x_shootmebaby_x's Xanga

Hi, Girls!

Fri, 25 Jan 2008 13:12:37 GMT

Yay for finally remembering my password for this site. Haha
Just wanted to let you all know that I do have another xanga.

It is http://www.xanga.com/Miss1291

so you can check out the latest updates on there.

and also, I am making ana bracelets again.

you can check out the site on here:

http://www.xanga.com/LettersFromAna2008

So yeah!! :)

Missed you all!

Ya Damn Right

Sat, 10 Feb 2007 21:10:20 GMT

I'm back and ready now more than ever.

Did you miss me?

Friday, May 05, 2006

Fri, 05 May 2006 18:21:58 GMT

I'm getting a new site since i feel like i need to start over again. i fasted for over fifty hours and it felt great...i broke it at lunch tho but i decided to break it at that time..you know what i mean? i plan to fast from sunday or monday all the way till prom and then again.

prom's on the 12th..doesn't give me much time, but still.

i'll update about the new site when i get it done

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

Tue, 11 Apr 2006 22:51:03 GMT

Since I've been gone, a lot of stuff has happened.

1. Unfortunately, one of my friends passed away on the 18th..he got killed skating. RIP Albert. I love you so much <33

2. Work

3. Talking to some other guys more often (thats a plus), his death brought us all closer

4. Got my first kiss...

5. Broke up with my boyfriend

6. Made shirts in memory of Albert and all...

7. Went to band competitions

8. Got a new phone (like on sunday)

9. Had parties...been partying

so you see...all those things..happened all in such a short period of time...thinking about my weight right now (although i do weigh myself constantly...197) isnt that important at the moment. i still make sure i work out and all but i havent really been watching what i've been eating. i will tho when everything calms down. <3

Monday, March 13, 2006

Mon, 13 Mar 2006 18:40:44 GMT

I weigh 195.4

Could i be any happier? Seriously. And I haven't even been fasting.

I've been eating everyday. But only cereal, or trail mix. That's about my diet. Because I don't eat meat or junk food or any of that crap...I gave that up for lent. That and pills and coke. haha. But yeah...and i haven't been hungry...

Except for today...I've eaten a lot. a lot a lot.

Intake:

B - 3 tacos (2 bean and egg, 1 cheese) && orange juice

S - Cinnamon roll and 2 cookies

L - Empanada, doughnut, and a cookie

S - none

D - spaghetti *tba, hasn't happened yet*

as you can see, i've eaten like a freaking pig. my god. thats cuz i've been eating only like one meal a day...but good thing is

I worked all that off *hopefully* on the eliptical machine and by being outside helping my mom in the garden...a lot of hoeing and whatnot :]

but yeah. Im gonna go eat dinner or whatever.

Monday, March 06, 2006

Mon, 06 Mar 2006 18:05:27 GMT

Hello There!

I hope you all are doing great. I am. I'm an hour and a half away from 24 hours of not eating. Whoot. That's awesome

Weighed in at 199.4 this morning.

We'll see where I am tomorrow morning.

I start working Saturday from 8-12p.m. How fun. I cannot wait. I've also been working out a lot so hooray!! But yeah enough of my rambling. I'm going to go comment you all back and everything. Thanks for all the support. && for the emails...

<3 Always,

Me.

Sunday, February 26, 2006

Sun, 26 Feb 2006 00:25:49 GMT

Hey girls <3

I'm back. With good news...

1. I got a job. at HEB (foodstore, like wal-mart for those of you who don't know what it is). I was so lucky to get hired..I got two job interviews and I'm super excited to start working. It means a lot of going from place to place...Which should burn some calories at least. Yes!

2. My weight has been maintaining. Mostly anyway. I get on the scale to 198.4 for a couple of mornings now..The fact that I've been eating a lot scared me, but I saw that my body kind of remained the same...

&& finally

3. Tomorrow will be my last day eating for a long time. I promise it will. I ate pretty much through all of February. If I'm lucky, I fasted like what...3-5 days tops? I don't know. It was horrible. I started February at like 190 and I'm at 198.4...Effing disgusting.

Anyways, thats about it for me...I hope you all are doing good.

Much Love.

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

Tue, 21 Feb 2006 17:36:26 GMT

You guys have been just completely amazing to me during this hard time that I'm going through.

Thank you all so much. I mean that from the bottom of my heart.

anyway, on with the semi-bad news.

I started a newer fast at 4 pm today. It's now 4:35 and I'm doing, well good. Haha of course right. 35 minutes is basically nothing. the reason i didnt go through with the other fast was because we had TAKS testing and they basically fed us in the room and I didn't say no. Weak, I know. However, I feel really good about this new fast...

I weighed at 200.6 this morning. so that's just great because that means my weight went down after eating a lot yesterday.

Anyway, I need to go comment you guys major bad. so im going to go do that, and then workout and clean my room. It's a mess.

Wish me luck, guys. I can do this <3

Monday, February 20, 2006

Mon, 20 Feb 2006 22:17:26 GMT

Newer Fast Started at 7PM.

Newest Ugliest Weight Ever: 201

Fxck Fxck Fxck. I Suck!!

*sigh*

Why can't I do this anymore? I just give in and to junk food. ew. I know...Ughhhh...

Save me now, Ana. Save Me Please..</3

Sunday, February 19, 2006

Sun, 19 Feb 2006 14:58:46 GMT

New Profile Pic

Started fast at 12 P.M. [Noon]

Hoping to go for 7 Days.

Either way, Sunday is my last day eating. We might eat out later..Who knows. But as of now, it's started at 12. My weight is like..200 or something. I don't know. Don't wanna know. Gonna weigh myself Monday morning. Till then..I'm going to change my layout (maybe) && comment you guys.

Lili