| I don't understand....I don't understand what has gotten into me lately... for like the past month I have been in really funky moods! I don't know how to explain it... I feel somewhat off kilter... its like at times I feel like I don't really know what I fell about anything.... does that make any sense?? I feel like there is something that I want but I can't figure out what it is? I'm not talking about like someTHING I don't think, just something... I don't know... I feel confused, but not about anything in particular, I just feel confused, like nothing makes sense?? |
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| I'm Not Skilled to UnderstandI am not skilled to understand
What God hath willed, what God hath planned;
I only know at His right hand
Stands One who is my Savior.
I take Him at His word indeed:
"Christ died for sinners"--this I read;
For in my heart I find a need
Of Him to be my Savior!
That He should leave His place on high
And come for sinful man to die,
You count it strange? So once did I
Before I knew my Savior!
And, oh, that He fulfilled may see
The travail of His soul in me,
And with His work contented be,
As I with my dear Savior!
Yes, living, dying, let me bring
My strength, my solace from this spring-
That He who lives to be my King
Once died to be my Savior!
A few years back I went to Alabama for summer camp... it was called Mission Fuge, and this was and still is one of my favorite songs that I learned when we were out there! It just reinterates to me just how awesome God is and what he did for me and anyone else who will have him! (the part I put in Bold is my favorite line)
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| ONE YEAR OLDER!!!Its so weird because when I was little I can remember anticipating my birthday for like a week before hand now its like it crept up on me and was here before I knew it! Gone was the expectation and the surprises... lol! Anyway I was just thinking about that and thought that I write about it! |
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| BRI CAME!!!!!!!This past weekend Bri came and hung out with a bunch of us and we all had a great time!!! I miss her and the other two so much!!! |
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| I hate it when you start to understand something that you thought you understood but didn't until something happens.... ok so I know that didn't make a bit of sense so I'll try to further clarify myself...
For instance the phase "you never know what you've got until you loose it"... well I always thought that I really knew and understood that phrase the most that was possible... that is until today. I guess to a certain extent I did understand it, but I never felt it (maybe that's more acurate). Right now I am in Ruston without my four best friends (yes all you chi alphans there is another one out there...lol) and my family and I'm just plain feeling lonely. I know that it's in these times that we need to seek God and have him fill that emptiness inside, but sometimes it's hard... especially when your major "encouragers" aren't here to help... but then if they were I guess I wouldn't be typing this message...lol...
Anyway enough with the sob story... I hope that everyone is having a great summer and I wan't yall to know that I miss each and everone of you very dearly!!!
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