just thought I'd blog today.  I was gonn hit some heavy poetta lines down, but I'm not ready.  I just had 4 friends die this week, and I'm not ready to pay emotional spendout to this space yet.  many many ... almost too many emotions are flooding, albeit, like a damn opened in my writing...but not ready to post it.  its a tender scab. 

Instead, we, as a family or something like it, went to an italian bistro called Rapheals' last night and just ate our hurt away. did me no justice for I came home, and went to bed angrier than I was when I left...hurt, confused and beyond angry...which is not what I want to be.

I decided this morning I would just rely on nothing and smoke and drink coffe all day.  I ate some almonds and strawberries.  a few candy corn...yep...need a shot of whiskey soon.

I just feel like posting s slice of reality and some artwork today. . .even if it is just for me to do so. I feel a punch of heaven coming on as I spot a Velvet pouch filled with Crown Royal. hmmm...

Forgive my forthcoming inebriation

artwork "Sadness" by Dragonfly © all rights reverved

There is going to be a remake of "Children of the Corn"

made for TV...that sucks.

here are things that I found out:

Isaac will be played by Dexter's Preston Bailey.

yeah...he's 8.

SORRY, but I think that , even though I will watch it for the sheer curiosity value, I will never believe that JOHN FRANKLIN could be replaced as Isaac. Not Now, Not EVER.

Courtney Gains as Malachi will never be improved either.

yeah.me in an inhanced photo of a recent bonfire...my hair almost looks like

its burning ... the bonfire was a sabbat, and this shot, I am deep in prayer, just kidding.

but it was a Wiccan event.