"Only delays the inevitable." He finished with a smirk.

[o26]
It's like one of those old fashioned movies...
It's coming to an end
&everyone's screaming at the screen;
"TELL HIM YOU LOVE HIM"
...but you can't.

[o27]
No matter what anybody tells you
- Words and ideas can change the world.

[o28]
We hold these truths self evident,
The lies we used to represent
Who we are, because it was never meant to be.
And all the songs we used to sing, they used to tell us everything.
All about how it was never meant to be.

[o29]
My wishes are flowers
staining my body.
I was wounded early,
and early I learned
that wounds made me.

[o3o]
cause i look up and watch
and see the stars up above
i know that it’s wrong
to wish upon the shooting
cause they burn out so quick
too fast for me to get my wish
i guess they are just there for hoping
we're all hoping

[o31]
twenty four years overdue
what kind of role model are you?
very least learn not to do
i think i might be over you
do hope i won't learn to make
the same mistakes that you would
make me aware my only fear,
my only hope, is letting go

[o32]
she was sitting on a swing
and dangling her feet
like the leaves of a tree.
i think i heard her singing.
we're still out at ten in the evening.
i knew her in the way that
i knew not to speak.
i quietly took a seat
and thought i'd stay for a week.

[o32]
she's the cliche of a teenage tragedy.
a band-aid on her heart & a bruise on her arm,
where her heart was once on her sleeve.

[o33]
do you remember the time when you and i were fine
hiding under the apple tree there was no one but you and me
we would hide from passing cars and we would have the summer stars

[o35]
I act a lot smarter then I actually am. I hate being ignored. I cry. Im shy at first. I can start a conversation with anyone. I have enemies. I cant sing. I have horrible balance. I laugh way too loud. I sometimes like to be annoying. Many things just seem to get to me.  See, Im not perfect.

[o36]
B0Y: I love you.
Girl: you're crazy.
B0Y: no, the guy who broke you're heart... is crazy

[o37]
You always look the prettiest when you smile.
Always remember that

[o38]
anybody can make you smile or cry..
but it takes a special someone
to make you smile when you already
have tears in your eyes

[o39]
All girls have a little whore inside of them
When it comes to that one special boy

[o4o]
Just because you're leaving
Doesn't mean I'm letting you

[o41]
Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit,
and just be normal for a bit

[o42]
I'm in a car underwater with time to kill,
thinking back I forgot to tell you this
I didn't care that you left and abandoned me,
what hurts more is I would still die for you.
-Armor For sleep

[o43]
sometimes its the words that go unspoken
that need to be heard the most

[o44]
I felt like crap. It was one of those days where I wanted to stay in bed all evening, safely away from the world. But you insisted. You had to come see me, and you wouldn't take no for an answer. And all at once when you arrived, I didn't feel so bad anymore.

[o45]
Ten bucks says you don't have it in you
to conquer fear and quit believing what they tell you to.

[o46]
And I'm looking through the glass where the light bends at the cracks; I'm screaming at the top of my lungs, pretending the echoes belong to someone, someone I used to know. And we become silhouettes when our bodies finally go.

[o47]
I wish I knew how to quit you.

[o48]
When you crawl into bed you pull the covers a bit too tight and drop and lay your head on the pillow muted in white; do you dream at all?

[o49]
Suddenly, you're standing there
A crowded street, a lonely stare
A thousand miles of traffic in between

[o50]
We got too complicated
It's all way overrated
I like the old and out dated
Way of life

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[oo1]
i'll judge you and stereotype you,
then shove you in a category.
so prove me wrong.

[oo2]
F i L L  i T  U P  &&  D R i N K  i T  D O W N
take a shot and do another round
now i lay me down to sleep
with an empty vodka bottle at my feet
and if i die before i wake
then tell my girls
i  D R A N K  i T  S T R A i G H T

[oo3]
I'm only a song away on your radio
So get in your car and drive

[oo4]
He's the boy that will grab your hand
to pull you into the middle of the road
to dance. No people, no cars, no music
He just wanted an excuse to hold you

[oo5]
So, fuck you & your untouchable face
& fuck you for existing in the first place.
& who am I, that I should be dying for your touch?
Who am I? I bet you can't even tell me that much

[oo6]
So here's a piece of advice
&& He's my best friend
He forgave me when I cheated
He apologizes when I'm a bitch
& most of all... He loves me till the end
And cares how i feel and tells me everything
No matter what, even if it means sucking up his pride

[oo7]
Go ahead;;
Call me a slut;;
That doesn’t make you a better person

[oo8]
you were unmistakebly my first love && i will never forget that. even though we have both grown apart, both changed, a piece of you will always be a part of me because you have unknowingly showed me what i deserve. && every guy i'm with for the rest of my life will be compared to you..

[oo9]
be a dork
cause being cool is overrated

[o1o]
&& When you're thinking of giving up
remember why you've held on for so long.

[o11]
Sweetheart, don’t take his excuses
You’re too good for him
&& He knows it

[o12]
you don't think that i knew you well?
maybe i didn't know the exact town you were born in,
or the time of day that you were born.
maybe i didn't know the names of all your aunts & uncles,
& maybe i got some of the names
of your old friends mixed up.
but don't try to tell me that i didn't know you.
i could see by the way you looked when i passed you
in the hallway what type of day you were having.
when you answered your phone
i could tell what you were doing or
how much fun you were having.
i knew when something was really wrong,
cause your face lost its brightness & i knew
when you just needed a friend cause i could tell from
the sound of your voice.
don't try to tell me i didn't know you.
i knew you more than everyone else.
don't say i forgot about you either.
cause you know that you pushed me away.

[o13]
lets drink this bottle to the very last drop
tell me what you find at the bottom
don't say you forgot what i need
cause' all i need is you

[o14]
I get lost on the boulevard at night
without your voice to tell me
"I love you, take a right"

[o15]
I'm not a little girl anymore
I've learned who to trust
and who to ignore.

[o16]
Imperfection is beauty. Madness is genius. And it's better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring. And when it comes down to it, I let them think what they want. If they care enough to bother with what I do, then I'm already better than them. --MARILYN MONROE

[o17]
i remember we were driving, driving in your car
the speed so fast I felt like was drunk
city lights lay out before us
&your arm felt nice wrapped round my shoulder
and I had a feeling that I belonged
and I had a feeling I could be someone

[o18]
This is your life.
Don't fight it.
Don't waste it.
Don't deal with it.
Don't think about the future.
Don't think about the past.
Just think about the moment & make it last.

[o19]
he leaned over and kissed me.
i kissed him back.
and then our eyes met,
it was like we both knew.
so, we smiled and kissed again.
it was so perfect...

[o2o]
i just have to know.
is there something on your mind?
maybe something that you never said...

[o21]
i don`t think i`ll ever get over this;
i wish i was as good at pretending as you.
this way i could fake a smile &&
act like i don`t need you too

[o22]
I want to hold you close
Soft breath, beating heart
As I whisper in your ear
I want to fucking tear you apart

[o23]
you can miss someone that died.
you can miss someone that moved away
but the worst way to miss someone, is someone you see everyday

[o24]
He could buy the me most expensive gift
in the world & the only thing that would matter
to me is what was written on the card

[o25]
i do have a safety net ;; my friends.
sure they're frusterating && annoying
sometimes, but i don't know what i'd
do without them

[oo1]
and you had an apology in your mailbox since july
it's funny when you find the words to say
and then find no reply

[oo2]
Just let her crash and burn,
She'll learn.
The attention just encourages her

[oo3]
and everything you never did came crashing down,like thunder in your heart

[oo4]
whats the purpose? it feels worthless
so unwanted like i've lost all my value
i can't find it, not in the least bit
and i'm just scared, so scared that i'll fail you

[oo5]
Jack and Jill went up the hill to smoke some marijuana
Jack got high, unzipped his fly and said, "Do you wanna?"
Jill said yes and dropped her dress
They had some fun but,
Silly Jill forgot the pill and now they have a son
They decided to call him Franky
Cause they had some hanky panky

[oo6]
during the day at random times..
thoughts of youu fill my mind.
and i picture that smile youu give me
and i swear for that one second
--» [ i can barely breathe ]

[oo7]
she only has the nerve to stare;;
but all she wishes is for him to
know just how much she cares

[oo8]
she had the eyes of angel, with the heart of a traitor
and a gun with a trigger in her hand pointed at her
we always knew you'd go up in flames.

[oo9]
the ink stains on his fingers
told me he was skilled
at capturing a feeling
that most of us just miss
the simple pain of living
with goodbyes on our lips

[o1o]
you see that hollowness left in her eye?
it's from being expose to too much violence,
when she was much too young.

[o11]
she`s wishing that
someone could notice
the insecurities behind her smile
&& the tears behind her eyes

[o12]
Boys? please theres
cooler reasons to cry

[o13]
Don't put words into my mouth,
I've got plenty to say.
Don't tell me how to live my life,
I do things my way.

[o14]
I'm a writer.
I write cause I want to express the way I feel.
I write so I don't have to pretend to be happy.
I write cause paper is the only thing that will listen.

[o15]
if it's not keeping you up at night, then what's the point?
            -Taking Back Sunday *

[o16]
You never knew
well I never told you...
Everything I know about breaking hearts
I learned from you, it's true
I've never done it with the style and grace you have
But I've made long term plans
based on these mistakes
- Taking Back Sunday ♥

[o17]
Life isn't all it's cut out to be. It has it's ups and it's downs, but you have to embrace those ups and downs and learn from them. You can't just sit back and mope and make people have pity for you. You have to put those things that are hurting you aside...And live...You only get one life and that one life isn't that long. You have to do everything that comes your way. Yeah...You might get embarassed, but in a month, no one will remember. You have to do what you feel is right. You can't worry about other people. Just life how you want to live it. Don't follow examples, make them. Let people follow in your footsteps. Sometimes, you just have to dance around and look like a fool. Other times, you just to sing as loud as you can, even if you do sound bad. You haven't lived until you've danced in your underwear. And most of all, you need to laugh. Never go a day without laughing... Or at least smiling. It doesn't matter if you've had the worst day, if you just laugh, everything will be okay. For the most part, just be you. Don't listen to others... They are going to make fun of you...They are going to tell you that you're stupid. But, that is their opinion. It only becomes true when you start to believe it.

[o18]
If you're going to love me, love me deeply.
If you're going to break my heart, then break it all.
If you're going to care, care for me completely.
If you decide not to hold me, then just let me fall.
If you're going to stay, then stay forever;
& if you want to leave, then do it today.
If you're going to change, change for the better.
& if you're going to talk, please mean what you say.

[o19]
When she gets quiet that's when you
know something is wrong, really wrong.

[o2o]
so theres this kid whos nothing short of [[amazing.]]
let me tell you when it comes down to it..
hes perfect in every possible way.
in my eyes-
which is honestly all that matters, right?
I dont know if i could sum it all up into words
to describe exactly how i feel.
 but hes someone i can be myself around.
and i love that feeling.
i dont feel like i need to hide anything,
although i choose to... i prefer to keep my distance.
although why i am unsure of.
But theres something about this kid that gets me. =]
something.special<3

[o21]
I don't know what it is, I just cry sometimes. Maybe I'm just so oblivious to the things going on around me, that I don't realize that I'm hurting as much as I am. So when the tears stream down my face and I don't have anything to say, Don't ask me why I'm crying, because I simply don't know

[o22]
There is simply one reason music matters. It will never let you down

[o23]
When are you gonna realize,
That I'm not the only one
in this world fucking up right now?
Your making some lovely mistakes too.

[o24]
As she sits in the car and watches all the other cars pass her by, she turns up her headphones louder so she doesn't have to hear the rest of the world around her.*

[o25]
When I said
"I'd hit that"
I meant with my car.