Hi, Girls!

Ya Damn Right

I'm getting a new site since i feel like i need to start over again. i fasted for over fifty hours and it felt great...i broke it at lunch tho but i decided to break it at that time..you know what i mean? i plan to fast from sunday or monday all the way till prom and then again.

prom's on the 12th..doesn't give me much time, but still.

i'll update about the new site when i get it done

Since I've been gone, a lot of stuff has happened.

1. Unfortunately, one of my friends passed away on the 18th..he got killed skating. RIP Albert. I love you so much <33

2. Work

3. Talking to some other guys more often (thats a plus), his death brought us all closer

4. Got my first kiss...

5. Broke up with my boyfriend

6. Made shirts in memory of Albert and all...

7. Went to band competitions

8. Got a new phone (like on sunday)

9. Had parties...been partying

so you see...all those things..happened all in such a short period of time...thinking about my weight right now (although i do weigh myself constantly...197) isnt that important at the moment. i still make sure i work out and all but i havent really been watching what i've been eating. i will tho when everything calms down. <3

I weigh 195.4

Could i be any happier? Seriously. And I haven't even been fasting.

I've been eating everyday. But only cereal, or trail mix. That's about my diet. Because I don't eat meat or junk food or any of that crap...I gave that up for lent. That and pills and coke. haha. But yeah...and i haven't been hungry...

Except for today...I've eaten a lot. a lot a lot.

Intake:

B - 3 tacos (2 bean and egg, 1 cheese) && orange juice

S - Cinnamon roll and 2 cookies

L - Empanada, doughnut, and a cookie

S - none

D - spaghetti *tba, hasn't happened yet*

as you can see, i've eaten like a freaking pig. my god. thats cuz i've been eating only like one meal a day...but good thing is

I worked all that off *hopefully* on the eliptical machine and by being outside helping my mom in the garden...a lot of hoeing and whatnot :]

but yeah. Im gonna go eat dinner or whatever.